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As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.
Karen Clodfelder-

You see yesterday there was 3 idiotic best friends that are sooooo free hor they started talking crap ;

They dragged their conversation until some topic called 'bimbo' 'sphinx' 'pyramid' 'egypt' ; literally gossiping la okay?

Take 1

Human1 : She is so bimbo you know?
Human2 : Har? wad bimbio?
Human3 : Bimbio??? wads that !
Human1 : LOL bimbo + biology = bimbio?
Human3 : Later become bambee !
Human2 : i mean bimbo*
Human1 : yah, den you become bambee ryte human3? Den you run naked around the forest, cannot walk properly.
Human3 : Yah,yah,yah.
Human1 : Then the sphinx lion come eat bambee up, den bambee became statue and got shifted to EGYPT! later on they dragged statue bambee into a fairy tale! WOW!
Human3 : Good wad, i become statue so famous. Get honoured sumore! fuhyoooh.
Human1 : yah yah yah, quickly go turn urself into statue now.

Take 2
Human 2 : I busy okay?!
Human 1 : Yah lah, ppl busy talking wif ah boi! we dun be lamp post k?
Human 3 : Ya lor. Sigh. so sad...
Human 2 : Aiyak sei, sit so long back aching dy.
Human 3 : Aiyo!! old lady dy!! nvm yr ah boi will rubby rubby for you de!
Human 3 : *Rubss yr back* Darling hard enuf? wan harder or not?
Human 1 : Deaaaaaaarrrrrryy.... OhhhHH feels soo goooddddd. Yeah harderrr.. still very pain.
Human 3 : Okay! i rub harder kay,darlinngg pain tell me k??
Human 1 : Okay~~ dearrryy no need rubs leeeeeee... kiss kiss my back sure no ache jor!
Human 2 : OIII!! you ppl......
Human 3 : Okay, MUAXKKK!!!! MUUUUAXXXKKK!!! kiss mth also okay?
Human 1 : Okayyyy dear anything you want, my love!!
Human 2 : YOU TWO?!?!?!!!!!!

Okay, Joyce officially broke My blue highlighter into 2 piece today, and she broke her stapler into god knows how many thousand pieces. And i warn her not to touch my phone before she breaks it into 2 pieces!!!! =.="

Okay i think i finally got over that annoying thing, which i seriously don't care anymore !
Lets bring up some good news! i finally cleaned my desk! OH lord you should take a look at it during trials. It was awesome ; like a desk turned into "One Book Hill". Until i had to shift to study somewhere else, because there really isn't any space left for me to sit.

And i watched a movies yest!! FINALLY a movie that i WATCHED finish!! Miracle leh? i havent been watching A MOVIE since i dunno how long !!! anyway i watched and cried, so sad the ending!! sob sob.

Han, will do yr taggy later very lazy to do now.
Twinbro & Wayne i nt lawyer buruk okay? *gives a long and sour face*
Joyce, stop teasing meeeee!! all yr fault. Bussssssssyyynesss woman.

screw those jelous freaks.
screw those who hv nothing better to do then to spread rumours.
screw those whom love to accuse ppls hard effort without proof.
screw those ppl who are jealous that i have close friends.
screw those ppl. jst screw it okay?

Don't study its the biggest crime in the city!

Wtv it is i am going to SCREW you ppl back, watch it ! shove it right on yr faces.

Studying is a crime you know?
Now i know why i hate school. Don't you too?

1 more month one more damn month..

At first it was suppose to be below's happy post.. right until... i found out... something which was so horrible that i broke down and cry. Those who dunno, can ask me personally.
I thought things were falling back to normal and i will have this perfect holiday, but no something's ought to happen you know?

For the very first time i shed tears for dead things. Cheers.

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For an instance i thought i couldn't use the keyboard anymore. LOLx!!
So yes i havent been blogging for a WHOLE month, and so shall i summarize the whole month?:)

First of all i need to thank God for being with me in the past month. (during my trials) I guess the best part was God being there to make my automatic alarm work when i slept off!! And also having a clear mind when i was sitting for exam. ;)


Second of all, thank my family for suffering with me coz i made dem all can't use the family pc. Bwahahaha, which i'm going to continue later xP


Thirdly, all my friends which helped me to stop panicking during exam! Joyce staying up with me as a study buddy!! HAHAHAHA. Shin & Jaya i am bored hugging you ppl!! everyday hug so many times, each paper once!! hahahahahaha!!! x)


Fourth, i need to thank all my teachers that have helped me many many, Pn Leow especially! If it weren't for you i dun think i'd buck up so fast~ so thanks for all the naggings!! My tuition teachers too, really sorry i haven been attending to tuition for some time now, i really need space to myself. I'll be seeing you all in awhile and i won't let you down, (try not to let you down =X) Not forgetting school teachers!! Pn Loo!! thanks to you teaching bouyant force and too bad for us not learning it properly i know you are slitting our throats off!! And other teachers too, Pn Shari thanks for teaching me add math last min before exam start! although i still flunk that question! So yeah basically thanks to All the teachers that have thought me!!

I screwed chem exam ; which is predictable. The only paper i dunno how to do, simply crap ans and slept off. HAHAHA. =X
At first i thought moral will be the only paper i won't get an A Now i think it is CHEM that i won't be getting an A!!
Screwed A.Mth P2 - the paper is a freak paper okay? can die.

Graduasi nite is coming soon. =)

Sigh, if i were to jst study slightly harder...... okay alot harder...

I'm afraid i will have to sacrifice you over the things i've choosen...
I'm sorry..
Really am.

I dunno how to blog about my current feelings, it is tumbling all over... Stress plus all those problems is really killing me... My eyebags is sagging... i am sleepy but most of the time when i sleep i think of you.. i dream about you.. i wanted to forget about you... but it is like you talking to me in the sleep, everything seems so real... but i know you are not what i need, you are just what i want... i may not get what i want but i need to get what i need... I'm really sorry i picked something else over you.. because i think you did the exact same thing to me.. and i guess i have to agree that wht you did was right.. and what i am doing now is right too. It is time to put this aside. I grew a little more, and i am happy with it. Did you grow too?
One thing for sure, i havent given up hoping things to fall back into place.

Well, this will probably be my very last post.. cross fingers. The very last one.

One word, exam sucked.
FullStop.

whats the use of learning Bahasa Malaysia when it is almost like copied from Bahasa Indonesia?
Urgh, exam starts tmr. i am not ready! (oh wait it is today already 12)

Trials strike.
Shit.
Shit.
Shit.
Shit.
Shit.

My sis jst told me moral not important no need to study, when i asked her to help me recite definations! How mean....

Anyways, i am so going to die. I am not ready.
Evelyn why always like this? cannot study properly one ah? always until exam panic den everything gone... stupid bugger la you!
EYSHhhhhHHhh, stress-ness la!!
I dunno one word about math. Math Math Math Math.... HOW? who can offer to teach me math because i know nutshell about math!! add math is way easier trust me.
I really really salute those ppl tht can score A for math........... Mod.Math is torture okay?
Yes lah i weird lah... A.Mth so hard i can do. Math so simple i cannot do. My brains work that way i cannot help la kan.
How i wish it was the other way round!! however good i am at A.Math always remain B.
Evelyn Shit you LA! You damn pathetic loser..

Sigh, why is forbidden things always better?
anyway, tht post is so vague la, who would actually understand it besides myself?

HoHoHo,
yesterday guess wad happened, that lady nagged for 40min again. My ears nearly ran away. Wtf la. waste our time only...
She come back only whole class full with sour face dy.
Come on la, its like we purposely dun wanna do her work (okay lah maybe it is)
But hello ? Doesnt this shows you that the whole class don't like you ah? Nobody done yr work leh. Sorry to say lah, but maybe its time for you to wake up. Do you know nobody likes you at all? or maybe only form 1 kids will treat you like goddess? That also coz you don't teach them so they love you.
Yeah, yeah we were saying at the "shout out loud" that certain classes have been discriminated it is true lah okay? For add math lets say, we are so called "stupid" class don't need to learn motion on a straight line. HELLO, fair ah? Motion on a Straight Line is a science stream syllabus okay, can you all fucking stop discriminating?
And hello lady, i've too heard you say alot of comments that WE are stupid unlike SA and SB class. Come on la, you guys never stream properly and declare SA,SB best class. stupid.
So many ppl don't deserve to be in that class okay?!(I CAN POINT OUT ALOT!) so many ppl from SD and SC deserves to be there yet they are all stuck here. Stuck with teachers that DE-motivates us. Stuck with a teacher like you!
I was so happy early this year,i thought finally, OHGOSH my chem is going to be good for once! But they jst have to change all the teachers away. Damnyouppl.
(sorry to the teacher that are reading this, don't mean ya'll la, jst certain teachers)
The reason Mr Hulam is respected by many is because he never discriminates! He also said this "SC is a GOOD class you all can get perfect grades, so many awesome students used to be in this class, they can do it so can you!"

See the difference in comments?

But "some teacher" prefer to say,
"You see your class results, so many fail. If you all like SA and SB class so smart then i don't care, but you all so weak... etc etc "
Mind you, we cannot perform coz you teach us, coz WE don't understand you, coz YOU never bother to teach properly! WE don't do yr WORK because we DON't understand!

And who's those stupid kids even bother finishing yr works? KIDS like us. We went to FRIM the other day, nobody copied down wht you explained okay? when i ask you to repeat you don't repeat. Then you say we "sombong" don't ask you question. Go die la you. (sry damn piss off) We ask you questions and what you say HA, "THIS ONE I ALREADY TEACH YOU,YOU DUNNO HOW TO DO?!" and walks off.

If you are not dedicated to teaching then DON'T BE A TEACHER and don't teach! because you are killing kids interest in that subject ! of all 3 teachers WE have to get her..

Okay, i opened back my blog due to popular demand. =D (chey~~ feel like some movie star!)
The reason it was closed coz i thought it would be dead (exams) and i wanted to keep one particular post a private one.
Anyways it is still private now... and don't worry nobody can read it. I treat everyone equally~

No worries la okay, i didn't bad mouth anyone, any teachers or whtsoever you ppl have in mind.
Its jst some personal thoughts that i am not ready to share out.

To my blog, happy being covered by dust and cobwebs for awhile. <3 i will try to remain 1 post per day!!

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend?
NOT!

okay so what if i am in love with my best friend? huh?
Does that give you the reason in the world to do this to me?
HAR?

I am not angry, or maybe i am... i just don't know okay?
You confuse me okay?
One time we are so close & next we are all falling apart, and you seemed so
nothing happening?!

Maybe i am selfish okay?
Maybe i want you to myself,
Maybe i want you to spend some time ;
just a little time with me even when you are busy?

However busy i am, still i took some time to talk to you, do you know?
Maybe because i am stupid to have even fallen in love with you.
I know its weird okay?
I know it is really weird, maybe you felt it too okay?
So what?
Nobody said love cannot happen this way okay??

I don't even know why it just did! I don't want it to happen too! but it did OKAY!! Without knowing it just did!

Horoscope sucks.
Yrs is abt fixing something that happened last week.
Mine is relationship.

Yes it matches so? do you think you are going to take initiatif to do something? NO.
I know you just too well okay?

I don't even know why i love you.
Nothing is good about you.
Stuborn-ness, loser, so stupid in certain things, idiot in all ways, cannot make me laugh all the time, don't even know if you love me, stupid chicken!

You stupid stupid stupid fool!
YOU!!?!?!?!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH. forget it.

Forget that you even know me okay? forget everything about me.
Because i won't want to remember you anymore!