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Sigh, the last post i said i was alright, i wasn't okay?
I felt so terrible.
I felt ditched.
I felt that i hate him so so much that i will never wanted to forgive him.
Didn't he felt anything?

I was serious about what i wrote..

i really really miss you.
We are like two very different person now.
Just 5 sentences...
Just five.

I'm losing my circle of friends,
Maybe i am stressed out
Maybe i am just tired of entertaining so many of them..
Maybe they are angry at me.
Whatever it is, i really don't care anymore.

Let my world be without friends, but just myself.
Nothing will change anyway.

The picture that i promised. Stupid tree is in the way la. You see they were kissing in public so many times, & i couldn't help but notice, plus i couldn't help to have itchy hands. (YES! that girl is a student. O.M.G ryte? )

Aww, the mooncake pic very blur! this small thing cost Rm 10!!! but it was superb-licious!(Pak Lin Yong)

Oh, did i forget to mention that i was being so unpatriotic, i skipped school & went to marriots with my mum & sis for dimsum and went on strike?

Deliciousssss ahhh~~
nice nice nice!!
wht you call this again ah? the one with sup wrapped inside la, forgot the cantonese name, but damnnn nice laaaaa.

The keow teow, is transparent u knowww..

Fu Chuk Guein. ( my pinyin bad la. ownself go figure!)

Crystal harkow.

Outside the restraunt.

I've decided to not go for Prom Night.
No.. i am not antisocial..
I just think the price is not very convincing & dressing up like a doll jst creeps me.
Don't it?

Like wad we all agreed, we'll have a great time hanging out even if we are at a mamakstall.
All that matters is "us" , we make it happen.The environment doesn't matter!

Ugh, malam graduasi also need to pay. ZZzz.
That maybe i'll go la, the very last one in SA anyways.. plus it is compulsory. Parents wanna go also need to pay.
Sigh, we all contributed so much to the school yet this is how they treat us huh?
They see our parents, they see $$

I went on strike today. So back to work tomorrow.

Seeing you isnt the same anymore,
everything just isn't,
Standing next to you yet not knowing wht you think creeps me,
Why is this happening?
Seeing you is like i've never seen you before,
You just look so unfamiliar to me.
So near, yet so unreachable...
You are like some stranger now, you know?
How much i wanted you to stay right by my side
But the direct opposite is happening
All this happened right infront of my eyes
yet i can't do anything to stop it,
Sometimes i just wished nothing has ever taken place
Everything falls back to where it was before.
Just then i know, it will never happen.
All i can do now is dream about our happy ending,
because what is done, it is done forever.

Ps : i am not emo. Just felt like typing touching things lately. =D

I was so naive to think the relationship will actually work,
so so so damn naive.
clearly in my mind states out all the facts that it won't
but i am still holding on
Why?

I my mind grew alot all this years
Gone through so much..
but i have yet idea why i am strongly holding on to this particular one
Why i cannot answer such a simple question?
Are you that special?

Can't someone else easily replace you?
We are, afterall so not close.
Maybe its not love, really maybe its not.
If we are really meant for each other i guess fate will once bring us together.

But for now, i am ending it.
I have gone through certain things that shook me back to my senses.
*cheers for everything you have given,took, and left for me*

I am leaving with a great big smile this time because i know that is wht you would want to see.
I really hope fate will really work its magic on us like how it did before..
Lets both smile and say goodbye.

byebye...

The most hilarious thing happened to me today.

When i was rushing to school


In a hurry I put my foot into the my school shoe, to my suprise i felt a huge round thing inside it which i assume someone put a middle sized rock inside. Without wasting time, i turned my shoe around and shaked it to my suprise again nothing fell out!


Curiously i took the shoe up and stare inside it.
To my horror, i found this inside staring at me.

A LIZARD!

Yes, the exact one we saw at FRIM. This one was also the photo i took at FRIM. & pls don't ask me things like ; omg, you brought that thing home with you?!?!

No i didn't....

I've always seen them wandering around my housing area when i was young.. but jst shocked that it was in my SCHOOL SHOE at the age of 17! Thank God i didn't step very hard on its head, or it'll probably pop. =.="

I swear i screamed like mad, until now the phobia to wear my shoe is definitely there!
& my dad was laughing at my dumbfounded look when i refuse to wear that shoe even after tht lizard ran away...

PS : i watched free show today. Theme : How to kiss yr girlfriend & & & (i took a picture!) Shhh~ Coming up next post. <3

I cannot believed i stayed up till 2.30 am to do tht fucking project.
Evelyn why did you even bother to hand it up?
When so many irresponsible students won't even give a damn on that thing!
Look at you! always say dun wanna do and what the hell do you end up doing?
YEAH, Doing it.
YOU ARE SO BLARDY STUPID EVELYN!
SERIOUSLY, exam so freaking near u go do project!!! (USELESS ADD MTH PROJECT)
whoever tht invented that thing i am going to give that fellar a turning kick ryte on his head!
you bugger!!!
YOU STUPID BUGGER!

STRESS!!!!!!!!!

& joyce i miss nerdland. GOSH. i have become a nerd already. damit.

Does school have a need to start?
Can't they really give us a break?? seriously.
I don't even know why the hell i wasn't home schooled because i think i would be much better.
I hate school up to the maximum, yet i am still going to school.
Reminding myself its the last last 2 mths.
Last two months, and get the hell out of it!!!!!!!

shit shit shit shit shit shit shit shit.
tmr school.
shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit.

Yay tmr school. sigh.
I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.I dun wanna go back to school.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE SCHOOL. THANK YOU.

yes i know she look retarded. *smile* joyce~ now you know why u shudn't take yr own horrible picture wif other ppls phone. *evil smile* mwahhahaahaha. i am so evil LMAO.
ppl eating also she sibuk wanna take picture...


The contents below are not for the faint hearted.
My sis's beautiful leg. (i am gonna get killed for putting this up!!)

Small hole with 2 stitches. Ouch! =X Nvm, its a gd experience haha! ur first ever stitch ;)

My sis got bitten by my elder dog (lulu) today.
Dad loves to give ppl shocks by telling things half way hangging =.=
Nothing serious since she can go out dating lol.
2 stitches and 2 jabs which she claims tht it hurts more than the hole. LOL

Did i tell you ppl how much i miss my old maid (noor)
Sigh, i jst blew my head on tht stupid maid. ( no offence ) but she really stupid la okay?
So lazy! can use my comp, my aircond! but cannot work properly wtf? summore she was the cause of my sis kena bitten. Zzz~~ finally i cannot tahan scolded her abt my clothes.
Everything she mix together pants,shirt,pajamas,jumper... whtsoever she see, she put together and stuff it in an empty drawer. wtf?

I edy cleaned it on sun she summore did the same thing and stuff clothes back in. My whole comp room like some clothes keeping room! blardy lazy. WHY LA get such maid!! *vomitbld*
Whole hse also annoyed with her. Everything forget, one day she burn dwn the hse also she forget one la. =.=" What can she do best? EAT.

okay i shall stop ranting abt my maid! needa get some sleep now, super drowsy.

Thinking of stopping BM tuition.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I trust that he won't. If the he is who i am mentioning of course.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
SPM straight A1s!

3. Describe your dream wedding.
Hmm.. i want it to be pink & purple in colour & i want myself to be wearing a very very glamarous wedding gown! ^-^

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
yes, very. How you know ah?

5. What is your ideal lover like?
Tall, quite gd looking, love me alot, can earn a living for our future (best : i no need to work la hahaaha jk).

6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
depends how you look at it. well i am currently loving someone and i find it blessed. Vice versa i am being loved by someone too and i feel blessed. So whadya say?

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?
I already wait very long.... i dun mind to continue. =D 5 years maybe? i'm still young anyway!

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
shock of my life. i will cry seriously damn bad, den try to move on. maybe will avoid him too =X

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
YES! does exam consider???!??!!

10. Is being tagged fun?
Yes and no. =D

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
I HAVE NO IDEA! i wanna know too, can pls tell me :D

12. Who are the most important people to you?
Friends and family.. him too.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
My friend since Form 1 !! :D

14. Would you be single and rich or married and poor?
Single and rich! duh. DEPENDS marry who la. but doubt i'd be poor if i am wif him la okay?

15. What is the first thing you do every morning?
BATH! lol. i jst finish bathing dude!

16. Would you give your all in a relationship?
if him, hell yeah i will. okay i am weird coz i like/love him alot.

17. If you fell in love with two people at the same time, who would you choose?
None. ditch the both. =D i hate two timers thus do you think i'll 2 time others? (although it doesnt really show two timing but it clearly says you love both which is really bad)

18. What type of friends do you like?
You know i don't have a particular rule for friends.. i mix arnd wif everyone. Those of you v. close to me will know wad i mean by 'everyone'. haha.

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
backstabbers.

Eight suckers to tag :
Since the last tag have created a huge 'huha' about
"i wanna do the tag!!"
"i don't wanna do the tag!!"
"tags got no meaning!"
"curse you! you tag me!"

So i will let you all decided if you wanna do it or not~! everyone link/not link are welcome to do it. *wayne cheng! happy now?*

I know i will never get you,
I never will,
but it doesnt stop me from hoping..
Hoping is a hard thing to do.
So hard that i wanted to give up..

I'm feeling really weak, really really weak.
I'm beggining to feel your absence..

Its so hard.
I'm still hangging on... until the day i really couldnt.

Today damn gloomy. Rain since morning. Literally in freezer.
Damn not in da mood la. eysh!

I know i thought alot about you today, i dunno why but i just did.
I really did changed alot because of you.
It was all you.. one and only you.

Those old posts of mine really sucked,
I seriously can't believe i changed that much
THAT THAT much.
From what i was, to where i am now was really a huge leap.

You know sometimes i go around reading other ppl's blog and i found that,
It was so us when we were younger.
Those stupid catfights.
Bitching,backstabbing, *you name it we got it*
& look at us now! all grown up & out of those stupid things.
Even if we wanted to do it we won't even have any time for it.
It is really time that we say "those were the days" Haha.

Anyways, conclusion is value your friends when they are still around.
Sigh last year. Last time i will be seeing dem daily. The very very last time~!
I won't miss it, but somehow i know i will.
I just will.

I just love studying (NOT)
Joycelyn says I LOVE HISTORY!! (NOT)
Look, how beautiful it is...

Love this pic ! ( event : granny's bday last saturday ) Me & Nephew
Lazy to explain. So hard to load picture so yeah. Forget it.

Tagged by Hanney.

3 Golden Rules
. state 15 weird things/ habits/ little known facts about yourself
. The 10 people I tag are to then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.. No tag backs

1. ermm.. cannot really concentrate on studies at home.
2. kinda soft hearted, at times when i am not suppose to be.
3. loves to sleep. can sleep alot (18 hrs)
4. comp lover, cannot part away with computer.
5. Love him but never dare to admit lor. (longest crush in my entire life)
6. I am a dreamer.
7. Likes to procrastinate at times.
8. Straight forward at times too.
9. Like to blog out my feelings.
10. Can't wait to drive!
11. Still have soft toys on my bed.
12. Hate ppl call my name wrongly such as ( evelyn yap & lyn)
13. Like collecting keychains.
14. Like to stay at granny's hse more. (oh i miss KL!)
15. Like peaceful and quiet places.

I Tag

1. TwinBro
2. Daryl
3. Wayne Cheng
4. Ashwin
5. Jill
6. Cacing
7. Sara
8. Chan
9. Pn Chris
10. Pn Su
11. (whoever else that feels like doing it!)

Was in KBU the whole day today, having Wun torturing my poor arms and Ling Shin torturing my thighs. Two losers i tell you ! one keep whacking my arm another keep whacking my thighs! LOSER LA U TWO! btw Wun u dun eiiiiiiiiyeeeerrr chan coz she's always on my side ! BLUEEEEKKKKK! shud have jst pushed him outa the car. =.="

Hearts*

I just hate it when i can't drive!!! EYSH
If you would have just let me learn driving nobody will need to suffer now!!
I WANNA GO LIBRARY CANNOT GO! RUIN MY PLAN TO STUDY. FUCK IT LA.
nobody wanna fetch. bull shit la look at the time now. 3 hours wasted! I COULD HAVE FINISHED ONE WHOLE FRIGIN CHAPTER.

IF I CAN DRIVE NEED TO DEPEND ON YOU PPL AH? HAR?
Den always say i dun study, when i wanna study WHT U ALL DO? tv on till so loud on aircond say exp, shout here shout dere! NOW WANNA GO LIBRARY TELL ME NOBODY FETCH.
SERIOUSLY I AM SO FCUKING ANNOYED WITH EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU PEOPLE LA OKAY?

Note : You all can never be angry at me when you need to fetch/wait for me because it is non of my business! I wanted to drive you just WON'T LET ME. So chew off.

PS: i can't believe i am sulking coz i can't study.

My holidays after SPM will be so eff-ed up, my 2 lepak kaki will be gone!! T__T
Sigh, left me and joyce ! what is this. I so hate the government for pulling my friends away!! so now my plans all screwed because it seems like i will be going to college all alone!!

I have finally completed my College and University analysis/research so yeah will be sticking to my plan and lets cross my fingers that it all works well. Prays hard to God that he will once again do some magical things on me! =D But still one word, i have to work hard!

Hearts.
PS: i am not emo. I still wanna be HOBBES even CALVIN aint as bad as ELMO. Just not elmo. =D

Here i go, tuition.

Blogger has changed some new things on the dashboard, looks way cooler now. =D
Hao have officially left Selangor~ sob sob. Another best friend gone.

Sigh, i dunno how am i feeling ryte now because i am loosing too many besties!!
You see, hao is gone.
Shin will be going for NS soon.
Jaya will be going to NS too, but i think she will go join her bro more in Aussie
Ameera will probably go back to sg..
Everyone is leaving! damit. Leaving me all alone. Sigh*
Oh great, Even CHAN is going to NS.

Yeah, The other day went to Putrajaya PICC for fireworks (Competition). Got global Suite thanks to Ah Yi (Sheryn) The fireworks is awesome!! especially looking at it at such height!! The only bad thing was....; i felt like a freaking lamp post coz my sis brought their "BF's" along. Well, still the fireworks was all worth it! trust me WORTH it.

"For now, we shall let the bygones be bygones"
Heart!

Holidays had finally arrived ! yay us.

The pros and cons having computer savvy teachers.

Pros.
You can stalk dem.
Cons.
They give you homework thru internet ; worst of all you can't even pretend to be offline. Sigh.

Oh my gawd. Homework is killing. I think i am handing in half blank book. =D coz i have no idea how to do it! Pn Laila is going to murder me. ARGH, i need to redo my math 4 because i lost my book. Dunno which bugger stole my book. =.="

After bathing i needa go to school and hand in BOOKs. boohoo.
So chiaoz!

Another Congratulating post for CHOW YI HAO!
Now you are OFFICIALLY accepted by NTU!!
& ryte now i am so jealous that you get to go SG!! sob sob sob!
I will so miss texting you, chatting with you everyday, mapling with you, babbling about m'sia news and everylittle things we always talk about !

Anyways do enjoy yourself dere! Have fun catching up wif studies, I think in this few months we will be too busy to actually even talk to one another. Sigh*

Another grats is, to myself!!
For not getting NS!

Hearts. More updates tmr.

Dear body,

What is wrong with you? why do you refuse to listen to your brain?
WHY?WHY?WHY? why are you so de-motivated? why are you like a dead fish everyday? WHY! pls do tell me why so i can fix you because you are driving me crazy.
I suddenly just wanted to drop down and cry.
What do you actually want in life? wht! i constantly ask you this question! why can't you answer me? even if you can why can't you do it? i know you can, many ppl know you can! don't dissapoint them! where have YOU been? YOU!! the real you. The you that can do anything! WHY ARE YOU LOST? AHHHHHHHHHHHH, i feel so much like dying.

Distractions
Noise
Naggings
Pressure
HOMEWORKS
FUCKING FORMATIVE MARKS!

i feel like running away from somewhere that is so peaceful to rest my poor congested brain give it a rest, and i guess my body might listen properly. Because all i know how to do now is SLEEP. SLEEEEP. everyday SLEEEP. SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.

Prays hard i return to myself

Last part of the fireworks. Damn awesome !

yay, going to PICC for fireworks in 30min time!
Will come back with awesome shots!
Loves!~

Never look down on others.
Many Thanks for those whom are cursing me to get NS, go on.

Chem class as expected she would have bond to give us a nice lecture about how 'we' are hated by all the teachers in the staff room. (so not true.)
A word of advice, 5 SC next time when you wanna complain check where is she first okay? i cannot stand another 30 - 40min nagging of hers.

Step 1 - Points all arrows at you then scolds you.
Step 2 - Makes you feel guilty, by saying how good herself is.
Step 3 - Gives a big sigh, and say i hope you all will change.
Step 4 - Continue teaching, leaving you feeling so bad.

Familiar much? yesh, its the nag that we hear all the time.

I need a quiet & non distracted environment. I need holiday. I cannot coupe school with studies all at one go !

Physics class was awesome, laughs till tummy aching and tears rolls down.

Someone : Yawning.
Pn Loo : *does her usual yawning imitation*
Pn Loo : OH! i did not bring your class to run the field yet izit?!?!?!
Me & Ling Shin : Teacher !! you bring edy la! Bring dy !!
Pn Loo : *gives us confuse look* and asks those ppl that are not really paying attention at the back
Iffah : wht? run the field??!?!
Pn Loo : OH! i haven't lah, come lets go.
Eve : Noo.. teacher! you bring us dy! HOW CAN YOU FORGET?? HAiyO! teacher u bring us SO MANY TIMES edy la. Run the field ryte? YA LA ! Enough dy teacher very bored of it!
Pn Loo : EVELYN! Altough i am old but i am not.... i am not... what you call that? not...
Ling Shin : NYANYUK TEACHER!!
Pn Loo : Yah, i am not nyanyuk!
Someone : teacher whts nyanyuk?
Pn Loo : busy explaining.
Me & Ling : Gives each other a playful look.
Ling : HIGH FIVE! *gives me hand*
Eve : HIGH FIVE!!! *claped*
Pn Loo : *STARING AT US*
Jeng Jeng Jeng Jeng.. (the real thing is she did not bring our class run the field before, me and ling shin is busy saving 23 ppl's foot from aching ! hahaha )

Pn Loo to the whole class : Look at them! do it right in front of me!! What should i do to dem?
Whole class : Your usual la teacher. Oh wait Ling Shin no feeling one!
Pn Loo: *goes to tickle lingshin*
Ling shin : Aiyo teacher, no feeling la... you know edy ryte? no feeling..
Pn Loo : *laughs till speechless* Aiyo, why ah she no feeling de? NVM, someone else got *stares at me*
Pn Loo : *comes to tickle me*
Eve : *wasn't moving at all* Teacher i also no feeling dy la. AIYO very funny la you teacher *laughs till cannot stop*
Pn Loo : Kept tickling me and see if i got any feeling. WHT?!?! how come she also no feeling edy?
Whole class : teacher u tickle her too much, like you teach us wad THE MOSQUITO, she mutated edy!!
Pn Loo : Laughs till speechless and finally gave up on the both of us.
Eve : Teacher, no need to pull ling shin & my hair anymore also, no feeling ready... you have been pulling since last year. hahaha.
Pn Loo : wah, lucky you two never go bald.
Eve : No lah teacher i still got alot of hair u know! see!! *shows her hair*

*she was super speechless* LOL.

Okay no joke this time. NS list is really out.
*screams aloud*

Half the list is out already, praise the lord my name is not in it!
Unfortunately Lingshin & Jaya both got.
Well, the list isn't really permanent yet, i guess i still needa freaking worry till Thursday.

MPPJ library suck.
no shorts, i.c, this shit tht shit.
The four of us nearly take the slipper and throw at their face, while the two of us wanted to give dem and x'tra turning kick on da face !

I've read back really old posts, posts mainly about some cow. Haha. Seriously i was kinda shocked over the 'love' i had for him. I didn't recall it to be that bad. Well, he made a leap in my life thats for sure! The best part is, i have to thank him because without him i would have never realize someone so important was always by my side.

List to do After SPM,
1) Get Lisence
2) Braces
3) Laptop
4) Hairdo
5) Go Sg & Genting for holiday
6) Loose alot of kg's
7) Maybe do some light part time job. O.O
8) Wait for results and Jan intake.
9) Celebrate CHRISTMAS ! (08 will be the best christmas ever man! )
10) Maple char - Reach Bishop !
11) SLEEP!

So many to do in ONE mths time. Damn time constrain. S0B.

10Th August 2008 !

Grats to Caveman A.K.A Mr Chow Yi Hao For Scoooring STRAIGHT A's For his CaMbridGe A'Lvl's EXAM !!!
&
He also got IS APPLYING for NTU in Singapore !! (Editted)
All those hard works you put in had finally given u the results you wanted ~~! Better enjoy yourself at SG with x'tra work loads and remember to wait for meee!! hahahahaha. x)
Btw, you still owe me bao yu !! kekekeke.

PS : i shall start looking for a library. My hse is killing me with the noise and all, i really can't stand it.

The end of canopy walk~
LOL! trying to act scared. This pic looks so cute la. haha. Like spastic. LMAO
ADUIII!! ling shin and her leaf ! From left : Chan, Ling, MayShin, Jess

Being Tarzan =X

More FRIM pictures.

Frm left : Eve, Ling, Mina, Menu (where u looking la lady?) we all look so tired haha !!
@ the platform.
You have no idea wht we did at the platform. Yeah ling it looks so wrong. HAHAHAH!!
LMAO!!!

Jill and mina~ taking a break coz Jayshini (bring her whole hse along) cannot walk anymore.
Me & Dharsh !~
Lets kiss da camera ! :P
Da 3 of us~!
Climbing up da canopy ~~!!

Tomorrow FRIM trip.
The product of his help. :D not bad for a last min draw! =P

YAY! i finally get to watch Dark Knight!!! after so many days LOOKING for ticket. Mum wanted to watch premier class at Gardens but sadly tics are all sold out and no parking. So we ended up as Summit the Queue was horrrrrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiid. Mid's Queue was way worst la, they queue until glitters dere, siao de !


But anyways, dark knight was awesome!! very nice ! Batman so leng chaiiiiii~~!!! omg, screams out loud. HAIH! another 3 mths before i can enter cinema again.


I have no idea why, i just suddenly felt i miss you so so much.

我爱你很多，
我想告诉您多少我想要您。
但是某事停止我，
我更比别的想要您。
您和只有您。
并且我认为您能预言谁您是。

Sigh

*hearts*

Hypothesis : The more i go to school the more i hate school.

I recalled that english class used to be so fun, relaxing, everyone loves it, story telling class literally. But now? I'd have to sit through nags of other people's fault !! They don't come and they don't bring MC what you want the class to do? You nag them and not the GOOD kids that actually bother to go to school even when they HATE it.

So i started reading biology when she started to nag lah! I was present all the while useless hear her nag also ryte? when she finally continued to teach i didn't bring the PATS paper ( PATS are so useless and dumb plus she gave it like how many months back now only wanna check ! ) so i shared with Mina, forgot to close my book. Suddenly out of nowhere she said she wanted to throw my book out. I was totally like wtf?

Later on, me and mina was literally giggling she started saying we are not serious blablablabla.
You know what honestly that was like the last period of FRIDAY. so heck cares okay? English is suppose to be fun and not do every freaking things in the text book ! like nothing better to do!!!! and we are forced to hand in after that ! Seriously i used to love english lessons, now i think i wanna run away from it !! Hand in work also she minus my marks summore say i never hand in. Enough is enough laaaaaaaaaaaaa!

School is seriously driving me on the waallllllllllllllll. I hate school as much as anyone else is although it is my very last few months, i am sorry to say i seriously think my mum put me in the wrong school! i would have bloom to be a better kid in another school, i think during my sisters years the school is literally flawless, but now? horrid just horrid !!!

Haha, Pn Loo actually taught us something illegal for once :P (chan & ling shin knows it!)

Joyce, your news not really hot but semi hot. LOL coz the hot one i edy know :P aiya she where will change de lah, here break dere couple one la ! Friend say don't she summore go de, now you know why she no friend la?

I brought white choc's to tuition yest, when me and joyce is busy eating, ling shin suddenly tell us
that some guy sitting in front is starrrrrringggg at us. Then i say omg! shin that guy must be staring at you!!! hahahahahaha!! then she said no! he is staring at YOU&JOYCE! i was like okayyy... before i knew it that guy was storming to us.... o.O and he ask what am i eating O.o so i tell him chocolate? then he was like oh!! can i have one? O.O??? so i was like.. err okayy... then he asked me if its from m'sia. LOL? i said no from aussie. and he went like COOL. thanks!.
dotdotdot. talk to me as if i know him for 10 years.. LOL. weird kid. ( you ppl suck, i do not like/love/have a crush on tht guy okay ! and mayshin my taste is V.Good okay i dun go for shorties i should be taller den tht guy for gawds sake! i was asking who he is coz i might somehow know him but forgot and it'll be rude la kan !! Plus my face was read because i am sweating in an aircond room ; weather nowadays is crazy!) & i absolutely only love him and only. Longest crush ever in my entire life. =.="

Btw, yest was Eclipse (ppl say bad omen but biasa je? )

Ps : you do not wanna know the jokes we made in tuition yest, it was so disgusting thanks to Joyce. LOL.