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As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.
Karen Clodfelder-

I don't have the mood-drive to blog lately,
all thanks to blogger's LINK! every time i click on NEW POST everything just goes EMPTY.
Urgh, must be my stupid horrid internet connection =.=
OR maybe virus on my lappy??!?!!

SIGH, i so need to give my acer baby a clean-up. Scanning the PC now takes sooooo long compared to the usual 30min T_T
Pictures is the cause of it.

I finally handed in my Software Apps(joyce's business computing) assignment. WHICH COST ME A BOMB. Rm 16!!! nearly took my life away when i heard the price *heart beat just stopped*..........................

I'm feeling so emotional lately, practically due to all the undone work -.-
Sometimes i just feel like i don't fit in with the group of friends i have.
At a certain time i just feel that they are so laid back with that carefree attitude they have.
Sigh, i just feel so different from them. Maybe i have an aim, a goal to achieve.. or maybe i'm just not as rich as them?
But most of the time i think i'm a paranoia, worrying about every little things. I always aim for the best and put great pressure on myself, but isn't that what Life is all about? achieving the impossibles to make our lives better?
Maybe its just the way i was brought up.......

Oh i don't know.
I guess part of me is just so sick of them doing things last minute.
I hate group works....
Another part i hate about them is - G.I.R.L.s
their desperation to girls are just sickening...
Are all boys like that? you know sometimes mixing with them too much, makes me doubt my own bf ; that is how bad they are.

Many of you might say.
"aiyor... find a diff group la"
Not easy. First of.... i don't speak mandarin. I can't mix with the majority of the girls.
The other group ; i just know i won't fit in. Trust me.

I miss highschool. I miss my girlfriends.
If you envy me hanging out with all the boys. Don't.
Ain't as fun as you think it is.
Though there are many fun moments with them... but sometimes when everything comes together, it is just plain depressing.

Darling 76th day soon.
& once again, i love you!
-sorry darling if i havent been in much of a good mood lately.... & might have stressed you up abit.i'm so sorry... i just feel that i'm slacking too much in work wise....

Thanks for giving me 75days and 23hours of happiness baby...

Signing off.

Am currently at KL :D

OH wad a hectic week it has been :(
Finally weekends have arrived !!! OH so happy :)

Yesterday to my suprised, when i reached home i saw a PARCEL on the table :P

On the parcel written,
how kam hing

hahahahahaha!!

Thanks darling for all the prezzies i love them ^^
but
I love u even more haha!

This few days was busy studying econs anyhow, i still go on screwing up my first ever econs test. I just hate economics graphs -.- *toot*
&
english assignment i crapped ALL the way. SIGH!
I really have no eye to see my own marks in the coming week!

Next week will be
ASSIGNMENT(s) week. HOHOHO don't we all love assignments?-.- yes yes i am sarcastic, so sue me!
I seriously need to finish up reading my New Moon...... been dere for months! i almost forgot the whole story. Thank You college for making my life so freaking miserable :(
How am i to survive 3 more years???!?!?!
help!!!
I want sem 3 to come ASAP!
4 subjects will be heavens for me =(
every sem also 6 subjects, wake up early early morning. w.t.h laaa... ppl wanna sleep also can't! How to study when we got not enuf sleep leh???
curse u fugly time table -.-

Haihs. i really gotta stop playing and start bucking up! i think i officially screwed every damned test i sit for. SCAREDDD.....
I don't think dean's list is on my hands anymore, what more president?
T___________________T

signing off.
72 days baby. ily.

yay!! i can finally post something on my blog!!
URGH, the connection at my home sucks right up to maximum level !! i couldn't even open my blogger -.-

anyways i'm at college now having my 4 hour break, wanted to watch transformers but having test tmr so feeling really guilty :P
therefore went to library to do work :)
yay me!
Reason behind to not watch transformers is my darling lorh :(
i dun like you darling, break yr promise *cries out loud*

Anyhow,
Just a short post to congratulate my darling ^^
he is a soon-to-be a proud owner of a car :D
&
&

my official chauffeur :P

70 days today darling :D
2mths and half a week ^^

14 days more and we're proud to say
3months darling !!!
Weird to say but i love you more and more everyday xP
Do You? :)

Signing off now. Muaxk!

Sorry for the lack of updates, but am blogging for Joyce's sake! As i promised to promote her video =D

In the meantime blog abit ^^

So here is her hardwork ^^ nice work honey! and pls for goodness sake sleep in PROPER timings and EAT every meal, i know you love doctors and want to see him everyday but it is bad for YOUR health la -.- not enuf scoldings from shin izit? Drop by your house and SHAKE you den u know =.=

To be continued

I've officially switched toPostpaid :)

& can now officially follow my darling anywhere,everywhere :P

HaHa

So anyways i opened digi postpaid plan and calls,sms-es,mms-es between sublines are unlimited!
:)
Happiest plan you can get with Digi ^^ when you're attached with another person and find your bills rocketing high & started arguing about the rocketing bills :S
This is definitely a plan to get :D

Best part is, I HAVE CONNECTION IN MY ROOM, though i would still agree with the majority about digi having to continue improving their coverage and implement 3G soon! They can definitely be one of the leading teleco company if this two things is greatly improved with their cheap rates :D

GOOO yellowman =)

Alright,
today i had Awards Presentation as you all know i've been presented my Dean's List Award. A certificate of achievement ^^
and some photography sessions =)
Pictures available on FB :PJust a short update to keep my life updated.
&
The shooting continues tomorrow. Oh hecticccc!!
college is so hectic!!!
4 hours of sleep everyday is making me look like a zombiee!!!

PS : starbucks coffee tmr?

My look yesterday :D
curly hair& all dolled up :P

okay okay, i admit i am lazy to blog :D
thats practically the reason for my blog being so empty-fied lately :D

bits&chumps of updates

Screwed my math test. i didnt plan for it ; but i gotta admit i didnt study :(
Took my Software application test on friday (joyce's business computing) ; didnt quite SCREW it thank god!
My darling's arrival to Penang on last thursday and KT on friday
cousin's wedding dinner yesterday

Pictures ahead to summarize all the happenings ive been wanting to blog about :)

The boy that i've been missin all the time :)

I forgot which day was this, was last 2 weeks i think, when eugene was talking to erm... jaqueline i think and sam literally was being gay.
Who would believe sam ain't gay?
Who would even believe he ACTUALLY have a gf. LOL

grosss betul!! it happens everyday in class, sam just have to hug eugene DAILY.
i really wonder how gene stands him.
we call dem "gay partners" just like CA & KL :P

Just when all the gross thing happened, something even worst appeared.
i was looking to the left side, where Sam is sitting TADA, guess wad?
i saw his bird cage opened wide to max level
showing his undies same colour with his shirt. -.-
Owh my GAWD much?

Me : erm, sam. did u forget to zip up yr fly? LOL. *looks away*
Sam : What?! look down. OH SHIT
Eugene : *quickly hold his hands* EVELYNNNN take picture take picture!!! dun let him zip!!! HAHAHAHA (revenge timeeeeeeee~!!!!)

the moral of the story tells sam to not mess with eugene when he's on the phone next time LOL!

LOL !! & he claims he is older den me. 19 yr old forgotton to zip his pants -.-
Ps: we're actually at the comp lab open for all! malu-fied
Okay now to last last FRIDAY :)
went to sunway after class for lunch with sis & mum
Ate japanese at ZEN :P
den after they departed back to work, me & mum changed location to 1u :P

Saw asia soft :D = MAPLEEE!!!
took the cd containing maple epi 2, havent have the time to dl though :D

Told mum about the tong sui place.
Durian Puff. Nice :D
but after u eat this, every other thing is tasteless LOL
&
smelly memory is only available on WEEKENDS. sad case.

This was the snow mountain i ordered,eat till wanna vomit LOL not that it is no good, but the portion is OVERLY huge.

Then on sat went to taiping for cousins wed.
This was the ugly dress i wore. I don't like it at all....
see lar, see lar dun let me try den simply buy.... make me look like crap oni. sigh

On the way to taiping. :D nice scenery eh?

This is quite awhile ago, when they pushed CA into the small room.
&
LOCK him in.
Clearly, kok leong ain't helping his wife ; inside the darksmall room. haha!!
This was last week, i saw at market!
Look at how the park the car. Totally fascinating. 1 parking spot but 2 cars.
The reason why i want a kelisa over my own current saga T_T

Last week wed.
Supposedly study math.
Ends up.......... chew chocolate,play pokemon,talk talk talk....

Look at the ham chong playing pokemon LOL! And miss kang let us do it! :P
CHOCOLATEE!! Look at the cute chubby cheemin :D
why every guy looks better with long hair?
that of course includes my darling!!
though this long hair thing does not apply to KL due to his "hairstyle"

Escaping from the "lick ear" and "blow job" topic during econs class last thursday.
& they call themselves PASTOR's SON. pfftttt.....
I'm really beginning to miss my girlfriends ALOT ALOT..... :(

Alrite i think i shall end my post here!
More test on the way. Dang!

hurray i have TEST tmr.
MATH

boy don't i just hate mathematics of finance!

I can't wait till tmr nite !! i'll finally be able to talk to my dearest :D
yipeeee~!! i miss him like crazy T_T

nobody to listen to all my rambles for 4 days is totally NO FUN.

Till Then.

2months and 1 day
ily

I came back from Taiping on Sunday night after attending cousin's wedding (cousin-in-laws side)
Really feasted like crazy, i gained many kg's damn-ed.

Warning! extreme eye sore below :P

Baby, it has been 2 months that we've been together.
and in this two months i guessed we've known each other deeper and better..
though there are ups and downs in only two months time but i guess we manage to handle it quite well although knowing tears had been shed.
baby, i know the both of us dare not say forever ; afraid of what might happen in the future.
although it really is one of my wish to be with you till the very end.
Many people take this perception as a "naive" thought, because nobody can be sure what happens in the coming 10 years or so.
heck cares what happens in the next 10 years, because as long as there is a will there will always be a way.
If we hold on strongly to each other, i am sure we'll be able to stay together ; longer than anyone would have expected.
Darling, you might not the perfect boyfriend or someone that can meet all my expectations.
Just to let you know, i will still love you although you're not flawless because you try hard to be the perfect bf and you try your best to meet up to my expectations and i love you just the way you are :)
& of course i'm pretty sure.... i'm also not a very good gf. =(

in these two months, never have i heard a comment saying "hope you guys will lasts forever"
yet i hear things like

-OHH problems ahead.
-Now still too early... you wait lah, later...

Yes, it would or might happen but i'm sure we'll find solutions ^^
what's a relationship without something to spice it up?
honestly, without those arguments you won't know how important the other half is to you.
correct?

darling,
This is my very first serious relationship and i hope tht it will be the very last one :)
you are my very first serious boyfriend
also you are the very first guy that made me cry :(
the first guy that i hugged
your hands was the first one i held for so long
2nd guy that carried me =)
Although not the first one i loved, but i really wish that you'll be the last one :D

After 8days, i would've known you for half a year edy ^^
160days tdy! :)

i know this post is super cheezy, but i don't care :D
& all this is for our 2nd Month anniversary xP
Darling
i
just
want
to
tell
you
that
I
Really
Really
Love
You
!

Muaxk~!!

Ps: currently missing you alot. Haihs seperated by the sea....
Can't wait till thursday ^^

600Th Post :)

wow, i can't believe i have already wrote as much as 600 posts =)

Oh WHACK! i totally forgot that i'm actually half way blogging xD

Alrite so today i was suppose to play futsal with the guys. Budden i was sooo super duper sleepy, thus. U know me :D
Drove home to sleep and went back for econs class
after hearing those terrible
experiences during futsal, Thank God i didnt join dem :D

All kena hit everywhere ! sakit~~

I was LOST in econs class!
okay literally in sem 2 i am lost in every subject T_T
HOW?
even maths leh!!

I have loads of things to blog but erm, due to my old lady brains i kinda er
FORGOT?
haha!! will be updating tmr~~

51 Days & still counting

I tried to be okay, i tried... but i'm not.

why u can't let happy & sweet memories live awhile longer in my brains.
Why do u hve to bring it up.

I've knew it long ago, told you before but you just didnt bother about it.
And although i knew it ; i didn't care.. i didn't hestitate to call you because i know you are more important than anything.
yet
you?

you really gave me many doubts.

many many...

I was reading thru those sms-es you sent me long way back...
and sad to say
i realize how long you haven't sent me goodnite messages.
and even morning messages was rarely found until tht day i got angry..
& how u assume i was angry because of a game.

Just so you know morning messages brings happiness in the start of yr day because it makes you smile, and a good nite message ends the day with happiness.

maybe i made a wrong choice...
maybe we're just too young for this...

7weeks,,,

First of all....
drum rolls,

I would like to wish
Miss Kang Happy Birthday :)
&
Wayne Cheng
Happy Sweet Seventeen ! :D may all yr wishes come true. haha straight A1's?

And i shall continue ranting about,

COLLEGE!

College practically sucked all day long...
English lesson was a pure DRAG

we are learning the exact same thing we learnt last sem. So what is the whole damn-ed point?
I even gotta THANK her for causing me to be stuck in that stupid "after-work" traffic.
urgh.

Though in the midst of this very horrible day... there are tiny little happenings in the middle but i just don't have the mood to mention about it.

Doubts.

Saturday

Spent with Bf
- went to school (st john gathering)
was so not happening, and was very very sian, we decided to go off to KLCC

-KLCC
the queue for movie tickets was simply ; CRAZY so we window shopped abit and ate lunch,
Fettucini (like pan mee according to darling o.o")

-after that we tried to see if queue was shorter, TADA! it went longer -.-
Then, we really went for SHOPPING :D
Isetannnn :P
i made him try on a pink shirt (he looked super cuteeee!)
Bought
A pink shirt(his)
A pair of googles(mine)
A pair of pants(his)

& i saw black shorts from romp
and i bought it D:

Went to "loitered" at the park outside. Went to Wisma Central. Went to avenue K. Went up to some place that is blocked in KLCC ! xD hahahahahaa and the guard saw me. OMG so malu!!
Sat was the day we did all sorts of crazyyyyy things :P

Sunday,
-Spent with BF again
he went to church with me ^^

-after that car broke down during U-turn! Thank God met sis&jie fu on the way :)

-BF came home with me :O
- ate lunch at my house :)
- drove to 1u!
- met BF's sister

- & we continued to shop! ^^
I lost count with the amount of shirts and pants he bought!!! LOL

if i'm not mistaken it should be 4 shirts + 2 pants for himself.

&

as for me 2 shirts :)

&

after that met his Aunty & Uncle.

Then we had our dinner at nando's. Home we went :D

Monday,

Spent at college & with bf
After college, went to Sunway Pyramid!

- went to eat dessert coz he was thirsty.
- tried to take lala-fied pictures but RM 10-13 (so forget it!)
- TRY to get movie ticket (wolverine)
- a&w!! :D
- movieee timeeeee

& home we went. xP

I seriously played too hard these 3 days! time to start engine tmr!!!!
3 months later darling =(

I really had fun these 3 days! love you loads~ We are currently in chapter FiVE & i'm praying for infinite chapters :D

Happy 48th Day. Muaxk!