Monday, January 17, 2011 11:46 PM

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I know how much you loved reading my writings.. Especially on this very personal blog space of mine :)

but I've abandoned this place for quite sometime because of the very hectic life we are going through, sometimes even sleep time is used to sacrifice for all the worthless exams and assignments.

Taking this holiday as a chance I will write as much as I can :)

Beginning from the changes I've been through from 2010-2011 !

Sweetie,

When i started being close to you in campus last year

I've always admire your sweet & charming looks; Especially your great big heart that cares for everyone like a daddy =)

Our class most responsible nanny for all the gatherings and groupings.

Baby,

I admire your ability to lead

and i envy for the type of love you give out to someone that you loved.

You're always daring enough to make me feel protected when I'm with you.

I loved how you are always independent.

Without notice I've fallen in love with you.

I noticed the changes in you instead..

But i always bear in thought that you treated me that way because we are best friends.

I kept hiding/pushing/keeping away all the feelings I had for you.

I kept all the feelings boxed up.

But during our trip to genting..

You treated me really good... we've been playing around with each other too much, like a couple..

&

I think i filled up the box too much...

until it accidentally burst out..

When we came down from the hill, thats when we started missing one another.

Too shy to admit it, we both continued to keep this little secret.

We didn't text for a day..

That's when, a feeling of pain, and miss towards one another..

Feeling so happy that I was going to meet you during steamboat on Monday night..

It was the day when someone wasn't late.

Hehe

Holidays started..

my work started..

Knowing that I won't be seeing you..

Departure was painful after steamboat..

The feeling of jolt, and happiness when i received your message during office hours was undiscribable..

It was so happy.

Happier than seeing my own bf's message towards me.

After a few days you said you wanted to see me for lunch..

I felt that you're really hitting hard to the wall..

I tried to avoid..

but it was really not possible..

Because my feeling towards you was already overspilling the boxed up box.

You know the day you cried at Sunway, it really hurt my heart.

You told me you are willing to let go if i asked you to.

Hurts so bad to see you that painful..

and when i love you i couldn't hug you and return any love towards you.

Everytime you hold my hands ever since we got down the hill, i'll either give you a stoned hand or swing yr hands away.

Really didn't know how you stand all those torture baby.

Thats also what i admired about you..

Your determination towards getting the one you love.

That is 2010.

Our History.

Our Love.

Us.

The Kiss

The Hug

&

The Everything.

2011 (already 18 days now..)

We did our first exam for the year. Hope it went well :)

Handed in our first assignment of the year too!

We weren't late.(thank god)

Celebrated our 3rd Months!

10.01.2011 *a surprised love note*

You drew me a cute PINKIE hippo face :D

Gave me Love Medication Notes *overjoyed*

Bring me to the Zoo to see BIG PHAT real Hippo's!!! :D

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&

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MUSCULAR BULLS... *runs*

Darling, in these 3 months you've shown me what real love should be.

Talking things out

Solving things together

Caring about me

Occasionally giving me little surprises that makes my heart jump and twitch

Reading Mars&Venus together :D *understanding each other more*

Studying together

Sleep together

Love together

Eat together..

Laugh together

and do every other little & big things together.

Dear,

I really really love you.

I'm really happy that you are willing to have a savings account with me

it shows how committed you are

it shows how responsible you are

If i were to wish another thing from God; it would be having you to be my Husband for the rest of my life..

No matter what happens.

Hubby,

No one else will be like you..

willing to spend half and hour just to come down and pick me to work and go back all the way to where you came from...

fetch me from work.. pay parking..

and fetch me back home..

then go back to where you came from..

Baby,

the sacrifices you made.. is always clear in my heart

Sometimes when i get angry is just coz i wanna "deh" you..

:)

Sorry! :P

its lovely to see your gan cheong face you know?

*hughug*

I Love You Hubby Mou!

*5 dogs like planned okay?*

- Pug

- Doberman

- Labrador Retriever

- German Shephard

- Rottweiler

Wednesday, January 5, 2011 12:08 AM

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Poor fellow mates are busy preparing for their ACG exam while i'm still kind of shaking my legs :)

Since my exam comes SLIGHTLY later

Not that i am PREPARED for it *dead*

Anyways,

Happy New Year Peeps!!

I know its damn late.

But this year doesn't really seem NEW.. as my sem started months back

UGH!!

busy running errands for Mid-Sem

SO NOT FUN.

i can hear water tapping noises because while blogging i'm waiting for my half boiled eggs to be cooked!!

Its been quite awhile since i ate them.

Have been skipping alot of Breakfast lately due to a wrong sleeping pattern!!

New Year, New Start!!

I'd better get all my organizers working!

I NEED to achieve my first class :)

AHh.. i think the egg is almost done!!

I'll eat while waiting for my Mou Mou to shower :)

Shall be blogging again soon!

See Ya~