Saturday, March 3, 2012 1:58 AM

⇨ Final Year Being 21 Soon..

Well, final year has been on the run since last year October and darn hell,

It has been a rough ride for everyone; perhaps not for those nerdy ones specifically just us - the rather normal kids who don't do assignment everyday, and study 24/7

but we managed, results have been so far; at least up till now satisfying *amen*

This i really have to Thank the Lord for giving all his mighty strength in fixing my beyond-repair exam scripts, really hope that He will still be doing it for me with my last two *cross fingers*

Then the one we've been anticipating all year long is finally arriving at full strength in two months time. Yes shiver all you want but it is here ><"

Be that the finals.

F-I-N-A-L-E

actually.

AH, amazingly afraid, but i know i got to go through.

Being 21 this year i realize there are a lot of things happening in life,

Good or Bad

but you know somehow you just go through the period of time?

During my Final Year Project; i wished so bad that it is all going to end know; but at the same time really afraid of it to end

a) i don't have enough time to complete

b) i'm just afraid about the whole graduating thing

c) You know it is just too fast. and its like you only get to do this shit like once.

Love on the other hand have been doing very well, just that sometimes being 21

when you accidentally see something, heard something, its still hard to to think otherwise

think to the reality and not trust your feelings.

Because after all it is a reality world, when you find out what ifs, its always too late; so why be it that way? Instead I should be prepared on whatever that is going to happen. Or so I hope I did.

Yeah, that was an indeed vague sentence that sometimes I myself cannot understand.

You see, the whole point about turning older is how you get yourself more complicated into actual reality life, then you no longer see how simple life used to be just like you were in childhood. Because those days passed, where your ambitious will no longer be going up to the moon, be a doctor, lawyer a millionaire; you just fight for survival.

In about, or in exact 2 months time; I will be out in that cruel reality. I'm scared; because part of me still wants to hide in mum & dad's nicely built nest. But also knowing the nest will not be there for my entire life.

See, this is LIFE. there are so many things to think about. To worry about.

Sigh.