love

is unpredictable

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As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.
Karen Clodfelder-

i haven't have these kind of feeling for a very long time already.
i felt like crying all the time.
without a reason; didn't know why..
i said i have forgiven you but my heart still felt uneasy; i really don't know why.
You said you would text me and you would call me yet you didn't ; feels like you were digging into my already hurt wound.

I sometimes felt like letting you go because its like i've inflicted so much pain to you...
I love you.. and all i want was to see you safe and happy..
But it seems that now i've made you feel trapped and unhappy..
everytime i forgive you.. was it the right thing to do?
pain for the both of us seems to just get worst everytime.

Maybe i'm too sensitive..
I'm sorry for being such a failed gf
I just couldn't manage to make you feel happy
Everything seemed to have gone haywired.

We should not have went there yesterday night, i wished nothing ever happened; i wished i never have heard what you said. I wished i didn't cry, i wish i didn't have to cause you any pain, i wish that the tears roll down from your eyes are tears of joy instead.. i wished nothing ever changed between us...

I'm sorry that whatever effort i put into our relationship wasn't enough for you to see..
I'm a horrible girlfriend, i know...
You can do anything you like now, i'm not going to say a word about all the things you want to do.. as long as you are happy..
anything.. really..