love
is unpredictable
Profile
My Name Is E.v.E
18 Candles Blown on 18th March 2009
Have been a college student since 5th January 2009
Currently studying in Taylor's Lakeside
Before this was studying in INTI SJ
Contact: evelyn_yap@live.com
LOVEs
My MOU MOU Family
Friends
Hersheyyss
Baskin Robbins c&c
Pretty DResSSSes
WANTs
Everything Worth Wanting~To be a millionaire at a young age
To be successful
a PSP
Loose many kg's!
CRAPPINGs
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Adeline.YAi Sha.S
Aisya.Y
Amal
Angie
Angeline.Y
Atheera
Ashwin
Briged Bestari
Cacing (mandrin)
Chan.K.M
Chandraysh(twin)
Charmaine
Chooi Fun. Y
Chui Man.C
Daisy
Damien.K
Daryl.C
Ee Von
~Ethan~
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Fu Sheng
Gary
Grace
Hannah
HsuYi
Ilham
Ivan.C
Janielle
Jerrard
Jill
X.Jong1
X.Jong2
Joyce (UNreopened)
Kenny
Kenny Sia
Laksh
Ms. Azrin
Nabila
Nadhirah.B
Nicole.S
Pei Min. C
Penny
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Pn Su
Priscilla
Purple Clove
Renee
Saleha
Sam
Sam Tan
Sara
Sheren
Sheryn.C
Shing Chye.L
Storm G
Thomas
Wayne.C
Wee Yan
Wei Han.L
Xr
Yen San.C
Zack
Zoe
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As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.
Karen Clodfelder-
Monday, November 1, 2010
10:10 PM
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I'll tell you what haunt me most.
The past.
My past.
My history.
I've been hurt by the very same thing for so many time;
It feels like i've gotten the resistance.
I hate staying home.
I like keeping my life busy.
I don't want to see anyone of them that hurts me everytime.
I avoid.
I run.
As much as i could.
I'm just so tired from all of this.
I wish i could just get away as fast as possible...
4years back, i almost did the extreme.
I was seconds away.
But something lit me.
I've gone through for so many years, was it worth it to stop now?
They say i won't manage to make it this far.
Yet i made it.
Standing right here on my own.
I made it with my own effort.
I struggled with everything.
I did it.
I cried almost everynight, in loneliness.
Because no one would understand.
The words heard was ever so painful
coming from a person who is supposedly to love you?
I've always have it missing from my life.
To learn that love could also meant the deepest cut through your heart.
I was only 11 when you did those hurtful things to me.
I still remembered how i carved on the wall stating hate words.
Those words lasted.
& It will last a lifetime.
Things didn't settle when i was 15
It never did.
My soul have left me the day I stepped out of the house.
It never returned.
I was ever hoping for today during the younger days.
I thought things would be better.
I thought i'd get more love if i perform the best.
I guess I was quite wrong huh?
The reason why i have so many friends was because, i couldn't find any love here
So it diverted to friends instead.
People don't see it in me because i kept it well.
So well...
So damn well, that sometimes i wish it could be kept away from myself.
Most of the time I wished i could just sleep for the longest time and never wake up again.
Leaving everything behind me. Because at that point nothing matters anymore...