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Thursday, May 31, 2012 2:09 AM

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Blogging again after a long pause! Wow, it has only been a few months i left but there are so many new changes in blogspot already. Good changes i s'ppose! Just like my life.

You know, stepping out of University Life is a big stage in life?
Now you look back at everything you've done in this 4 years
you realize you've grown up so much..
The changes are so huge but it has already been embedded in ourselves we hardly even notice
The fast pace life we are used to having
now all slow-ed down (or rather back to regular)
you will sit and think...
think about what you have achieved throughout

I look back with a great smile.
That is indefinite =)
I can't say in this 4 years of uni life I've enjoyed it haha simply because going through a degree is not easy!
Especially the one with Honours in Accounting & Finance (if i've had a choice all over i'll do another course!!)
HaHa!!
Okay just joking,
although the degree was freaking tough but sincerely i learnt a lot of things from there.
Alot Alot of things..

In this 4 years from a girl superbly bimbo, naive and with extreme stupidity
I learnt what the real world was like,
I learnt how to work with people,
how to communicate with others
I've sat in the office, I've done sales, I've tutored

I've basically covered a lot of aspects of jobs during my summer holidays, simply because i was craving for money!! LOL
But nonetheless all the experiences were great stepping stones for me

Sigh, i feel old at age 21!! because soon i'll be out to the working world typical 5-6 huh?
Now i know why people choose to take longer courses because they are reluctant to work... but i choose a different path ( i choose to be as fast as possible )
Not regretting definitely
Getting a degree at this age, it should be something to be proud of !
Ah ( that is if i passed all my papers! haha )

Being Old is scary, being at this stage of life it scares you off even worst.
Trying to overcome this odd feeling everyday
the "i finished my degree" feeling...

At the mean time, taking this few weeks off to enjoy with my boy is absolutely amazing
Spending time with him, it is always like time flies
We'd relax on bed reading, watching movies
having family outings
busy planning holidays
shopping
doing errands together
(all the things we yearn to do during exam but restricted)

Those days we've kept dreaming off finally here!

You know, as i thought back,
I sometimes asked myself what if i made a different decision the last time?
Like what the boy always says, eh look if you asked me to wait until we've graduated we've only just starting to hold hands, smooch and doing the couple's beginners manual.
Well, we are already at the advanced manual now eh?

Or what if i choose a different person completely?
what would life be like now.
I guess i've already choose to be back being single again
because really in my past relationship (it was as good as nothing)
It has a controlled timing and only available in the weekends
not forgetting times where he spends with his sports
and over-the-sea without me =)
or parts like
I-Love-Getting-Drunk
which i till now thinks it is completely dumb and stupid
if you're happy in a relationship ( there's no way you'd want to get drunk )
the feeling of being drunk sucked anyway!
You would pick me over sports! there is nothing more important than a life partner
unless you've never thought of me as one. ( which is exactly the point )
He always says otherwise though ( but saying without action = better right don't say it! )
& going overseas all the time spending all his money on sports, while spending time & money on me is wasting ( you see where was this heading )
Honestly
before i met (my boy-current bf) i've already knew you never treat me as someone important though you say it, because action speaks louder than words.
I should have never even started with you,
if it wasn't because of your pestering
You choose me just because I look pretty
I knew, but i thought you could be better than that.
But as a young and naive girl i choose who i thought was the best
i looked for Tall, Smart, Okay-Looking
as when I was younger I've always thought handsome guys are never faithful.

Okay, Joe proved me all wrong.
he is not tall at all
not THAT smart (only very street smart) his mouth is so sweet that you'll have diabetes talking with him -_-"
He is fuckin good looking! haha
From the point i saw him
I was immediately attracted ( though i was attached that time)
i guess no one knew this truth?
haha..
I totally loved his handsome face
always secretly wished he was mine...
hehe
But there was always this problem as he keeps getting closer with me and i have some kinda feeling he'll be courting me ( even before it happened )

Likely enough.
He was as BOLD as hell
I got scared !
haha imagined suddenly appearing at your work place with (leung cha) and well enough expressed his love towards you. ( he was wearing so freaking handsome summore)
Long sleeves-jeans-shoes-with his never fall down hair!

Fairy-tale much?
This idiot made me cry so much
I thought i should hate him
but my heart twitches so badly everytime i see him
Just like body-brain with different thoughts.
You were jealous as hell during the airport pick-up
but somehow, i still like you

I love your scent :)
It is something sweet and lovely!
Darling, without you my world is dull
I never would have known what would happen if that day i choose a different answer...
but i'm glad
i choose you.
because you became my world, my thoughts and my life
thank you mou mou.
You're the best!
approaching 20th monthsary! ( 24 soon )
we are still lovely like crazy! & stepping into the working world soon.
I'm sure we can overcome all the obstacles together
=]
I love you Sweetheart.