Tuesday, November 30, 2010 1:35 AM

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Wow!

I can't believe it i have been posting for such a long time already :)

Would have been more if i haven't deleted the old one...

I still remembered i started blogging since Form 1 or so..

The times when i used to have the world's WORST english!!

Yes, no joke.

World's Worst.

Blog was a place i could free myself then..

so Praise the creation of world wide web!

2-3 years back my parents used to be so over-protective that going out was d biggest crime!

So, basically stuck at home most of the time.. (hah! and not like they bring me out? plus i am not allowed to go out?! How unfair, right?)

and that is when i only get to release myself through my blog and playing online MMORPG :P

Surprisingly,

playing maple since it first started...

I have never met;

Joe Kan Yip Yun!!

My beloved Mou Mou...

With the advancement of technology..

I've met really really good friends like

wei han, cing, daryl, yihao...

which i do still keep in touch until now :P

From virtual friend that turned out to be actual close friends!

Amazing huh?

My blogging spirit never seemed to die off.. somehow?

Many people say blogging is some sort of attention seeking?

I believe they are wrong.. because its more of like

writing out your feelings :)

and its an online diary! Keep track of things! Pretty useful actually!

Especially for grandmother brains like mine =(

I think those people whom stalk other people's blog and TALKS

Not enough but ASK around are the worst..

Because they are so "ke-po-chi" (may i add the word fucking?)

Lifeless.

If your life isn't as interesting as other peoples you can just stfu :)

Your cooperation is MUCH and WAY appreciated.

Kissing pictures/photos are something sweet and lovely

Not "disturbing"

and you obviously don't have to go around asking my parents about it right?

So who the fuck you think you are anyway?

My MUM? or my DAD?

Please know your place !!

Even my parents didn't say anything !

What details do you want to know? huh?

Why can't you directly ask from me?

Or are u too SCARED?

Yes, i changed my boyfriend from the previous one.

Grand news?

Broke up for two months and got a new boyfriend. Yes I did.

So? is that a BIGGER news for you?

Why i broke up?

because i don't think he is the right one?

Now, with my new boyfriend; his name is Joe Kan for 2 months already.

Does that make it the biggest news?
So,

What else do you want to know?

When i first kissed him?

When i first met him?

How many family member he has?

To what level of education he is at?

How tall is he? Is he taller than me?

His skin colour.

His brow thickness?

His waist size?

His shirt size?

His favourite colour

Favourite food?

SO DO YOU NEED TO KNOW ALL THAT?! is he YOUR boyfriend or MINE?

Or you even want to ask if we've had sex or not? HAR?

what does people's OWN personal life has got to do with you?

Why you so fucking "pat"??

Want to talk also you TALK ABOUT yourself first lah PLEASE.

Look into the mirror!!!

Pot calling kettle BLACK. Thats YOU.

What does my mum & dad gotta do with MY relationship?

As long as i am proud enough to bring him home to meet my parents.

Sit with them to eat family dinner

Bring him to my sister's house for talks

Him to have a curfew agreement with daddy

So what the fuck you want some more?

Why are you so "concerned" about MY well-being?

Or are you just KEPOH?

To fucking ke-poh people i welcome you to leave my blog~

You bring shame to yourself :)

I would just roll my eyes when i see you.

Shameful.

And you can call yourself as a friend of mine.

HaHaHa. sorry, i don't think i know you anymore.. :)

Time for sweet and lovely stories...

Cousin sisters wedding just passed by on Sat&Sun

:)

Lovely Wedding !!

Congratulations to Harry & Olivia !!

Such sporting couple! :)

Pictures could be found on Facebookieee !!

Well practically i'm just too lazy to go grab it :P

Last week Moo Moo & Me went to Fraser's Hill with the other couple (aka JY & KY)

And today we were talking about it!

All 3 of us couple...

Actually started sparks during group studies...

Moo Moo & mine was due to all the

Pinching & Pokings...

And all the girls in my class started following me to pinch Moo Moo!!

hahaha!! Pity my poor darling! :P

He only lets me pinch him and never gets angry!

Wonder why!!

But actually caught him being jealous quite a number of times (ops!)

So to people who likessss asking my parents sooooo damnnnn much about our kissing photo~ here is another EYEsore for you which i PURPOSELY picked so you all would be more CURIOUS :)

& i hope you ask more....

and be less shameful of yourself :)

Stupid people that loves asking.

Never knew what is called posing

are pure retards.

& only people like YOU all would ask.

Soooooo funnnnyyyyyyyyy.

Mouth-to-Mouth Posing ain't kissing.

Tongue-to-Tongue... (with exchange of saliva is)

I wonder what have you been doing all this years that you lived? asleep? or never tried before?

HaHaHa. Laugh until my jaw can fall off :)

Same with picture above.

Lying on him posing + taking pictures (a practice for our future wedding)

and it is obvious we are not having SEX!

So don't be fucking retards ask and ask my parents.

My parents are on FACEBOOK

and are on my FRIENDS LIST

and apparently they will look at all my pictures

AND comments

They are AWARE of my NEW boyfriend

I have nothing to hide from them UNLIKE YOURS!

Even my sisters are my FRIENDS on facebook too.

Changing boyfriend is nothing SURPRISING until you have to go around asking my parents as if the sky fell down!

Stop being jealous that i can balance my life/work/relationship and studies so well.

Just fuck off.

or rather

Shut the fuck up.

Modern culture is no longer the same.

Accept that as a fact.

And shut up.

Thanks!

Saturday, November 27, 2010 1:10 AM

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With the lack of blog posts.... Opsie

Its not that i don't want to blog baby~

I was just quite caught up with work these few days hehe~

Today as i cleaned my books...

I've came across many many memories..

To completely forget a person you've known for 1 year and a half is not as easy afterall eyh?

:)

Read 5 pages of notes which i intended to give him when he came back from bangkok last time...

Brought back a thousand memories...

Back then mou mou too was in the picture..

(the guy that bang his head on a glass door - rather?)

Hehe..

Guess what i found?

The first picture i took with JoeKan...

On February.... The time when 'he' wasn't around...

May 6th :)

Mabel's Birthday.... "getting-closer"

I think it was also the month that 'he' weren't around..

Mou Mou,

You are always there with me to fill my loneliness...

Always there to take care of me...

I still remembered how you offered me your sweater...

to sleep on...

to wear....

offered to hold my books for me..

take my stuffs for me...

I guess during February something already sparked between us.

It was when we got closer to each other..

I'm attracted to your charming smile

while you're attracted to my beauty :) *so as you said*

Things sparked even more during May

When you were heart broken..

and needed someone to talk to..

I was there filling up the spaces she left.

& you started feeling pain/jealousy...

June...

Feelings got stronger....

July

Trip...

Arguments with me and "him"

but you were there to fill up my empty spaces instead....

Things have gotten haywired...

I realized i was staring at you while you were sleeping beside me.

& you did the same to me...

Ending of Jul

You - took action

Me - in denial....... and still giving chances to "him"

Aug

Pain, Cries, commotion...

issues......

in the end it was you..

why?

Your sincerity have touched my heart... deeply

it was the first time i saw you crying...

in public..

at the restaurant.

Second time... pyramid top level...

you cried so hard, made me cry too..

The bookmark you drew me..

was just so sweet...

The stars you made for me..

till your fingers bruised..

have cuts all over your hand...

was super touching baby..

hehe..

Going Distance..

Our very first movie :)

Thanks for everything you've done for me MouMou..

will appreciate it till my very last breathe...

Our take-two's

All these picture poses was before we were a couple..

and now Re-Take... :)

as an official one...

Love you MouMou.... Hugs*

Tuesday, November 16, 2010 1:23 AM

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Thought a lot, a lot.

5 Months from 14th November

I was planning and thinking of so many things...

Even saved up for the Evo 7/8 asking around to see which one is better, looking at the design.. & surveying around all shops..

Planning on going all the way to your house with a big present box to suprise you~

Searching around for special restaurants...

Thinking of getting a huge card and put our pictures in....

Getting you a golden key, as tradition.... (heart and key lock)

Was so excited and couldn't wait to see your expression till the day arrived.

Last i would have expected; on the actual day itself... I'm rather avoiding a conversation with you..

The feeling is just no longer there.. I've completely let go of you..

Because at that point of seeing you i was no longer that happy girl anymore; it was just like meeting an ordinary friend.. Instead when I saw Joe walking in; it was so natural that i run over and hug him...

Being with Joe in this month is part of the happiest time in my life..

He gave me surprises over and over again...

We've done crazy things;

Run like crazy;

Kiss like crazy;

Love like crazy;

Sport like crazy;

& study like crazy...

I guess best friends that turns out as lover are always different huh?

Because apparently we have nothing to hide from each other...

We know each other so well.

From woke up face all the way to pretty face and all the way to sweaty face...

even a Face full of pimples... :)

Yet still loving one another more each and everyday.

I realize i could sleep early now when i'm with Joe.

Because i don't have to spend my night worrying about his safety...

Most of the nights, we'll webcam with each other no matter how many hours we see each other daily. He won't complain about the broadband either~

Coming down as early as 6am just to spend time with me during our monthsary was just so sweet....

Joe, (mou mou) the photoframe was just so sweet... though to the eyes of other people its just something cheap..

But to me, its something money can't buy

Because it frames up the effort and hard work you put in...

The love, The thought, The sweetness, & The time...

and our memories.... " reading under the sun with redbull " =]

The Hippo Mou.

Really surprised me.

Was overly happy when i saw it =]

It is so adorable...

You've really took my heart away~

Knowing what i adore most~~

Can sleep so well with Hipp0 and every night i would think of you when i switch on my night lamp.

Mou Mou,

You kept telling me you're not good enough (as a bf)

But i think you're just perfect.

Although today we've had "some" issues. hehe (our silly-ness)

Thinking too much for each other ;)

But right till the end we always talk over things~

I never felt bored being with you.

Even when we're both in silence mode..

I still feel very happy; because i feel happy just to have you by my side.

24hours 7 days a week 365days a year

is not even enough for us both ~

Let me just tell you what i loved most about you...

You always think before promising me something ;)

Like our future house draft and also the whole "marrying-me" plan~

^^

I Loved the way you care about me...

Buying & Making me breakfast..

carrying my books & bag

buying me night light in case i fall down

that worry face when you see i have blue blacks over my hand..

Always afraid that i'm cold

Ensure i'm always warm...

Being over protective when i'm wearing skirt :P

I Love you just the way you are~

You're the most beautiful guy I've ever seen;

Your beautiful heart...

I'm glad that I unlocked it~

Joe,

I Love You.

Never regret my choice.

Never hope to regret it. :)

Monday, November 8, 2010 9:56 PM

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Pc expo was d bomb~! I had to work like 9 hours (++)

Non-stop T_T

Anyways i'm here to blog about last thursday!!

My Mou Mou & I decided to go to Sepang Gold Coast (sudden plan)

after 10 min of deciding & not knowing the way we dared ourselves to go there!

We were lost for many many times because my GPS phone is out of battery!!

HAHA so we used another phone to search...

With a LOUSY gps -_- bringing us ROUND n ROUND dunno where....

So in the end, i told my mou mou to follow his feeling!!!

D:

To our suprise.....

Feelings does work

We reached there around 5pm~~~

The beach was just plain...

AWESOME.......

But i think half the time was because mou mou is with me...

=)

See this is what happens when we are un prepared~~~ :P

Hairy Mou + jeanssss... & his very smexyy baleno shirt *loves*

Upon reaching there i saw alot of patterns on the ground...

Don't know what it is...

i asked my darling joe...

"eh dear.. what are those on the floor?"

He laughed at me.... and say..

There remember i told you about catching small crabs back at kampung?

Those holes are made by crabbies!! :P

D: CRAB?

izit?

I've never seeen it beforeeeeeeeeeeee *shrieks*

Come i catch for you....~ *with his manly voice*

(feels so "lum")

At first i was so scared that he might hurt d tiny crabbies!! (they look really fragile D:)

But he told me they are crab for a reason (LOL)

My first time catching crabbiesssss~~~ *fun fun fun*

When he was concentrating catching crabbies for me....

I ran to him and hug him reallll hard!! hahaha

In the mean time to chase away his long awaited crabs~~~ *hehehe evil laughs*

Hehe~~ Moo Moo never bring his slipper!! if not can have a pink & green flippers :P

SO wasteddd....~~

I saw this sand castle somewhere around the beach... and i told mou mou..!!

Wah look thts so cute...

and he told me.. You wanna make?

I said Dun wan lahhh :P

He went to one place and started digging up sand!!! LOL

in the end it looked more like pyramid as compared to a castle :P

Haha so we changed the design to... and IGLOOOO :P

and moo moo said it looked more like turtle :D

So in the end we formed a turtleeee....~~

Built with SWEAT & hard workk :P

Mou Mou's sweat was dropping on d sand tortoiseeeeee hahahaha~~ damn cute lor... it felt like raining!!

We named it WU GUAI :D

Waited for sunset with my hungry mou~

(finished one pack of super ring, two packets of milo, and one packet of satay sotong <<>

Thursday, November 4, 2010 1:01 AM

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I'm blogging at 1am now~

Mou Mou is so going to kill me tomorrow..

his favourite quote...

"I EMO! you don't listen to me *gives his duck mouth* and say I'M ANGRY"

Haha~

Loveee his expression.. so cute~

Had a wonderful morning with my mou mou (basically sleepingg till 10++)

Slumber-ing is so fun! Something we don't get to enjoy very often! Only once a week!! can you imagine how sad is that ~.~

It won't be too long that even that once a week would probably be taken off. Assignments are piling like mountains.

The best thing this morning was mou mou's very very very funny "laughters"

when i helped him massage his back :P

He just so suddenly caught his giggles when i softly wrote "I Love You" on his back~

After that, he just wouldn't stop laughing !!

& i couldn't resist but join him laughing!!! We did it for like what? 10-20minutes?? haha

Class commenced from 2-4 today~ super boringgggggggg-

Went to Baskin Robbins wif the bunch and had my favourite Cookies & Cream! 4 scoops summore!!

and played badminton ^^

It is so fun going to exercise with my Darling because we can play and kiss! haha *muaxkss*

& i would never get comments like "oh you suck at this game!"

instead he always lets me bully him !

How fun ~~!!

Mou Mou! I loveeeee you! Lets badminton again!

Today not so shiok -_- the mosquitos kept chasinggggggg me.... boo~

After badminton we basically gained back all the calories!

Went to nearby mamak drink Pepsi, 100plus, Milo ais and also eat french fries!! D:

Gone-

Mou Mou,

I didn't feel the slightest regret for picking you.

Because you've shown me what a real relationship should be.

You love me and care for me, and you prove it to me with your actions~

I was really glad i made this choice..

I know if i didn't i would really regret.

You understand me so well...

Even better than myself :)

Because we are so similar....

That day, when i showed you toys i played with ages back~

You told me you have that very same thing... =)

And we were both shrieking like small kids all over again~

You're the only one that wiped my sweat for me before... (besides grams!) *a guy rather :P*

and after exercising we'd hug each other with a super wet t-shirt!

The definition of love - excepting every gross moments of one another.

& we did it more than once :P

Ps : I love you Kan Mou Mou (hehe) nites!

Wednesday, November 3, 2010 12:22 AM

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& I've finally created our private blog ~~

Tee Hee

What is private shall remain Priiiivaateee ~

Loves-

XoXo

Monday, November 1, 2010 10:10 PM

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The past.

My past.

My history.

I've been hurt by the very same thing for so many time;

It feels like i've gotten the resistance.

I hate staying home.

I like keeping my life busy.

I don't want to see anyone of them that hurts me everytime.

I avoid.

I run.

As much as i could.

I'm just so tired from all of this.

I wish i could just get away as fast as possible...

4years back, i almost did the extreme.

I was seconds away.

But something lit me.

I've gone through for so many years, was it worth it to stop now?

They say i won't manage to make it this far.

Yet i made it.

Standing right here on my own.

I made it with my own effort.

I struggled with everything.

I did it.

I cried almost everynight, in loneliness.

Because no one would understand.

The words heard was ever so painful

coming from a person who is supposedly to love you?

I've always have it missing from my life.

To learn that love could also meant the deepest cut through your heart.

I was only 11 when you did those hurtful things to me.

I still remembered how i carved on the wall stating hate words.

Those words lasted.

& It will last a lifetime.

Things didn't settle when i was 15

It never did.

My soul have left me the day I stepped out of the house.

It never returned.

I was ever hoping for today during the younger days.

I thought things would be better.

I thought i'd get more love if i perform the best.

I guess I was quite wrong huh?

The reason why i have so many friends was because, i couldn't find any love here

So it diverted to friends instead.

People don't see it in me because i kept it well.

So well...

So damn well, that sometimes i wish it could be kept away from myself.

Most of the time I wished i could just sleep for the longest time and never wake up again.

Leaving everything behind me. Because at that point nothing matters anymore...

12:28 AM

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Had a hectic week from work but nonetheless very fun and challenging :)

Still in process of meeting all kinds of weird customers (they never fail to be in any of our jokes)

Throughout this busy weekend...

Mou mou still spent his precious time with me...

which i feel very grateful~~

Especially his willing-ness to wait for me for an hour yesterday and today 30minutes till i reach the station...

:)

You have no idea how happy i am to see your car there~~~

And how extremely happy i was when i saw you standing outside your car today...

It just made all the runnings worthwhile~

Baby,

you were never a horrible boyfriend ^^

Love you so much!

No horrible bf's would be willing to accompany gf home :)

Even when she's driving a car okay? ^^

& always escorttttt and make sure she's safe n sound n Inside the house hehe~

Ps : i will blog more tomorrow :) better be sleeping or you'd kill me tomorrow! Nite Nite

PPs: Honey, should we put our private blog called MNB-tales? :) or should we call it

Twenty-Seventh HEHEHEHEHEHE!!!! *rolls on floor laughing*