Friday, December 2, 2011 12:08 AM

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Well, actually i'm suppose to be typing on

Word.docx instead.

Need to RE-CORRECT my assignment again. Boo.

Just now running through facebook,

I looked back a thousand memories..

from high school until now..

Some sweet, some bitter..

Yet I still smiled a lot, because no one can take those memories away from me.

it suddenly hit me that i will be turning 21 next year,

Graduating..

finally putting on that squarish hat on my head..

holding a scroll.. right?

It is what everyone have been hoping for since they were young

it is this particular perspective every parent have put onto their children's mind..

Like if you don't wear that robe.. that hat... and have that scroll on your hands

you'll never be rich,

never make it to the real working world kinda thing...

Those were the days..

ringing on my head...

where i remember my parents saying

"you'll never be graduating at this rate you are studying"

& look where am i now?

Year 3 (final year)

going through one of the hardest UK degree..

In accounting & finance... which hardly anyone in high school would have have this in their minds..

me taking acc&fin instead of some science or IT thingy.

Time flies.. so fast..

so fast that at times.. i don't even have time to feel afraid. it is already here.

But you know..

I am glad i made a change in my life..

=)

from last year to this year..

because if i didn't i think i would still be sitting in pain

much more pain than before..

I don't see how someone would value the chance i gave out..

I would still be sitting all alone just like i've never been in a real relationship before..

I'm glad i listened to my own decision instead of what others told me

am glad that my heart knows exactly what it needs

what it wants..

glad my brains told me what was right what was wrong..

Might have wasted a year.. but i glad the change made me value what i have now..

all the changes was for the better..

I really have to admit how much fatter i am now.

and how much more i am acting like myself.. unlike a year ago.. i felt fake, i felt i can't be myself, i felt like i'm acting for people to see...

& lastly the best thing is that i am much more happier in every way you see me.

I always like a guy to be travelling with me, and i found mine.

Happy & Grateful.

Looking more at my ex, will make me value my current even more...

its still amazing how you're like a husband instead of a boyfriend..

how i always scold you... like we've lived for few tenth years..

i really see us like my mum & dad.. haha..

how i can sleep and drool on your sleevesss hahaha and how you say..

urghhh disgusting... i want to changeee shirt :'( feels cold....

You know,

not many couples behave like how we do?

its amazing how our 14 months.. are so much like 14 years..

I Love You. Really Do.

When we are afraid of the future, both of us gave other assurance.. trust me; i never had this in the past... thats why we never made it to the future.. but i am sure me & you both.. will see each other... so much more... i just am sure..