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Saturday, March 7, 2009 11:39 AM

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Every lecturer is mad at us..
from english right up to msian studies.

why?

Because my class never learnt something called ; respect the ones whom are teaching you. They jst make noises over and over again taking all the lecturers for granted-

At least we know when to keep quiet~ but 3/4th of the class doesn't. Yeah i know it sounds pathetic doesn't it?

Ego is something to name after my class. Most with the brains but only little with brains and respect..

5 more days, many more to think and much more to be done.

Should i leave? should i not? -

Reason i should not,
1) i love my lecturers
2) i love my friends
3) money is a problem if i leave.
4) I'm used to the environment there.

Reason i should,
1) I hate the system ; their grading scale sucks
2) I can go to the uni i wanted to go most
3) They have a big campus away frm the city
4) The uni is prestigious
5) if not mistaken they have a better management system
6) if i don't take the chance now i might not be able to leave anymore in the future.

The reasons i should leave might be more, but the reasons i should not leave weights 10x heavier... I will miss every lecturer because we go for lunch together, we talk like friends, we had alot of fun together, some even remembers my birthday even when they have so many students to care for. Friends is another problem.... i don't know if i can survive one day without sam annoying me, without kl swearing, without teasing chayann skinny, without laughing at jhun's slowness, without eugene saying "we are pastor's son wad", without benny teasing me, without julian asking abt driving things, without hiap yew saying "lame lor", without edmond being the 9 yr old, without alex chunted dancing, without cm giving assorted reasons for being late to class.

We are so close that it sometimes seems that we're one big family. Although i am the only girl i seem to fit so well.. we do things together, we see each other everyday, we help each other out, we wake each other up. 3 months maybe too short but it definitely feels long for all of us because everyday we laugh from starting of the day right till the very end of it.

How i wish in life i never have to make any decisions.