Wednesday, June 29, 2011 9:07 PM

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They were talking about in terms of love, weather or not people actually believe in what

feng shui/bazi master says.

For example:

If the feng shui master says he is not the right one for you will you break up with him?

or

If the BaZi master says that if you get married you will always fight with him, will you still marry him?

Many answers says that,

No, they don't believe. Some even said that they got married in the end! & they're having really happy marriages.

The funny answer was,

NO! i will love him even more !

The moral of this story is saying that, in the end whatever people say the outcome still depends on your own effort. In Life or Love it is still the same theory.

Imagine if someone say you're going to die tomorrow.

Will you believe and wait for death?

or will you fight for survival; to your last breathe?

In the end is you effort that counts.

I remembered someone once told me;

" I can't believe what he said was right "

at that time i just Uhmm.

But deep down I wante

d to answer him

" Its actually because you didn't try to prove him wrong, you didn't even put in effort into it so obviously what he said is going to be right "

Now & Then not that i don't believe in all this superstitious things, but still sometimes too much of it, or thinking too much really affects your life. Its usually just listen, and get rid of the thoughts.

or

Don't ask at all. (what i usually do)

My relationship soon reaching 9 months old :)

Counting actually supposedly 1 year already hehe~ Because we waited to 10.10.10 :P

So 9 months it is~

Now and every then, when i work in this whole month I've only have one person on my mind.

Joe Kan..

Yeap, have been thinking about the whole year what has happened to us, how we started, how we gone to trips together how we played.. and how he loves me..

and i kept smiling

non-stop!

I think some of my colleagues saw me smiling at a pile of paper guess they thought i'm "gila" or something..!

You know I've never regretted making this decision in my life.

Instead i actually regretted having the past relationship.

Should have waited for you to appear in my life.

But honestly your appearance was 3~4 years ago as a stranger.

Obviously the both of us regret not knowing each other then, because we are so near yet so far..

alot of people like to ask this question

How do you know he's the one?

There's only one answer I can give, its the feeling... and the connection..

Its different. Like magnets. How they're attracted by magnetic field in science terms but in the naked eyes you can't see them. Yes, just like that i am

attracted to him.. apparently more and more each and everyday..

In the past, I question myself..

Do i love him because i'm bored of the old one?

Why am I thinking about him more than the one i'm actually suppose to,

Why my heart ache's when he's crying?

Why do i have the urge to hug him? and hold his hands..?

Will history actually repeat itself when i'm with him?

That time, I still couldn't answer these questions.

Now i can answer it clearly.

No I am not bored of the old one..

I'm just so sick and fed up of his attitude that I'm already at the breaking point

I think about him more because he was the one that showed me more care, and loves me more,

My heart ache's when he cried is because he means alot to me.. even at that time when he's still a friend... the feeling with him is different; is like we "click" to each other so easily

I want to hug and hold his hands because i don't want to let such a good man to leave me, and I really want him to be mine, forever.

No history will not repeat when I'm with him, because he gave me no other reasons to think of another man.

He jst gave me a million reasons to think about him, him and only him...

- the time when he saw a cockroach immediately covers & hug me before taking a tissue to catch it.

- the time we maple all day and night without eating

- the time we hunt mesos all day and night jst to buy skill book

- the time we went for malacca trip and he hit someone's car on purpose until it dented..

- the time we went to Sepang Gold coast at a sudden

- the time we spend at morib eating ice kacang and drinking cocunut, enjoying the sounds of the sea, playing with a kite until it got stuck at a tree

- the time we went to snow world....

Me: Dear !! Your nose is drippingggg wet...!!

Joe: Touches nose.. GOT MEH??? O_O

*so cutee*

- the time he said... i want angry birdsss in my car.... :(

- & time he said... "i want that lady birddddddd" ( whats with darling and "birdies?" )

- a few days ago, "dear dear say i smell like a skunk!!!" > :(

- all the time.... "cry" and red eyes..... for a purple surfing board....

- the all of a sudden~ Darling lets go Ipoh tomorrow O.O

- The hand bag on my birthday, the best dinner and supper... most romantic.... the dress...

- The mouse on V'Day

- The ridiculous big fight on that day too...

- The big big pinkie mou

- the round round hippo mou...

- the way you always care about my family..

- the way you're always you, planning about "our" future...

- The way you are always talking to yourself saying that i will marry you...

- The way you never stop to put a smile on my face..

Thank you darling,

for all of the happenings in one year,

you truly have shown me what a real relationship should be.

Even now that i'm seeing you less, rest assured my heart is 100% only you in it..

because you did not even give a 0.0000000001% chance for it to occupy another space when you've given it such great memories to keep forever and always.

you're the most "wai dai" most lovely boyfriend i've ever seen or meet.

Lucky to have you!

& i will treasure you..

so so so damn much..

Will try to "lau gai" less lah harrr..?? :P

Finally posting my very long post after... ? typing it for a few days!

Good Night Ya'All~

A song for my sweeetheart so he will have a sweet sweet dream tonight :)