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CHinese New Year Day 1

So many ppl jammed at my hse. So busy one whole day till now ! x)
Due to eclipse and their superstitious-ness =.= " we didn't go out pai lin today. It'll be tmr then :D

We're all EXHAUSTED mannn. No lion dance this year !! so sadd...~~~

Everyone grew, everyone changed. No eye see also. We shall be seeing again end of the year! ^^

The Blogger wishes everyone to have a GREAT 09'

HappY Chinese New Year ^^

LOveS-

Everyone is going back to hometown happily..

And me?

Don't even ask. Seriously not in the mood to talk now. I just wished college havent had their hols so fast.. i'd really rather go college and laugh my whole day den stay right here. Although that means boring lectures & needing to study.

i swore to myself today. Sucks. I havent been swearing for such a long time and today i sweared...
Yes i was that angry. Enough is said and done. I thought CNY is suppose to be a happy festival? Why i don't feel any happiness besides having holiday from college? i'm really not in a festive mood... i used to love CNY so much.. so much that i remember even cleaning the house was fun. Why is things upside down now? why 1 person can stress up the whole house like this?? Everyone just isn't happy.
I cried and still crying now not becuase of the issue, its the things you said and the way you've changed.
Wtv it is we're still blood related, which is the main reason i didn't storm out of the gate and walk out of the house.

Yes i'm a very emotional person, i somewhat cry very easily especially when it comes to family matters.

Coming home early just to help you and putting up with all your scoldings(for no reason) last week wasn't easy, it was already the last straw. This week u made it all worst. I can cry all i want because it isn't CNY yet. And i wanna cry whenever i wanna cry i dun need to explain to you. Eyes belongs to me, so do my tears !

I'm not leaving my room.. i shall do all my assignments and works.

Poor blog, you've been neglected by me !! SOBX

Okay cut the crap, i've been pretty busy this few days because i am swimming in a pile of assignments. Yes thank god havent drowned !

Anyways today wanted to go earlier to do assignment, but sam as usual was late.. Den after lunch with his cousins we went to the library and played instead. LOL. until Jhun came and PLAYED too. yes yes! baddd..haha we managed to pick the question we wanna do AT LEAST hahaha.

Then later was Math class............. diagnostic test. >.<>cheated anyways :)

After that was some program talk. I bullied Mr Tang(HOP) abit oni :P & now i am beginning to get confused of wht i wanna take up for degree. SIGH...................
IT? Business? IT & BUSINESS?!?! howwwww............??

After tht we go played basketball. Sigh, i seriously looked too highly on myself... that i've totally forgotten i'm from an ALL GIRLS school and now i am playing with an ALL BOYS gang. Yeah, kena bullied during basketball lor... they all SO TALL + JUMP so high. All almost can dunk and i am tht short dude.... They all play till so ganas HIT here HIT dere fuh yohh...!
Due to my outfit, i didn't wanted to be ganas.. so being nice = no ball play.
Anyways it was fun and many of dem got into accidents.

1) Jhunnie HIT ppl's car with a ball..... until alarm rang...........
2) Chay Ann ELBOWED benny in the eye
End up his eyes soar + red
3) Kok Leong Hit chay ann's head with the ball
4) Edmond step on my foot !
5) Alex stepped on edmond's precious UNWASHABLE nike shoes. LOL !

And before going home they had a lil arm match, very obvious they got owned by MR EGG, his hands full with musclessssss man !! Wanna see? check out facebook for the video. Haha.

OKAY!! tmr last day of college and CNY is here woot so fast!

today,
disappointed with myself. :(
I feel rly moody. I guess i was expecting a better day. Sigh.
I'm moody, real moody... even doing my fav things doesnt cheer me up. Especially with all the comments i am getting.
I already feel so stupid today, i felt even worst now.
Although it wasn't even my fault but people is blaming me for it because i am the one on it.
I'm sorry if you find it funny, because i really don't.

I want to cry but i don't have a shoulder
I want someone to be there for me
but no one is there
I wanted someone saying "nevermind things will be okay its not the end of the world"
but i am the only one saying to myself.
Sigh. Chinese New Year is coming? why i don't feel the festive mood at all?
Why is my world so upside down?
I've got work, assignment and everyone else stressing me out. why?
I don't look stressed up enuf?!

Leave me alone already, seriously.

I want to cry, who wants to cry with me?

Ahhhh, screw this post man. -.- FireFox suck at blogger. whoever read it lucky you. Who havent too bad d lar.. frust typed so long den suddenly POOF missing. =.=

Okay so today nothing much to exaggarate only one class math.
Conclusion a thousand of HOMEWORKS ( tutorial la literally)
T____________________T


Went to pasar malam today, bought Left4Dead. Graphics are awesome but the file is too huge till lag. So no fun :(

Alright since i have nothing much to say about today i shall blog about my choice of husband/bf
Why the sudden? It actually coz today went to psr malam den saw this guy with a ring on his hands looking smart as if he's jst fninshed working. So this guy was buying fruits.. and sudden flash of my mind thought that Owh, he mst be a great husband ! hahaha. yes yess.. kinda childish la but so what?!

So...
My future husband gotta be ;

• EXTREMELY nice to me

• Let me spend all i want (his money of course LOL)
• Love me all the time
• Cannot cheat on me ( Death penalty :P)
  
• Caring
• Should never ever TRY to control me. :)
• Share things with me. I may be a good listener sometimes ^^
• IF possible, he can support OUR living. Thus, i do not need to work :)
• Have to stand my temper :P
• Gotta love little kids and animals
• Cannot scold/yell at me.
  
• Gotta allow me to play games ! ( for now LOL! )
• Cannot stick to me 24/7 like glueeee...
• Have to sms & call daily :)
• Must miss me every milisecond. Wait should be Nanosecond :D tht'll be more efficient den a computer hehehe.

Wah thts a long list. But anyway thts for currently might have more to be added later haha!!
Alright i shall update more tmr I am rly sleepy now !
-Loves-

Today had college from early morning till now. T_T
So tired, tired from laughing the WHOLE DAY.

1)Msian studies.
SMS - Status Money Sex.

2) GS
Rm 10? WAH LIAO ALMOND SCAM MONEY !! 44sen ask for RM 10 OBJECTION !!!!
okay la okay la rm 5! WAHHHHHHH RM 5?!?! SCAMMER SCAMMER!! Eh Ah long got master holder la, u inti ; pre u havent come out/ complete, wanna practice be AH LONG? summore no license one !

Almond :Eh, how come got extra Rm 10 in my purse one? OHHH my own money..
Julian : WAH LIAO EH !!! like tht one ar? count count count got extra = own money??
Hiap Yew : COME LA i count again ! WAH rm 20 extra weii...
ALL of US : SCAMMER LA U!!!

3) BS
Lecturer :YOU ALL DUNNO WAD IS RABBIT?! why no one answer me one?? am i talking to the wallll??
Me & Sam : Yes we know, BUNNY. (benny)

4) Lunch
Found our secret little hideout =)
SO CHEAPPPP. funny larrrrrr, help u(hiap yew) laugh till so happy weii.

After that
We did something terrible :P For details ask me on msn hahaha.
Seriously you guys are all awesome la, gotten rid of my pain in the ass ! ( not really gotten rid, but at least revenge ^^)

5) IT principles.
Quiz Time.
Lecturer : who give me wrong answer gotta sing me a song !!
Natalie : *gives answer*
Lecturer : I'm sorry but thats the wrong answer..
Edmond : SO HUAT (what) SONG TITLE AH?
we all : Edmond so bad !!!
Lecturer : OKAY edmond, you're gonna answer this question and if u wrong too you have to sing duet.
*correct answer*

Sec time.
*wrong answer*
Edmond : dunno wad to sing end up..... Sing Gong xi Fa Cai.
Lecturer : Erm, edmond i dun understand la.. can u explain? if not means u sing me another song. (done it on purpose)
Edmond : ERrr, Errr Gong Xi Fa Cai means bllaaasstt (bless)
Lecturer: O.o""
All of us : Laugh like crazy
Sam : Edmond !! CNY we go yr hse and BLAST you okay?
Me : Sam, i'll blast u during CNY yea??

Last quiz question,
Me : Sam i think it is false..
Jhun & Chris : I think it is false too...
Sam : WAH LIAO! YOU THINK??!?!!!
Me Jhun Chris : we've given u opinion, now its YOU to make the decision... =X
Sam : Err Errrr *sweats*
Lecturer : read the question again and make yr choice...
Edmond : COME on SAM !! last question to be a millionaire !! hahahaha
Sam : err.. err False...
Lecturer : are u sure??
Sam : Err, YES... the answer is FALSE!
Lecturer : YUP that is indeed the correct answer
All of us : YES !!! High 5 !!!! x)

End Of IT class.

It has been 2 weeks of college, and i truly enjoy every second and minute of my time there because i have a great bunch of friends. I really thank god about this. He really gave me such a great bunch of friends, although i am the one and only girl there, but i think i fit in tht gang very well. =)
What is difference between college and highschool? Alot of difference, i find college way more work to do and way fun compared to High School !
& everyday i wake up now i look forward to be in college, but last time i dread to go to school.. and this is the biggest difference i see so far. So college is really awesome to the max ! =D

Yay-NesS, we've finished tomorrow's homework, which leaves us to start our assignment today.
Whoppie :(

Math class,
=Laughing class (class rep Almond) FINALLY

IT Class,
=Laughing class (class rep Sam ) THANK GOD no ASST REP. phew, lucky escape.

Conclusion Laugh all the way.

We decided to meet up early today, me, jhun and sam were in time, the rest was all late for AN HOUR. my gawd, those ppl and their msian timing. End up only finished our IT stuffs yet havent started one bit on assignment. PffT.. Met Shasha, Darshini, Ameera and Jaya today..
And not forgetting, my beloved Joycelyn LEE. NOT hahaha. Ask her get bigger table she go get smalll tiny table -.-" nonsense.. end up seperate table lor, cacat lady. haha.

PS: the waffle and asia cafe not THAT nice oni. But the Har Mee was okay =)

Another time indirect, makes it 7th.
But like i told sam, even if it is the 100th time the answer will still remain.
Yes i still trust you even if i knew you lied. but i don't like the you now.. you're no longer the one i know in the past. Maybe u don't notice but you've changed.. & so have i

You see, i was trying to be a vain pot this morning haha, so this is the outcome. LalA-ness :P






Today college was fun la, as usual we laugh like crazy one !
Finally Benny (rich boy) bought the books so we all robbed it =) Thanks Benny !!

Joke of the day :
1) Edmond says, we are his face and his face is his friend =)

2)Edmond :Why u looking at me? I very hamsom (handsome) izit now?
Sam : Ah Wad? You very hamster? squirrel? guinea pig???

3) Me : JULIANN !! edmond is very scared of u la, he dun dare talk to you, hahaha !!
Julian : Edmond !! why u scared of me? har? why la whyy?? my looks very scary meh? look like monster? i not gangster leh.. why u scared of me? HAR??
Edmond : *mouth filled with water*

Lucky he didn't spit out. hahaha.

4) Edmond : eh i dunno how to fold my sweater.. see fold till like this...
Me : -.-"come la i fold for u aduii. fold till so ugly.
*hands him back his sweater*
Edmond : WAH, not bad ah fold until quite nice.
Me : Of course la. You think wad? fold till like how u fold izit? So ugly
Edmond : Ya La Ya LA.

5) Mr Siva : Nobody can get 59/60 for their assignment one laa.
Me : Wah sir, i thought u will say yes !!
Mr Siva : AIYO, 59 Who can get?! impposible la.
Me : OH sir, okay la like tht, you give us 58 la ! That one possible ryte sir? you give us free marks okayy one la ! =)
Mr Siva : WAHHH, where can 58 also cannnot, how can, how can.. impposible.
Me : sir, we treat u lunch,dinner, breakfast la hahaha Can one Can one. =)

And Alex is our GS class rep !! Coz his name is first, and we wanted edmond to be asst class rep, unfortunately i kena again. T_T
So currently i am asst class rep for BS and GS. sigh.

To all Blog Readers
Pls be reminded that

THE BLOGGER SAYS PATIENCE HAS ITS LIMITS.

To whoever who want to say ONE MORE WORDDDDDDD about me & hing ( OR WHTEVER NICKNAMES U PUT ) YOU CAN LEAVE THE BLOG right NOW.

& you will be deleted off my msn list, phonebook, & our friendship will and at that very instant.

Thank You for yr cooperation.

At 1st the it is funny, now it has become something very annoying and irritating.
Whoever who mentions it anymore i'm really not going to talk to hing anymore !!!!!!! If he goes after you then it is not my problem ! i've got no more patience to put up with this stupid "playing around"

PS: yeah yeah i PMS-ing. Shoo off i bite !

Yesterday nite i finally had the courage to throw the keychain.
Yes i threw it away... the keychain that kept everylittle bits of memories about us.
I threw it, and i didn't want to see you again. I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry. I know i shouldn't do this to you right now.. i know you needed a friend, you needed the care... but what is past remains there...
Even when i talk to you now, there is no more heartbeating moments, nothing special about you anymore. You're just someone i know for a very long time.
I remembered you say "it is yr loss"
Maybe it really is my loss, but i am not regretting. I guess you should move on too.

Thinking back how we've met, how we've became friends, and how we begun to fall in love still makes me smile. It is something i never wanted to admit but you were the very first guy that managed to hold my hands, and it is not something easy. You were the one tht held it for the longest. You were also the only one that i was so rough to, till i pulled yr hair yet you allowed it. You were also the hardest one to forget. Yet i managed to put you down. I'm proud that i nolonger hide the fact that you dumped me for no reason. I'm happy to be able to tell this tale bacause this simply means you're not someone important to me anymore. And thank you so much for giving me the answer that i was looking for these years, although most of them doesnt make sense. Even if you didn't want to tell me truth it is okay, thank you for lying to me.. it'll probably make me feel better. Everything doesn't matter now. Even if you tell me you regret what you've did..but i really don't regret what i've done.

Bye D.

I know the post sounded so emooo, but i'm not emoooooooo at all. :)
Finally i can let this matter lay in peace forever. ^^
I know how stupid it may seem to let go of this stupid relationship that last for such a short time
But it really took me that long...
And to some ppl tht might have got stuck inbetween the matter.. i'm rly sorry i wasn't moving myself to do such things my feelings moved itself.
SOOORRRYYY !!

Now i'm really like pressing the restart button on myself. haha

500th post.

now i'm really beginning to think that i've taken the wrong course !! i'm totally drowned with work and this is worst den SPM !! its like paying money to torture myself !! ahhhhh. 6 subjects in 14 weeks. which means 12 test in 14 weeks. 6 final examinations. 6 assignments. sounds awesome huh? do or die!! bad results also die. yay !

awesome la awesomeeeeee..

But still college life is better den high school =) despite drowning with work haha. Library will be our second home soon. yay-ness.

I definitely didnt regret meeting my course mates.

Joke of the day.
*lecturer reads aloud*
Cooper hijacked the plane
*Edmond : checks dictionary for Cooper*

Sam Quoted "ppl freeze to death we laugh to death"
Edmond : AH? wad he say?
Me : *repeated wad sam said slowly*
Edmond : Stares at me blankly
Others : started laughing.

Sam : I help you, you help me OKAY?! (credits : hiap yew's name :P)

Edmond : takes his cartoon keychain figure with gun
*Alex PUT YR HANDS UP !!!*
Den go to Jhun Hoe poke him den said
*i shoot u ah!*

Btw, congrats to Alex !! =D passed audition. Awesome dancer.

To hing,
haha if you're reading this i'm sure you'd be smiling edy coz yr name is on my blog eyh?
Just forget about what happened today, life moves on. Don't be so upset about a dead piece of paper. Whatever happened this morning is over now.. in the future all everyone see isn't the piece of dead certificate but is how well you bring yrself. So it doesn't matter =D
I know how you r feeling, the self satisfaction isn't dere after exam ryte? haha. So wad you need to do now is concentrate on the rest of yr papers and strive for the best ! no use to stress and panic because all these 2 can only bring an opposite result. ^^
So just relax yr mind and have the burning feeling (on fire) in you like wad u told me yest, continue the hard effort right until the end. The effort will pay off, it might not be now but later i'm sure it will.

PS : NO C-BOX NONSENSE thanks. u know who i mean *stares*

today is the 3rd day in college
Funniest and most worn out day compared to earlier !!

Class from 8am - 6pm so tiringggg ~~~!!
1st class was M'sian studies & the lecturer was so awesome ~ let us go almost an hour earlier.
7 of us went mc'd for breakfast. All guys, i'm the only girl dere, hahaha. All of us was laughing like giler banyak coz of edmond(a.k.a almond whom stays in the locker *local*)
Den continued Business Studies class. That sub banyak gilerrr work edy. T_T
After that had to walk all the way to block C for General studies. Had to do mind mapping, den waited to lunch.

All went to asia cafe. 13 of us altogether.. once again all guys... i'm the one and only girl. Seriously the guys can eat so much, which amazed me ~ only Sam(aka toilet boy) ate very little LOL.

After that we still had 2 hours to lepak. Walked to SriKL teman hiap yew & julian. End up bth of dem busy talk with friends. So Sam,meJhun Hoe walked back to inti. I had to go Lvl 8 look for the head of SOSAM, and they directed me all the way down to Lvl3 Me and Sam lost Jhun Hoe on the way. HaHaHa. After i've fix my msian studies class, we walked back up to SOSAM and met hiap yew ! LOL so i went down to lvl 5 because bth of tht sesat dude no ID card. And guess wad ! The julian ah and that jhun hoe ah both also dere >.< and we were looking for almost every floor. & it seems that the both of them have been looking for us too. ADUI.

So ended up going back to lvl 8 after visiting the library. Pick up sam and hiap yew walk back down lvl 4 for class. Few min later, alex,julian,jhunhoe,edmond walked in. Adui..

Last class was IT principles. Julian & JhunHoe was drowning in the class. LOL just started the sub for 30min and that julian was asking how to drop it. Funny la the both of em!!

So overall it was a fun and hectic, its been fun meeting new ppl and new friends. ^^

PS: gotta do work now !! loves

College started on the 5th !!
The classrooms are cold like crazy !! but its really fun at college met alot of new friends, my class majority are guys. ^^

Today drove 4 dam hours leg so numb already !!
Den after that continue going to college till supposedly 6pm but our lecturer was nice enuf to let us go at 5pm :)

I had a fun time video-ing with those crazy fellars before they left to miri. haha. you know who i mean =P

TADA suprise picture of cacing. LOL !!!! doraemon is so cute. ps: dun ask me how we got the picture *you know i know*



LOVES!!!! -i'm gonna get killed!!!*

3 and a half more hours till college/school starts !

Today went OU with wayne.
Watched Yes Man and Australia.
Went arcade.
Walk a HUGE round around OU.
Tried to find a restraunt but all full.

Yes man was really really funny !!
Australia is nice but draggy at the ending me and wayne couldn't wait for it to be over. 1/3 of the cinema left before the show ended.

Meet many many ppl dere. >.<

College tmr ! hurray. will continue blogging tmr i am so sleepy. brains kinda dead.

I changed my blog skin AGAIN =D
Since it is new year everything's gotta be new =)
Next Long HOLS will be CNY !! screamssss**

And i fixed the link part you guys using FIREFOX, can click on links now =D
& i can click on em to coz i changed to use firefox =X lolx

Till next time.

-Loves-

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL !!

2009 is here !!!!

-loves-