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Tuesday, August 9, 2011 10:37 PM

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10.37pm

Today caught me thinking about this time of last year..

working in the suckiest place ever,

crying almost everyday?

I still remember after exam; i wanted to meet "him" before leaving to genting

but the "him" said could not make it

this tht

tht this

screw it.

Went up the hill.

Next day was saturday

"him"

was busy with his stupid fucking competition

until when i called him he did not even bother pick/reply my call or messages until

at night at 8pm

Joe there was being concerned over my feelings i see him "observing" me the whole time we were eating KFC

the "him"

felt something wrong

so he called in the middle of the night?

at 3am? when we were going to yum cha?

"him" didnt bother to apologize over the "i didn't text you and call you for a couple of hours"

it rather says "no big deal, wtf is she anyways?"

3am we discussed joe's "ahem" cough cough***

and we were being TEASED from then on carried till the next day.. when it got pretty bad???

or was that everyone saw a connection between us but ourselves?

The day we go down the hill.

Heavy hearts...

and felt something when we were going down in the bus

where joe "accidentally" (maybe sengaja) hold my hands.... for a moment when i (O.O") gave this look......

and when he use his hands to push my head to his shoulders was another (O.O")

Peak part,

I got sick when I got down the hill

Nobody cared

nobody asked

nobody fucking bothered =]

except this one weird boy, comes ALLL the way from Cheras and say want to visit "us" me and JY it seems?

Working there was a piece of shit,

I wished someone bothered to talk to me

Nobody did

Selfish idiot just said his work was worst.

He jst needs to stfu and grow up.

Cleaning up cockroaches is not as bad as working at your plce where u jst sit and DESIGN stuff?

Awesome never knew that until he told =]

but there was this someone who's always making me smile...

although dealing with those shits...

If you look closely there is so many place breaking down in the whole relationship that was not properly built in the first place...

I'll tell you when it really started to tumble...

If you love a girl would you not bring her to Prom Night?

Yes that was the starting part of it.

If you love a girl unconditionally

would you not give her gifts every monthsary?

Instead of saying " you know i can't buy you stuffs every month? I'll run out of ideas + its expensive "

If you want to marry the girl

Won't you want to wear a ring band with her signifying everlasting love? remembering her always when you look down to the ring?

Instead of saying how expensive rings are... and how annoying a ring is when you play your OH SO FUCKING FAVOURITE SPORT?

oh just to tell you with the ring i played perfectly FINE =)

If you love the girl so much that you think about her ALL the time

Why would you want to leave and play a stupid game in the field?

why would you make her wait like an idiot every weekends in the morning?

there are so many cracks that you've never realize, or even bother to notice.

There are things that i couldn't post in public but it seems like you were just after that very reason being with me.

End of word.

Fuck You.

In 20minutes time it is going to be my new relationships 10th Monthsary

where i enjoy so much

because it is way different from the past.

Loving everybit of days i spend with him even when we are working

it just feels so relax and so lovely

So much difference compared to being with "him"

Lastly,

Happy 10th Monthsary Sweetie Pie..

I'll be waiting for our 1st Anniversary :D

Monday, August 1, 2011 11:03 PM

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11pm

Darling's Birthday last Friday was a HUGE blast!!

Event A

Surprise

BlindFold him into Seoul Garden. (Spoiler.... Met Tay)

The Blind Fold :P EQUIPMENT

Continue with surprise

sat him down.. ask him to hold himself there...

Danson Grab his neck

& he almost punched Livy

All of us sang him Happy Birthday Song as he took off his blindfold

Shock and almost speechless seeing 20 ppl ( even his highschool friends surrounding him)

We thought we saw tears but he said otherwise :P

Made him open presents :]

Present a)

Crockie Mou ( his new pet in car )

Present b)

A photoframe with 6 cheeezzzy photos of us :P

Buffet time!! :P

After buffet carry on with celebration...

Passed around party poppers in silence

went to light the cake...

Came out with cake.. as we sang the song and made him wear a Piglet Party Hat :)

As everyone Popped with happiness

& chau yang busy chopsticking the popper's creep paper out of the steamboat place!! Haha

Darling was so super shocked !!!

& His last present

c) A BIG BIG card with all his friend's signature and photo of him....

Lastly,

Thank You EVERYONE for contributing!! You guys are truly THE Friends that i really LOVE!! =]

Me & My Love :)

Our Forever & After :)

Lastly,

Happy 20th Birthday Big Boy~!

Love You ALWAYSSS