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As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.
Karen Clodfelder-

I shouldn't be blogging because i have a bunch of work to do. Anyways today was real fun
Had lunch with two babes (mabes&Jill)
plus my usual three musketeers xD

Though we had some "eye sores" when we reach AC
hahaha but we *had fun bitching*
winks

I don't get it why "skeleton" can be shooo fucking thicked skin
always sitting on people's place! SUMMORE right in the middle. *inserts middle finger*
Can he realize abit that no one actually likes him ? (except for FLIES)

Ohh, did i mention he's also a blardy stalker too?
people like him should just rot and die. -_-
where worms just crawl in and out of his skins (oh wait BONES)

EYSHH.. his annoyance level has reached the maximum 100%
I mean, i don't care what people think i am - to bitch about this so called "poor-innocent" fellar.
You all wait lah till you know him better. Always taking advantage of people ; use people like his fucking slave! i'm not your gf/family member nor someone close to you don't expect me to be OH-so-GOOD to do it for you! (once,twice,thrice, fourth time, even fifth, okay make it to tenth! would be okay! anything more than that; you're not worth to be my friend)

If nothing's wrong with you maybe you would have some friends. But really you don't have any; maybe you do but people that aren't so "close" to you.

If i go to uni like you. Sit alone, eat alone, go home alone, talk less than 10 words in the entire lecture; i think i would jst change course!!

Talking about it, i have same subjects with "skeleton" next year. -_- ugh kill me pls! at least there's Jill there with me =(

If you don't want people to still talk about you please realize how annoying you are. Sit SOMEWHERE else ; somewhere you belong and just leave us alone. Since you already DO not like us and WE DO NOT like you AT ALL too. Just bug the hell off us and GO away. you are THAT unwanted!
even poor sick julian is WAY more wanted than you -_-
i'd rather catch a cold than sitting with you. :)

Here's a short update :))
Yesterday head home to see my baby & accompanied him to shop for his hometown "return trip" =( I so did NOT want to let him go at the bus station :'(

We had Shogunn for dinner and he said its better den Tenji on par with Jogoya :O
but i have to admit the crowd + food there was way better den Tenji during promotion time -_-


Shogun
Baby E.& food.

Hmm.. there are plenty more pics but its currently stuck with Baby E back in Terengganu with an internet line which is down.. Poor thing! So i shall upload the pics in a short while :)

Meantime i'd better get to my assignment! Should really sit down & open the damn MS word and start typing away. Boo.

Ps : why is everyone else so free yet i am so damn busy? urgh! I hate smarty pants especially when it is him -_- "freak"! lucky he finally got the message! but still likes sitting RIGHT infront. his ahpek hairstyle is hilarious though :D

Loves!-

Quote of the day(mmore like the year) " I never study one..."

Yeay! my baby finally reached JB 3 hours ago! :)) so happy to be able to hear his voice
To prevent myself from mental breakdown just now i took a break away from those "foreign" words.... and decided its time to clean my study desk so that i do not need to camp on my sisters bed to do my assignments anymore -_-

Yup my table is THAT messy mind you...
Once i started cleaning... it became an endless process! took me like 2 and a half hours!! URGH..
almost died being covered with dust! Stupid maid never clean my desk one! Only know how to hide my stuffsssss..... GRRR... & guess what?! after ONE WHOLE semester looking for my LOST pink stapler. It is HIDDEN! because my stupid maid simply keep my stuffs!!!*emo* So glad that a new maid is arriving soon *prays really hard the new one would be much much muchhh better*

This is before cleaning :(

& TADA! after :) all cleaned up!

GRR... see! my lost stapler is back!!! EMO! after i bought a new blue one :( summore i don't like BLUE COLOUR!! i hate my maid lahhh.... *gives sad face*

I just read all of my assignment questions..
why do they ALL seem like a pile of foreign language to me?

I don't understand any!

credit crunch?
more like "brain crunching" to me.

Baby please come back ASAP to save your mentally dying gf.............................

My work doesn't seem to proceed any further than 6/9 i need to be saved!
i think i'm drowning, i can't feel the air in my lungs anymore...... *horrific moment*

Okay fact is that i miss talking to my baby so much; now i'm stoning infront of the computer waiting for his bus to cross tht stupid singapore-malaysia border line so i'd be able to text him with UNLIMiTED text messages all thanks to
Digi :)
Digi we absolutely love you :) except for times when you decided not to let us talk and give us no line coverage :(

Boo! I miss my "big fat duckie" aka "teddy" aka "cute cute darling"
AkA - Ethan How Kam Hing

i haven't have these kind of feeling for a very long time already.
i felt like crying all the time.
without a reason; didn't know why..
i said i have forgiven you but my heart still felt uneasy; i really don't know why.
You said you would text me and you would call me yet you didn't ; feels like you were digging into my already hurt wound.

I sometimes felt like letting you go because its like i've inflicted so much pain to you...
I love you.. and all i want was to see you safe and happy..
But it seems that now i've made you feel trapped and unhappy..
everytime i forgive you.. was it the right thing to do?
pain for the both of us seems to just get worst everytime.

Maybe i'm too sensitive..
I'm sorry for being such a failed gf
I just couldn't manage to make you feel happy
Everything seemed to have gone haywired.

We should not have went there yesterday night, i wished nothing ever happened; i wished i never have heard what you said. I wished i didn't cry, i wish i didn't have to cause you any pain, i wish that the tears roll down from your eyes are tears of joy instead.. i wished nothing ever changed between us...

I'm sorry that whatever effort i put into our relationship wasn't enough for you to see..
I'm a horrible girlfriend, i know...
You can do anything you like now, i'm not going to say a word about all the things you want to do.. as long as you are happy..
anything.. really..

felt so upset..
Off to bed..
Goodnite~

Blog Post Number 2 today.

The first thing i saw today was Jillo's message.
Hilarious!
Her second message almost got me into an accident while driving *too shocked*

Honestly, i really don't know who else can grow a skin as thick as his and to be so freaking ignorant!
Except him alone.
Not that i want to gossip or anything... but he's abit too much, i mean hello? i think even the blind could see i don't want you hangging around with me...

a) my bf don't like you
b) i don't like you
c) you are annoying
d) you disturb me by sleeping beside all the time
e) you spoil my happy mood by SIGHING over and OVER AGAIN
f) you kept wanting to eat
g) you like taking advantages from people
h) you're FUCKinG lazy
i) you're a blardy faker
j) you steal people's seats
k) You GLARE at my beloved friends (which i hate; because hey! i love my friends! don't you dare touch them! i bite; and especially with you i RAWR even louder!!)
l) you are so freaking gay
m) you whine and WHINE
n) at any opportunity you just want me to fetch you home *inserts middle finger* i'm not yr fcking driver okay?!
o) you are so fucking arrogant. You think you smart and very clever izit? you think everyone will fly to you? THINK AGAIN you're not! and even if everyone FLY to you, I WILL NOT!
p) I like to go wherever i LIKE/LOVE you should just stfu
q) You're ignorrant
r) Your face has a skin as thick as an elephant skin OR MAYBE THICKER! (you so do not resemble an elephant! they look way cuter as compared to a pile of bones)



s) You spoilt brat that only likes eating EXPENSIVE things
t) I like to eat WTV i LIKE. You don't LIKE THEN DON'T FOLLOW
u) I LIKE DOING THINGS MY WAY ; THE WAY I WANT IT. BUG OFF
v) when i want to study you should just shut up. You don't want to follow then fuck off. pls & thx
w) Fix your pimple face ; its so disgusting when i see those red patches.
x) and your LONG toe nails that is filled with black dirt inside is jst freaking disgusting
y) THE one day that you drove "aint that grand!" keep it to yourself i don't want to see it.
z) Change yr effing jumper & back pack for god's sake you think you're in PRIMARY SCHOOL?

Oh man, the list can go on and on!
Okay maybe i'm a little mean here. but really i do hope he sees this post and it will lessen all my trouble from running away from him, hiding from him, & avoiding him.. being afraid i'd hurt his feelings. He's a fucking ego a$$hole i bet he'll stare at me for 10 years if i tell him a-z on his face!

I DREAD next week, because my bf will be in terengganu, while i have to be stuck alone to face problems like this. & resuming class at T3... (2hours) no going back early.
- it wouldn't be bad at ALL w/o him.. why did he CHANGE to my class.. why OH WHYYY :(
OhEmGee. Thinking about it already makes me feel like dying...

Lets not talk about this horrible things already...

So today during break we went to SS15 to eat at AC! :)) brought mabes to see the CC(FTZ) haha she's soooo happyy when she saw the CC so big and nice LOL!
& miss jakuns (jill&mabes) have never been into 100 yen shop. haha
Now they've finally went in because i brought them :) and we shared one "snowflake"



During eating session

Me : PeoooPPleee... come n eat..!!
Jill : YUMM... taste good lahh!! the ice sooo softttt... whats it made of?? sooo niceeee.....
Me: haha never eat before meh??!!
Jill : Nooo.. i haven't even been into the shop before!
Me : HAHAHA..
Jill : EH STOP LAUGHING! -_________-
*moments later*
Jill : *took her fingers out to squish & touch the ice*
Me : O____________________O

In the car back to uni

Me & Jill : giggglingg giggglinggg...*
Jill : EH? WHERE'S MABES??!!! WHY SO QUIET ONE?? DID WE LEFT HER AT 100 YEN SHOP????
Mabel : Yeaa. you all left her there she's running and chasing the car now...
Me : haha!! yeaa.. look at the back mirror thats her running with heels! :P

Ended the day with 1 hr (bitm) class.

Mr Ho : who want to answer me whats the article about??!! *looks at me* okay since you're the foreigner today you should answer the question
Me : huh? whats it about? "Pornography" :P

*whole class laughed*

Mr Ho : *looks extremely speechless* (because what i say wasn't wrong and wasn't right either hahaha)

On the way back to my car.. the sun shone so brightly.. and suddenly it rained -_- FML max. walked under the rain for like 5-10min before i reached my car. Worst part is i didn't even get to see rainbow! If not i'd make a wish... :(

On the way home i saw Jill & Mum
Then met Mabes at highway! LOL.

That was the end of my day; currently rotting at home :) Tomorrow going out with joy & shin! yipeeee... havent seen them for ages :)

Yesterday woke up early morning (around 7am) to "pui" my beebee go renew his passport. After discussing about it we ended up going to the Shah Alam (PKNS complex). Reached there pretty late with his car going out of petrol! Being afraid of super LONG queue - after the damansara experience on Saturday.. we rush up and see.. TADA kiosk no ppl :))
Took envelope wrote his name hp number & etc etc... finally the resit come out and say collect at 10.40am.

Due to laziness to walk back we decided to explore the PKNS mall. (the experience was.. ERHM. okay lah.. since its SO early and the shops there are pretty empty... but still we managed to shop for two pair of flops :)



Flop Number 1 ! (darlings' LONG awaited crocs instead of white its black.. i wanted to buy a keropi to stuck it to the shoeee, looks shuper dhuper AHDORABLEEE but darling said it was GAY and didn't want it. lol)

Flops two! Mineee :)) finally got a flops heelsss.....!!! looks cute kan? but it shucks :( wore it today and it gave me a huge blister on the top of my foot. Pffttt..



Due to the rush in the morning the both of us didn't have water and felt thirsty so went to guardian to buy water! guess what?! the small bottle of water is rm 1.28 and this HUGE one on promotion only 1.98! you tell me buy which one ? Good idea to buy a big one because it lasted us for the whole day =D



We also chilled out and have Breakfast in McD! My veryyy FIRsT time eating MCD breakfast in malaysia!! hahaha i know i'm such a jakun!! i only eat McD breakfast in other ppl's country such as Bangkok, Hong Kong, China etc LOL. I ate hotcakes and baby ate McEgg izit? (i dunno what its called lah) but all of it actually tasted REALLL gooddd *thumbs up* would want to do it again another time :)) at mcD i started to ber-story with baby telling him some stuffs about my past... which never really did ended PROPERLY...

After breakfast, we went walking around PKNS mall, walk in n out of the bank -_- and rounddd and rounnddd the mall -__- to burn off 2 hours !
We saw this malay BookStore and outside the store had this bunch of rotan...

Darling : see those rotan? know what its for???
Me : What? O.O
Darling : Its for those kids dun wanna read books, so the parents will take the rotan and whack them ; make dem go in bookstore to read..
Me : HUH? Really?!
Darling : *smiles innocently*
Me : BEEBEEE!!! -___________- not funny okay?!

After collecting his passport went to pump petrol and saw this effing



Porsche... super DL the fellar! *you won't wanna know who DROVE it*

Okay screw that part, went to subang bought darling's bus tickets; and he wanted to makan rojak :)) *the famous ss15 rojak located near the KFC dere*
He went to queue up for rojak while i sit in car to camwhoreee teehee *hearts*
I'm never a fan of rojak! plus he doubled park ; the more reason i should stay in the car ! hehe



Busy spying on him from the car! Look at that happy boy's face when there is FOODDD... happier den see his own gf (sighs!)


My pretty & happy face because i don't need to stand under the hot sun and queue! ;)


& he returned to the car with Cendoll!! Wheee~


After rojak, we went to Salak Selatan for charsiewfan :))
Went back to SMK(P) Sri Aman to collect my cert & get cik liew's signature
Then we departed back home to nap :))


The typo was found on new passport while we were waiting for Cik Liew in the car! shoo funneh..
What is "canbelled"?
The Can being Bell-ed? so that it makes NOISE?? hahahaha-

At about 5pm we left for MidValley to exchange sing dollar because darling will be going to singapore this coming saturday for SUO :(
yes, him alone w/o me... So sad..

Anyhoo we watched KICK ass because we had nothing else to do! haha



& at our sweet "alone" time in MidV we had to meet his "friends" of all people...
& they wanted him to fetch them home... -_-
Reminds me of T* number two for a certain reason..

Shit happened after movie.
Don't feel like being reminded about it; still pretty unhappy and troubled because of it :( sigh-

I was supposed to show you all our "passport" sized RECENT pictures.. but decided that it was TOOO funney to be shared.. even i couldn't stop laughing while looking at them. Yes- it is THAT hilarious....

Will have another post for "today's activities" ; See i told you my blogging MOJO was back. Bluerghhh...

Be. Right. Back.

The blogging mojo is back to hit me. HeHeHe
Do you all realize since i had a boyfriend i blog alot less already???
I guess its because i always get enough attention from him until i have no time to blog! :P

No, this is not to hint that he's not giving me enough attention now; its just that i suddenly felt like returning to the blogging cyber world to release my stress ( i think i'll jump the taylor's lake real soon if i don't! )

OHH em Gee..
the 3 subjects i fear most
IFA
IMA
MOB
also got people fail.... what if i am one of them??? i think i would really kill myself if i had to do referrals this August. Urghh.. remind me again why hell did i take this course???
I guess i'm not the only one asking these questionS. There are so many kiasu-esssss in this course and its FREAKING scary!!
Not only KIASU-es
but also fakers.
Sigh. I hate uni life. I hate it here. I miss CFPI.. i miss my friends... i miss my class.....
Though now still got 3 monkeys with me; but it feels different =( without all of em...

Okay lets not talk about all my stress before i sit down one corner and start tearing..Last Thursday was me & BeeBee's 1st Year Anniversary! :)
We celebrated it last Saturday =)
I made him this cake... (stop laughing okay? i know its ugly LOL!)

During Saturday,
Bee was a little unlucky because the charsiewfan didn't open (we planned it LONG ago summore) & reach immigration center the queue was NUTS.
In the end we ate a different char siew fan and decided to go immigration center another day!HaHa
Later the day we...
went to watch When in Rome ! at Tropicana (lucky never see ppl i dun wanna see PHEW) & hang kai kai



Rate it 8/10 (very funnyyy!! should watch)

&
at night went to Megah "ming tien" to eat..
Ordered a whole table of food

a) Lobak Ko
b) Penang Lobak
c) Fried Mushroom
d) Chicken wings
e) Satay
f) Apom
g) Hong Kong Chee Cheong Fun
h) Large Watermelon Juice

Yup, we ate all of this! 2 ppl only haha super chun. Full until wan die :))
Will probably do this again tomorrow~~ hehehe replaced all my classes just so that i could go fix his passport with him tomorrow! (such a good gf *prouds*)

I'd better start rushing my IFA&BITM work tonite! -_-
I too need to be KIASU! *big wide smile* (talk w/o actions = Evelyn)

Shall Blog more TMR!

Yeay! i've done some major changes to my blog.
Mainly, the blog skin
and
secondly lets welcome my
Darling into the blog admin!

We will now share a single blog

Loves-

sometimes i wonder why does this always happen..
aren't we your responsibility?
Does this leave you to ponder for a moment?

Ever wonder why i turned out like this? or why was i so rebellious few years younger?
Maybe the reason was because of you...

We nvr asked for this; to be here born into this world. - you cannot blame me for saying this because it is a clear cold fact. Why can you always compare us, and we can't compare you? is that fair?

Grams gave you all that she had; why didn't we get the same? You've always think you're the greatest; but you're not. Never was and never will become one!

Since 5 years ago i think i've grown so distance from you.. the distance is becoming so much worst now.. i don't understand you at all; and i don't think i ever will. It doesn't matter anymore..
Next coming two years i'll probably foresee myself living in uni more than home..

Tears no longer roll down from my eyes because you don't matter to me anymore. If you can be so selfish & so self centered so can i.

Finally finished MOB! ( goodbye mob for a week ) Yesh!
Are you wondering why am i blogging? :)
Hehe yes you are right, because my baby confiscated my FB account so i got nothing else to do besides blogging LOL~
I'd better not let him see this if not (i'm dead meat if he ter-nampak)

Four more days to go before....
I can see my darling, watch how to train your dragon,
meet shinn and jaya and maybe shopping with the usual threee :))
WHHEEEE.....................
and go to semenyihhhh on saturdayyyy
and and and...
many many more exciting activitiess!! finally a breakkkkkkkkkk
i need it read bad :(

On the other hand, i really don't want to see my results.. i think i've done really badly lor :(
*prays hard i don't phail anything*
<3

April Fool~!! :)

I remember when i used to be younger, april fool used to be so fun~
As kids me and my friends in primary school will all be fooling around with each other... and as the days passed by, as i grew older... i don't even realize that today was April Fool's (only realizing it when my boyfriend told me..)

Sigh, days past really fast huh?
Now i know why people never want to grow up so fast.. at a certain point of your life you'll really feel it.

Being in Uni now, life is a little meaningless..... haihs. Piles and works and all those kiasu people...
Now that i'm in a bigger community i know how poisonous a person can be already... really, its scary.... I miss college, i miss my buddies, i miss highschool... i wanna turn back the clock and enjoy my younger days again.

Is that even possible?