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Friday, August 20, 2010 3:09 PM

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It is easy to look for a good guy; but it is never easy to look for the right one.

I know you're trying to change yourself to suit me and its getting tougher.

If it is so hard for the both of us might as well we put an end to it now?

Maybe then things would be better.

You are trying so hard

and i think you're not up to my expectations.

and we both feel so hard to keep up already...

Like what my friend said "hey at least you're not married yet"

If it is hard for you to keep up with me now, i'm sure its going to be harder for you in the future.

You just need a simple life.

But i always think differently.

What i've told you is not just a dream; i never took it like a joke; i want to make it reality.

I want to be the director of my own company in the future; i want a MNC.

I don't know if i can make it; but if i don't try i'll never know.

I want to drive big cars and have a big house.

I want to pamper my kids in the future.

I want to be able to give them whatever they ask from me next time.

I will allow my kids to turn bad.

Its okay. Because then, they'll see the world.

They will mature faster than others.

I say this because I've once been through it.

I found that i think differently.

And honestly i think all successful businessmen/women always have a "history" behind them.

I believe in the future i will be sitting at their place telling my own story.

I believe i can do it.

My life story is a big and thick book of experience.

There are painful moments; & things i saw that i wished not to..

but i believe it pushes me further, it makes me tougher, it makes me stronger by nature..

It makes me who I am.

I am the weirdest girl you'll ever find.

I play computer games like a guy.

I curse & swear.

I don't wear make up.

I don't often wear heels. Slippers are more of me.

I love driving (more like speeding)

I love cars.

I don't follow latest fashion. I do shop but totally not like a girl. (accounting sickness)

What are beauty products?

Lotion? i barely put on my skin -_-

I hate house chores

but i can always repair cupboard, lamps, lights, beds and computer -_- if i have the strength i wouldn't mind repairing a car :)

I love electronics.

Reading story books :)

AND comics :P

Anime is sooo me :D

I like climbing hills when i was younger.

I didn't give up when i fall down.

It was real pain.

But i was real stubborn.

I guess thats me..

I won't give up searching for my dreams. And i believe one day i will reach the top of the hill and say.. Look i made it. This is to myself.

Ps: Off to Work :)