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As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.
Karen Clodfelder-

Love ya'all! toodles going off to the hospital. Oh, i am like advertising for toyota~ haha. Buhbye.

ARGH! how come i can't get one piece of FACT in my head!!!!!!!! history is driving me nuts. Read five page sleep 2 hrs~ WHY!!!!

I think i will die studying.... I look like this now.. =.="

I am so failing my midterms! HOW LAAAAA...

*SCARED*

but there is something to look forward to! Hols is coming! i can't wait to ditch books and go holiday~ i am dying for it. HOLIDAY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

One good news though! Christiano Ronaldo is getting best player again! WOOHOO!! go C.R!

i better get back to date wif my books or they will ditch me! Although dating them is like sucking the soul outa me... If they ditch me i'd be in a very serious problem don't even wanna think about it...

- toodles -


P/S: Before i forget, those whom are cursing me to fail exam i will curse u back!

OMIGOSH~~~ Want to test drive the new honda accord today! I love the black one!! it is awesomely chunted!! I mean the design is nice!! but inside is same like my mum's Honda Accord LOL! Sport Latio also dam nice the design!! Not forgetting March!!!!! who wanna buy March for meeeeeee~~~~~~~~ I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!! LOVEEEE ITT!!! so niceeeee laaaaaarrrrrrrr................................................................... I WANT MARCH!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

Yes, yes i am suppose to be studying and i went out. Syteeeee... i went for yoga too.. another sytee... guilt comes to rise!!!! exam is freaky near and i am playing a FOOL!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh... stress dy~ better go get some A.Math Hmw done before i die tmr... T.T no studies for today again! WTH man!

Yes i nearly forgotten to announce an important news~
Manchester United LOST! OMIGOSHHHH~ this can't happen ! well it did, so ya. Now it is a tie, 81 pts.. sob sob! Nevermind MU! i still have faith in you!! you all can make it as the champion of the EPL!! -lurve MU-

Yesterday's dentist check up was so far the funniest i;ve ever had~ He (da dentist) use that sharp thing (wtv u call it, i'm not planning to be a dentist so i dunno) and start scraping my tooth making those anoying noises. He took less than a minute to check and said my teeth is gud and healty. The conversation continued,

Dentist : How u brush your teeth?
Me : HAR? use toothbrush? *in my mind* is he crzy? wht kinda question is that?
Dentist : NO, how u brush ur teeth?
Me : Like that. *shows him a confused look and some movements of the way i brushed my teeth*
Dentist : *showing me the correct method to brush my teeth* LIKE THIS HAR not like THAT!
Me : okay......?

mister dentist, if you are coincidentally reading this you shud ask the method of brushing teeth not "how" LOL it is really misleading.. thus having me answered all sorta nonsense questions. =.="

On the other hand, Mr Tan supplied us with more comic figures on the notes. Very funny t'cher!

Mid term is on the way, and i am here sitting and bloggin.. WTH is wrong with me? i feel like crying because i am not ready, i havent studied i havent done enuf revision.. i am scared because SPM is drawing nearer..

The countdown is nolonger 200 but 199....... Hereby telling myself, best of luck in killing myself.

Ling Shin reminded us that,
Othman shud stay in hse to tunaikan solat subuh when the tentera is attacking Rumah Pasung. =D

Pn Laila told us the funniest ghost story ever! we laughed eventhough it is a ghost story can u imagine it?

The day was gud, despite the fact english totally became some "hell" class. She not ONLY showered us with loads of work BUT she kept complaining that we haven't finished any of it. The time given was only 2 days! On top of that HMW's i think we still have Mid terms to handle~! hello lady think!!

I don't really mean to complain but i just got too fed-up! Arghh~~ i'm gonna miss the camporama ! will be going to club med on the exact same time... sob sob! Well, nevermind i shall go next year if i still have the time to. =X

On the other hand,

Honestly speaking, What is the problem with Malaysian teenagers? Stealing, Truancy, Underage Sex, Drugs, Smoking and what not? G0sh~ what is wrong with their pea brains?!

001.Real name:
* Yap Evelyn

002. Nicknames:
* Eve, Piggy, Evil, Lyn (AH wtv u call me la)

003. Married:
* Obviously Not yet le. I'm only 17 okayyyy

004. Zodiac sign:
* Pisces

005. Male or female:
* Female

006. Grade School:
* The Great, Kampung Tunku

007. Highschool:
* *toot* Sri Aman =X

008. College:
* No idea yet *thinking*

009. Residence:
* Petaling Jaya

010. Hair color:
* Browny black

011. Long or short:
* long

012. Smoke:
* nope, hate smokers and anti smoking =D

013. Drink:
* yes!

014. Available:
* Yesh

015. Are you a health freak:
* nope thats the reason why i am fat!

016. Height:
* around 163 ~ 165

017. Do you have a crush on someone?:
* ngek ngek, secret!

018. Do you like yourself:
* course! i love myself more den anyone of you out dere xP

019. Piercings:
* yeah my ears? dua lubang lor

020. Tattoos:
* noooooo... sakit okay!

021. Righty or lefty?
* Righty : thts why not smart la!

FIRSTS:
022. First surgery?
* Dun have

023. First piercing:
* ears

024. First best friend/s:
* Megan (tadika friend!)

025. First award:
* its during tadika but i forgot wht it was... =X

027. First pet:
* Lulu (the 1st one i see growing up la)

028. First vacation:
* Heck! how will i remember.. to aussie i think when i was 7?

029. First concert:
* at sivic during tadika! i was performing! haha is that considered 1st =X

030. First crush:
* OH! come on dun ask old things like that =.="

WHERE IS 31,32,33,34,35,36,37,38,39,40,41,42,43,44,45,46,47,48?

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating:
* my finger = nothing

050. Drinking:
* nothing too

052. Im about to:
* go toilet

053. Listening to:
* The click five - happy birthday

FAVORITE'S
054. Food:
* ALOT LA! i told u i am fat ryte pfttt~

055. Drinks:
* anything drinkable i'll like. "Cin-cai" la

056. Colors:
* pink & black is perfect =D

057. Numbers:
* i like 3 and 8 yes typical chinese okay! haha no lar i just like this 2 numbers since very young believe it or not?

YOUR FUTURE :
058. Want kids:
* now i still dun wan, we shall see later =D

059. Want to get married:
* yes i want to get married in the future. This doesn't mean i am desperate okay! haha

060. Careers in mind:
* lawyer?

068. Lips or eyes:
* both!

069. Hugs or kisses:
* everything xP! i tam sum leh? hahaha

070. Shorter or taller:
* slightly taller la! i still kinda short x)

072. Romantic or spontaneous:
* hmmmm, depends on my other half le. keke

073. Nice stomach or nice arms:
* both!!! i want 6 pax along can ah? hahahahahaha

074 . Sensitive or loud:
* not sure O.O

075 . Hook-up or relationship:
* relationship

077 . Trouble maker or hesitant:
* SKIP! xP

HAVE YOU EVER :
078. Kissed a stranger:
* nope & never going to.

079. Drank bubbles:
* what kind of bubbles do u mean here?

080. Lost glasses/contacts:
* yes lost alot of glasses before =P

081. Ran away from home:
* tried to. when i say try means fail la.

082. Liked someone younger:
* good question. tried to, but younger okay.. cannot la

083. Older:
* Course!! hahahahaa they so sexy okay =X

084. Broken someones heart:
* can i say many =X okay okay i shall not say anymore!

085. Been arrested:
* siao meh~ of course no la.

086. Turned someone down:
* yup.

087. Cried when someone died:
* DUH~ wht kinda question is this man! you mean u dun cry when someone died?

088. Liked a friend:
* hahahahahahaha. You are so no tricking me into answering this question xP

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. In yourself:
* hmmmm, yea i gess most of the times i do.

090. Miracles:
* Really want miracles to happen! thus i shall try believing it =D

091. Love at first sight:
* yeah i would say so, coz it happened before. But i wished it hadn't.

093. Santa claus:
* YES!!! i'm still waiting for presents under the Christmas Tree. Call me childish i dun care!

094. Sex on the first date:
* WHT? sorry not that open.

095. the more you hate, the more you
love:
* Yeah, more den true..

96. In angels.
* yupz!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one person you want to
be with you right now?
* yes.

098 . Had more than one
boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?
* No. I hate two-timers thus i won't do two-timings. But having more than one crush is okay ryte xP

099. Do you believe in God?
* Yeah! definitely!

100. Tag.
Anyone that is bored.

The 350th Post!!

Announcement,

1)I am going to get a brand new glasses! yipee!!!!!!
2) sis coming back to work
3) Mid Term is on its way
4) 24 hours a day is definetly NOT enuf.
5) Finally updated friendster
6) changed my blog song
7) Need to study but extremely lazy
8) I am getting sick soon Thanks to the extreme nice weather
9) Han is the bigges bully you have ever seen in history ( & "someone's" b'day is coming he is claiming that he forgot whu's b;day falls on 430 ! who u think'll believe u ah? )
10) I AM NOT ELMO/EMO/CRY BABY or any other nonsense. Thank You! -.-"

Since i am extremely free i did this thing at fs,

You have to type the 1st thing thatcomes to mind whenever you hear these
35 things.
You can’t think and go back and change your answers.
TIP: erase all of the other persons'anwers first..
that way u can think inblank
Here we go:
1. Beer:Yuck!
2. Mc Donalds: fastfood!
3. Relationships : hurts
4. Barney: childhood memories
5. Power Rangers: never liked it
6. Weed: eww?
7. Steroids: nope
8. Cartoons: i miss disney channel
9. The President: "speechless"
10. Tupperware: school?
11. Florida: nice!
12. Santa Claus: Christmas!!!!
13. Halloween : costumes!
14. Alice: The Wonderland =P
15. Grammar: i hate it.
16: Myspace: i dun use myspace.
17. Clowns: funny
18. Marriage: life-long Commitment
19. Paris: i wanna go dere
20. Pussy: cat?
21. Redheads : blonds~
22. Blondes: are pretty =D
23. Pass the: f00d
24. One night stand: anyone wanna dowif me? hhahhahaha =P
25. Donald Trump: whusat?
26. Neverland: Micheal Jackson?
27. dixie: w00t?
28. Vanilla ice cream: LOVE IT!
29. Hooters: ????
30. High school musical : Lame!
31. Pajamas: sleep
32. WoodY: toy story
33. Wet Socks: soaked?
35. love: sweet yet painful

So many things have changed! I am so not used to it, sigh those vast changes in relationships and people around me! it is so unacceptable....

I really wanna know what happened to you.... and i wanna know if you are still keeping the phone strap i gave you... It is really hard to see you right on my face and not talk to you.. having you walk of as if we've never knew each other... i wish time can be reversed, i wished i had talk to you back then.. but everything is too late you will nolonger be at the stairway that you walked off... i think i knew what happened to you... you must be someplace far now... i will deeply miss you~ i mean it this time...

"Looking back at time"

Today, i finally walked back in to the place fulled with bitter and sweet memories. Nothing has changed there but all of us had....

I stepped into edusmart, and i saw miss Joyce after a thousand years, i stared at her at the entrance and her mouth literally dropped off ! haha it was meant to be a suprise anyway! :D

Besides suprising her i shocked the hell out of everyone haha! =D

Its been awhile since we've last laughed like that ryte? It was so fun, especially before class the three of us giggled like idiots! loudest in class i suppose =D

& Mrs Molly remembered me!! so happy!!! T.T

-Captured memories remained, while life moves on-

To do or not to do?

This question is revolving in my mind for the whole day! I've finally made up my mind! by hook or by crooke i will stick to it!!!! ARGH!!!

And all the requirement needed is :

1) HARD WORK!

I have everything in the world but that ! how am i going to walk this route! T.T

Okay enough about my stupid future, i have decided what i have to. End of story. To get it or not, it all depends on ME. Yes pressurising. In a great extent sort of pressure~ Sob Sob

Shall we talk a little about drugs today?

It was on the newpapers today that many teens are taking drugs due to stress. They even purchase drugs at Rm 30 a day ( light drugs , heavier dosage cost alot more )... just calculate the amount of money they spend on just drugs alone. I'd rather take the money to do some charitable work or get myself a nicer handbag rather then have it wasted on drugs that will destroy my life and health~ Drugs, exactly like cigarettes! Sometimes i wonder do this kinda kids really learn during science classes or they'd just read blindly! Even how stressful i feel i don't actually think drugs will help you feel better, well unless you take anti-depressent prescribed by a doctor or something~ even after you take drugs and it makes you feel better, but you will still need to go thru every obstacle in life, so what is the exact use of having that "fun moment" for a temporary time only?

Likewise, for those teens that go around having sexs etc etc, have you ever thought of STD? no? yar fun for few minutes and suffer for your whole life! worst case scenario, you may never lived to see the world again~!

*sigh* is malaysian education not doing enough or is teens these days are just spoilt?

p/s : joyce said she wanted to call me elmo O.O" and she forced me to blog about her, and when i said neh i blogging random tody she bluek me many many times T.T she's such a bully kan?

I have found nothing interesting to blog about lately!

Could i have lost the ability in blogging? G0sh~ that will be terrifying! There goes another of my hobby!

I encountered something very very funny today!

I was texting my tuition teacher before this and i suddenly remembered about the class window panes which inturns tells me tht i have to remind Ling Shin to label the panes ( bring the stickers to label )

So i typed the following msg,

Message 3

Darling, remember to bring the sticker tmr!

Reply,

Message 98
hey why do i hv 2 bring sticker? 2 where?

From : Tuition Teacher

LMAO!!!!!! i think she probably thought i was sms-ing my bf or some sort! totally hilarious!

Tommorow is career day! yipeee! seriously up till now i have no idea wht my future path will exactly be! but, i have a rough idea wht i'm going to be doing after spm! hope i don't screw it =P

During EST , we went to the computer lab and by chance we had a little spare time thus teacher allowed us to research abit on our given topics. As we were waiting for that 10 year old computer to load (it took so long to load one page!) Ling Shin was telling about the MSS program, those were the days, when we are all so excited about it! sending out crap messages fighting over computers as if we will never be able to use it anymore!

I still remember during Form 2 when Pn. R bring us there we'll usually open other windows such as messenger, etc etc! hahaha.

To talk about it now, we seriously missed so much fun now! during form 1 and 2 i barely open my books yet i can score as high as 90! its amazing how i see my marks fly down as i reach Form 4! shock of my life, i swear! Plus, i seriously miss those little fights going on during those times! we don't have nonsensical things happening anymore~ LOL! but, now i see the Form1's and 2's are taking our footsteps- Oh well, bid them good luck ( wanted to say gd bye! haha )~ It takes abit to reach our level (labeled senior aka OLD)!

Can you imagine we used to be the youngest living thing in that freak school and now we are the eldest! don't you go counting teachers la! haha =P

Btw, Pn Loo said when we leave school she'll say Good Riddance!
In return i told her,

"Thats what you will say now, but in yr heart after we've left you will say OH i miss them !"

I can make her so speechless sometimes. =P But oh of course she found something to say that my statement is wrong! but she quickly went back to studies so that i won't say anything futher causing her Lie to go bursting out ! hahahahahahahahahaa-

Break down for the second time of the year,
During the evening after telling everything to hao.. tears started to fall and fall... UGH!

I told him i wanted to sleep, so i went to my room sat on the bed wanted to sleep, but those tears just wouldn't stop, i cried till my tissue box was finished! then i just drop of to sleep, i woke up at 11.30, haih, guess wht! i have no idea why i just started to cry again, damn syte i swear! i got up watched tv, and tried going back to sleep like ryte now, oh no i can't sleep and i start crying again! damit

Why does all this syte gotta happen to me every damn year, why can't it just stop at the very one year, the most important year? Even if i don't go there and see them again, i'd still get to meet them, even if they'd disturb me wht can you do? the decision is on me! if i want to turn bad i would have already been bad! if i want to go sleep around with any guy i find i think i can! "all the friends that i make is bad" BOO HOO! sorry, maybe i am too nice that i don't descrimate others when i make friends! I make friends with anyone i want! Yes, i agree i have some friends who may be involved alot of bad things, but i still have friends that are really good at studies, friends that are really good at koko, martial arts, music and many more! I don't only have ONE friend or a few!

For your information if i am this bad why do you think i'm even worrying abt that THING NAMED SPM! if i am bad i won't even give a damn on it! IF I DON'T CARE ABT MY FUTURE I WON'T THROW SUCH THANTRUM WHEN YOU QUITTED MY A.MATH TUITION WITHOUT EVEN ASKING PROPERLY! IF I DON'T CARE ABT MY FUTURE I WON"T HAVE CRIED OVER MY MORAL MARKS! IF I DON'T CARE DO YOU THINK YOU'D CARE FOR ME?

I'm want to get what i aim for, why do you have to take everything important away from me? since young it has bbeen like this, can you please stop it already, i'm tired of crying! i'm tired mentally...... i'm really tired already................. so tired that i wanted to give up everything...

3am in the morning and i'm still crying.. something is just so wrong with me, either my endocrine system is not working well or wht, because dopamin isn't helping me! who can you actually find to chat with at such hours? how i wished my friends havent sleep yet. Sigh*

Yesterday i was the only one at Jaya's hse, after helping her out on the cookie, went home at 10.30pm..

started my hmw and all, studied my bible till 2 am, and slept...

this morning was sale, we were so unorganized, everything went haywired but we did manage to pull through..

after school was bible quiz, kinda hard i would say because i can't really do the structured part..

To add on to the stress, my mum don't allow me to go to the tuition i wanted. To her it is as if i fail fail lar. She don't care i do! haih, i dunno la, wtv she wants lar... i'm ready to give up everything i aimed for. I'm rly emo now. *sigh*

all those things she said really pists me off.. everyear without fail she just ave to give me emotional blows, she don't think of wht impact she'll make in other ppl's life over wht she says, i dun care anymore! i'm tired of being the only one trying so hard... stress in school is enough to cover everything plus stuffs like this i'd die..

she don't want it to happen anymore, i too don't want shits like that happen anymore! she just have to ruin all my examinations then she's happy for!

I give up.. i'm really tired, tired physically, emotionaly and mentally... i'd rather die now... i feel like getting hit by a car would feel better.

Hmm, here is a summary of my March Test.




2 A1
3 A2 (supposedly 4 but thanks to my *toot* moral teacher for giving me very "reasonable reason" for giving me LOW formative marks thus it added on the B section)
2B3
1B4
2C5



Yes, horrible results~



Today there are new comers @ 5 Science Cekap.



They are, 3 Guppies =D from Ling Shin's hse. Laksh "wanted" sangat to name them according to the chipmunks name and Sara wanted more to LABEL them rather than name them.



But i think the best names for them is,



Fish 1 = Five
Fish 2 = Science
Fish 3 = Cekap



Haha, but Jess is going to bring MORE tmr...

aiyo too small cant see look at the SIDE dere LOLs~ they are currently in my hse~

There they are~ so miserable............................

*My dad is scared tht i'd spill the whole bowl of fish water in his car tmr... =.="*

Btw, Mrs Loo cut my hair today ( 2 piece ) because i was so called "doing something else" while she is teaching.... ~.~ aka fixing my eraser! LOL~ and she attempted it on Ling Shin after that! haha terribly funny~



A.Math i was still half in cloud. Lucky half not. *sigh*


History was boredom... Mr H fun lar, but aiya last period all half tidur-ing liao~


Later, Bio tuition... I kena most AGAIN! *sigh* everytime eveyrone cannot answer that particular question HE SURE POINT AT ME.... and he say i am looking up to you... wth? i'm NOT THAT gud wei~~~~

Sob~ today no TKD lesson can't check my grading grade ~.~"

The End.

Happy April Fool ya'll!

The day started off with, 12am wayne TRIED to prank me, but failed ~ i kinda got him LOLS! =P Then went to school everything was perfect! (no pranks xP)

Okay lets start this off, moral was indeed the 1st subject that blew my whole day up~ yes i broke down in school ON APRIL FOOL'S DAY! Not once, not twice but 3 times, with the very same idiotic reason, Oh thank you Pn. LOSER thou shall not use bad word! Okay i don't wanna repeat again the reason WHY i broke down, coz its pathetic. Well, it just shows wht kind of "perception" she has about me. & i don't care any-effing-more.

Well, the day went like this.. they tried to prank Mr Cheah by telling him Mina fainted in class, whoa! sounds good? no, 1st of Nazia kept laughing like mad 2nd he wasnt even responding! all he did was just "WHO IS ST JOHN OR PBSM IN THIS CLASS" pfft. I am one, but yar i knew it was a prank and was too lazy to go pretend PLUS they are messing up the Math class he was explaining half way they cut him thru. Yes i saw him "terasa" he was quite mad indeed but he didn't show any anger... well he is not a pushover afterall i guess "some" of us will know the real reason why Mr C is so nice :D

After that it was chem(last period), Pn H was the one Jaya tried to prank
Jaya: TEACHER LOOK OUT THE WINDOW! GOT SQUIRREL
Pn H : Looks out, turn back to her "AIH, u never see squirrel before ah?"
Jaya :APRIL'S FOOL

(attempt failed)

After that at tuition, 2 boys wanted to prank me... =.="
Raul (dunno how to spell la!) :EVELYN! got something on your hair!
Evelyn : ... my hair? april fool? *smiled at him*
Raul : AIYA! see she know!!
guy 2 (forgot his name) : SHE HEARD us lar! u so loud!
Evelyn : *laughs* No i didn't hear u guys just now... ( HONEST k)
Raul : She figured it out la~
guy 2 : YA LA, u ask so slow! cannot ask faster ah! har!
Raul : shuddup lar fattie!

LOL~ they ended up fighting~ and telling me how they prank ppl at school! WTH?

P/s: I LOST MY PRECIOUS CUTE,PRETTY,NICE, AMAZING, GREAT,AWESOME old friend!!!! T.T *CRY OUT LOUD* my calculator!!!!!!

-dad bought me a new one ^^-

I shall not forget to mention~ Mid Term is gonna be a blow! it is on 9th May 08'! and i thought we JUST finished exams~!

With Love,
Evelyn-