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As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.
Karen Clodfelder-

Time::

New Year 08' gonna come in 9 hours time.
School starts in 3 days time.
Tuition starts in 2 days time.

OH crapz.............................................. time flies.

This Year ::

This year in fact was the best year of mine in Sri Aman because i've finally found the true meaning of friendship. ^^ This year was my first time failing papers. Add math was first then followed by physics. Craps if next year i fail physic i think Mr Tan is going to strangle me into pieces because he lay high hopes on me. *gulps* he is constantly telling me exam can get A lar~ never told him i failed phys before LOLs. xP
This year i learnt that skipping classes for debate was a bad idea because... : yes you will end up failing. Quitting it was the right choice BUT it is real nice to be in the team before. ^^ Learnt how to speak without fear. =X i still fear lar but less. HiAk HiAk~
This year i learn how to walk with pride after scolding a teacher. LOL!!!!!! eyh it was her fault man~ This year, once again i've gone wiser. To look things not only from the top part but also take an inner look. This year i feel the panic over exam, sleepless nites i have. Till get panda eyes. This year i learn that failing isn't that bad afterall. This year i've learnt how important it is to keep yourself low AND TO AVOID the staff room. This the very first year i learnt how to love my class, 4SB.

Cheers To all My Buddies. I love you guys loads!~!
Here brings an end to the year o7' and brings us a new year 08' i hope that 08' will be another wonderful year for me altough it will mean studying day and night to prepare for our SPM. but we all know inside those bitterness there comes in sweetness in our lives.

07' will always be a memory for all of us.

News ::

Yi hao really quitted maple for me. So sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet. I'm so touched. T.T
Till 29th Jan den. I guess we'll all be busy sobx. Go be book wormy boii =P

Darlieeeee : blog faster =P i wanna read i'm bored.
p/s: tht manga dl i lost the link send me again!!!! T.T

Damn i felt abiiiiiiiiiiiit guilty after scolding sk. =X kinda lar. I mean i was so freaky mean. I already PMS-ing he summore come disturb me of course lar will kena =.="
He keeps asking for me to put my blog open of course kena bomb. Then when i say i don't want he gives those sarcastic comments with broken english. ~.~ bahx just BOMB him.

I really have no idea how i am going t survive next year. I mean those long schooling hours realy sucks like hell. HELL. in addition we have to be like clowns. Wearing green uniform, fugly tie, white socks with black shoes. Thats wht a clown looks like. I don't even know hoa am i going to tuition like that!!!! * criiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeesssssss *

This year haven't even ended but i am already hoping next year will end ASAP. Get my results and get over with tht high school. No turning back. Mister hao alwyas says how nice his HS life was. Mine just sucks to the max. I don't like it at all. ~.~

Somthing to be happy about. I won't even bother to send him a new year msg =D. I'm just doing wht he did. Yipeeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ i'm cutting every connection i have with THAT BUGGER. MELVIN. his name will be lost from my blog next year. SO HAPPY! I won't wanna see him next year. loveeeeeesss!~ 100% won't because everywhere i know i'm gonna meet him i sure won't go.

With the skin of mine now.. I'm not touching the ultra violet rays anymore. I look so fair now.......................... MY GOODNESS. Compared to last time dark dark like derno wht. No way i'm putting myself out to the sun anymore!!! No more runs around the feild next year. No more~ i really can't take it to be so dark. T.T i look really ugly SOBX

I wan learn TKD NEXT YEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR... i dun care!! i wan i wan i wan i wan !

Hmmm~ i'll blog again tonite lost what i wanted to say. LOLs yea i'm a granny laugh all u want. ~.~

Okay~ i'm back blogging have been super lazy to blog because i wanted to chiong my maple char the priest to lvl 80. Then i got banned because i spam Holy Symbol skill by putting heavy things on my keyboard. So yeah. Abit speechless about that stupid ban. Anyways 2 more lvls till target so forget it. Stopping maple soon anyways. ^^ there goes my 50 million. Great luck tht i used my black sack the day before~ SHIOK~

Mister han offered me his Ranger woohoo~ =D
Hao claims that he won't maple anymore till 1mth later ^^ LoLs << his target 60 ~.~

Wayne if you are reading this yes i got ban. =.=" shitty ryte. Never hack also tio ban. Hack time nothing happpen. This is damn retarded.

This afternoon hao nearly burn himself LOLS his stove was problematic so when he on there was an explosion so it burnt his hands hair. =.= somthing i've seen before.
*note to kids : dun play wif stove's its dangerous.

So yerp~ FLASH BACK TIME

Christmas ::

On christmas EVE i went out wif my family usual, go centerpoint bernards there to celebrate ^^
The food sucks as usual. We tried to go as late as possible anyways we are still early so we had to wait few hours before count dwn. We all chatted, then got so bored everyone took out phones to play. Mum,sis and aunt with their own phone, i'm with mine making fun with mister hao ; wayne ; and lee. Dad with his cam. Dammmmmmmmmnnn bored i tell you. Nearly slpt dere. ~.~ (this emoticon learned from hao wakakaka). There was this live band there, so we got too bored till we requested a bunch of songs ( 5 oni ar ) asking the band to sing. They ignored the request. =.=""

Anyways, i kept sending out messages to buddiessss~~ i sent him also lar k~ i-am-not-a-bad-person. You all know who he is so dun ask. =.= Then i kept messaging hao and wayne during tht few hours coz i too bored. Hanney, god knows how he got my number sms-ed me too. Must be from JJ~ ==

During Count DOwn~ DAM FUN siaaaa~~ we all got party packs!!~~ den there was this thingy i derno wht u call it but its so cute. Some extendable stuff when u swing it. So i kept swinging it on my aunt since she sitting in front of me, den kept hitting on my sec sis head. WAKAKAK~~ so fun~~!!! xP anyways it was fun during the count down. Few minutes after that auntie kristy came. She miss it by FEW MINUTESS~~ she still made it there anyway~ so we talked awhile and they gossiped about some "ham chong" at the pub dere. ~.~ while i called ling shin wish her and hao~ LOLS~ his ear nearly explode i oni hear him say HEEEEELOOOO????? wakakaka~~ wished him doubt he can hear and off-ed the phone because it was darrrrrrrn noisy. YES i didn't call someone that I SHOULD HAVE. He didn't reply my msg nor call even so who gives a damn. Him testing on my patience = nvr getting victory. ^^

Around 1.30am we all went homie and fall dead on bed. LOLs~ poor mister hao is at home -.- coz he lazy move his arse out the hse.

THE END

TODaY ::

Today went 1U celebrate Uncle's birthday. My 25 yr old uncle LOLSS~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM~~~ He didn't make it to movies with us. A vs P 2. THE MOVIE IS DAMMMMMMMMM SHIOOOOOOOOKKK~~ seriously i was screaming at the cinema -.- eyh dam nice sia~~ syiooookkkk~~ quite unpredictable entrances. ^^ mwahaha~ a must to watch. After movies we went to met up with sam & his mum ( my grandaunt ) bring them to chilis and had dinner there. GAve him a suprise birthday by calling them to sing wakaka~ he was blur until he looked everywhere to see who they singing for. ~.~

After that we went window shopping. Only my eldest sis didn't. She went buy buy buy buy~ LOLs. After shopping we bid sam & grandaunt GdBye den left~

And of course reached home.

OUT OF TOPIC ::

4 days after christmas

Mel : hey, sry i didn't reply your message that day.
Mel : hehe

So much for it. i replied hi. he went offline which i doubt he was. Such a good pretender. * claps *
Mel you've done so well making me cry like an arse when i miss you. You've done so good and tried so hard to not call me. You've done perfect to avoid me. You've done the best thing to not even greet me on msn. You've popped the last hope i have on you. Hope you're happy over wht you have done. Thanks.

Case 2
See the stupidest conversation ever ;

(11:28 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
helo
(11:29 PM) ♠~♥~☠ ~ ChWiSMas:
hi
(11:30 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
^^]
(11:30 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
wheeeeeee
(11:30 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
celebrate today rite?
(11:32 PM) ♠~♥~☠ ~ ChWiSMas:
yeah
(11:32 PM) ♠~♥~☠ ~ ChWiSMas:
this morning lar
(11:32 PM) ♠~♥~☠ ~ ChWiSMas:
o.O
(11:32 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
lol
(11:32 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
how u celebrate?
(11:32 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
i mean how christian celebrate/
(11:32 PM) ♠~♥~☠ ~ ChWiSMas:
church
(11:33 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
i tak faham
(11:33 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
hehe
(11:33 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
nvm
(11:33 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
so now u consider as christian now?
(11:33 PM) ♠~♥~☠ ~ ChWiSMas:
no
(11:33 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
oh okko
(11:33 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
mean have to wait until u do new IC?
(11:35 PM) ♠~♥~☠ ~ ChWiSMas:
err no
(11:35 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
tak faham
(11:35 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
>,
(11:35 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
><

(answer : i am not baptized like duuuurrhh )

WAYNE , you dared me so here it is. Seriously darn stupid =.= in addition his post. I totally dun understand wht he was trying to say. ~.~
BTW, i just scolded him like currently. =D
p/s : wayne i am not bad nor cruel. These days he's really getting on to my nerves. ^^ i had fun scolding him =X

He's trying to hard to make things work but it just dont asking stupid idiotic things really gets on my nerves. ~.~

Q & A ::

Do you miss him?
Yes i do really really missed him alot.

Was it the right choice leaving him?
Yes, definetly. But if i can find a reset button i will do it all over again with him because i still love him. The only guy that made me cry when i left.

Do you think things can be mended?
No. not possible. When i left him the heart must have left along.

What will you do when you meet him?
Pretend that i don't know him at all.

What if he says Hi?
Ask him "who are you?"

Do you think he still feels the way like you did now?
Yes, he just don't want to admit it and he wants to continue the battle showing he won when i tell him i still love him. No way i'm going to do that! The part when we both confessed he made the choice. It is like wht the say at the mall "once broken considered sold" ; "once made forever there"

Whts so good about him that made you love him this deep?
Nothing at all. I still can't find any. Really none. Is stubborn a good thing? ego? O.O"

If another guy come along will you accept him?
Depends how much he impress me. And if i really love him i will, but before that i have to warn him i have a past that i can't forget so it'll be his job to make me forget him.

Why ppl calls you play girl?
Because they think i change bf's very fast. But the fact is that they don't know the reason behind. Or maybe i'm just unlucky to find every guy tht is not suitable for me O.O so i'd rather ditch ASAP then hurting them deeper. Its the right thing to do. Probabaly best.

If time returns will you pick to meet Him or not?
Even if i will die, i won't wanna meet him.

If you meet him, he comes to you hug you and say that he was sorry wht are you gonna do?
Its never gonna happen why bother. When it does... i'll not forgive him and tell him TOO LATE shoo off~ maybe grab a guy from the street and say oh see he's my bf.

Do you have crushes on any other guys now?
yes.

who?
don't ask. Not planning to tell out.

(okay enough of questions) -.-

Welcomes ::

WELCOME darlieeee back to sg. You must have loved your stay here xP despite those dirty streets u see =X *gulped*

Welcome to new year~~!!!! its tmr~ !!! woots so fast.

Welcome to school. NOT~~~~~ pffffffffttt. i havent go get tht fugly tie. who cares!

END : off to bed.

Hey ya'll i know my blog is rotting =X
I've been super super super super lazy to keep it updated. =D
So hmm lets see. Yesterday Mr. Daryl ask me help him make a new blog~ So lets all welcome him to the blogging world again!

I really don't remember when was the last time he blogged! Oh yes "i bang my head" hahaha!!
Here is his link!! it is sooo cute because i named it for him LOVESS!

-->> http://www.happydarly.blogspot.com/

DARYL your link rawks. Seriously don't ever change it. And if you are reading this. PLEASE for MY SAKE throw your damn expired 3 yrs ointment. TQ. AND STOP THT BADMINTON THING UNTIL YOUR LEG HAS RECOVERED. Like wht mich told hao (stop eating shuttle c0cks).

And warm welcome to MISTER WAYNE vain. For bugging his way into my blog.

Y.O.U
" there are so many things that i wanted to pour out to you but i can't, how i wished you can get the keys and come in my thoughts to see how much i really love you. Doing those things to break your heart is equivalent to taking a knife stabbing on my own. I choose to ignore you and hide from reality because there ain't any better way. I teared not because we can't be together ; neither is it because i can't get you. I teared because i know nothing can turn back to the way it was anymore. This is me!Once its gone it is gone for good. No matter how much i still love you or how much you still want me, i just won't accept anything again. Christmas is coming and i am so afraid that you will call me, because i don't know what am i going to tell you. We used to be like lovers, i really don't want to yell at you over the phone ; don't wanna cry either. "

Hmm~ haven't been blogging quite awhile~ Well christmas is around the corner i guess we are all looking forward to it =D

I've already done my Christmas shopping~ Shop till drop kind =D the deco's over the shopping mall is so freaky nice ^^

Maple lvl :~50~ mwahaha~~ wan chiong till 70 =P den stop liawwwwww Sob Sob~

Okay i have nothing much to blog coz i forgot everything i wanted to say~ hahahahaha~~ @.@


-i miss you so much!!- This is on someones PSM which i can be sure its not about me =D
Brings me to hate him a hundred times more yay~~!! Christmas will definetly rawk WITHOUT YOU!!!!!!!!!!~~ Okay im just being real sarcastic~ you knoe my current feeling~ gah!!~~ dun even mention it *sigh*

Ryte! the lazy bum is back blogging =D
Haha! i have been mapling as usual lar u knoe me ^^ After maple den abit lazy to come in to blog =X

This few days i have been tuitoning and mapling haha~ and have been helping hao in his debate.
"Is evolution a proven fact?" i can say it is a really hard topic plus he is on the negative side. I have to agree though it is a fun topic to research on because there are still doubts and it is not really proven. Altough evolution is against the knowledge of bible, but i still believe evolution happened. As i research on this there are so many emotional comments on this topic.
But i somehow believed tht darwin's theory is true.

He's getting all headache over it. Don't you dare back out, and go to the library to search for more facts. ^^

On the other hand i haven't really touched my moral assignment! argh~ dun even remind me about it.. i am so freaking lazy to do those nonsense things. The only thing tht i agree with my sis is "moral is a useless subject that torture our poor lives" <<<< this statement is hell of a true.

I wanna go buy clothes, peirce my ear, buy books, buy diary 2008. And i can't wait for christmas!~~!! I've been bugging hao, i told him i wanted to get married in maple during Christmas. xP Talking about tht his steely christmas present in maple will cost me a bomb ; 4.5 million mesos. T.T *sigh* who ask him to be my friend for 2 yrs ++ Plus my very garang teacher xP

Daryl is a horrible arse LOLS!! he's going to genting around christmas time =P i told him to come visit me haha~~!!! They all went genting all except me. Sobsss everyone gets to go for holiday and i get to ROT at home. Cheeeeeerrrsssssssssssss***

Friday was planning for an outing with ah ling~ hmm.. hopefully this time it will finally work out all of us had been super duper busy.

I still need to plan wht to get jj and han for their x'mas prezzieeee arghhH~~~ they are squeezing my account dry~~~~

I finally cut my long nails. SOB SOB now they lookshort and school girly like. Ugh~ i have to cut it coz i can't realy write it hurts my palm~~~!!

-2 months [almost lar reaching =P] without you is perfect!-

ps: im looking forward to christmas without your presence. Don't even want to receive your call nor sms ^^