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Tuesday, October 12, 2010 1:00 AM

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♥ JOE's Heart ♥

Love is unpredictable

I never knew i would fall in love with this lady

and she's my beloved Bi Bi - Eve

God gave us chances to meet together

Once, pmr seminar.. twice, inti college.. Now..

Honestly, you catch my attention when i first saw you in our class

it wasn't love i can say, but the feeling was.. indescribable..

Somehow, I felt that you're someone important in my life

We started as good friend

you were always sitting on my left

play poke pinch tease laugh joke shout scream

my time was filled with your accompany

As we getting closer and closer

you told me about your past and some stories

and I started to read your blog

I see the inner part of you

You helped me through the hardest moment

I doubted it, but it works.. it really happened..

you cured my sadness and sorrow which burdens me

I were so touched

I thought you would be my best friend for the rest of my life

which i never had one

But the feelings grew so fast

I would felt a pinch in my heart when you were with the another guy

I wondered why.. I've found the reason

The reason is..

I've fall for you

I'm confused, and I'm worried

I worried my existence would ruin your relationship

It would be selfish and I would lose you as best friend

I just.. don't wish to lose you..

I admit for being jealous on how u treated him

you gave the care to him which I've been always looking for

the kisses in pictures

the hugs in front of my eyes

the care you told me

the love you showed him

thanks to Uncle Lim

Genting was where the love sparks

it was the most wonderful moment i had

I've fell for you deeply

a few days after the trip is where the emotion takes part

we cried.. we suffered through pain

yet, we still holding on.. reluctant to let go of our feelings

Eve, what pushes me further is when you refuse to let go of me..

From that point of time, i know that..

you love me.

Deep in my heart.. it says..

Joe, believe yourself.. If you really love her,

prove yourself.. prove that you love her more than anyone..

you've regretted once..

do you wanna do the same mistake again? regretted and doomed for another 3 years?

now you've given a second chance..

take it.. or leave it and you'll suffered for it

I listened to my heart..

I fought for my love

my sincerity, my determination, my tears, my time

worth nothing more than you

you're already my everything

If its not you.. I wouldn't have gone so far

Eve, I love you..

thanks you everything ♥

Eve.. I think you are right, why would I still think of yesterday when i know tomorrow will be a better day. I'm really happy when you allowed me to access to your blog. Since the blog has been the place where you write your feelings, I think you want me to write out my feelings too :D

10/10/10 was the date I've chosen a few weeks back when you first reject my request. Yea, you made the right choice, and i were not ready yet.. its some kind of Desperate force and Dumb force that pushed me D:

Hmm.. our first kiss was.. by force? you told me that D: Well, 2 person won't be kissing unless both are into it..haha Bi bi is a good kisser thou, and kissing is kinda addictive! LOL *blush*

Our first kitchen moment~ my favorite spaghetti! :D Bi Bi and I went to the nearest hypermarket, bought spaghetti, mushroom soup and KEROPOK!!~ It was the most delicious ever spaghetti i tasted before! because its the first time Bi Bi and I cook together ♥ FYI: we ate half packet of the spaghetti.. scary eh? D:

Our first ring~ the First ring were bought on the first date. We actually picked the same design, such a coincident!! Hmm.. the rings are quite playful, both of our rings went missing a few times and one time it really makes me damn worried until Bi Bi got to calm me down while driving back home to look for it. Thanks god, I found d ring in d end.. playful rings just like Bi Bi and ME! >.<

Our first couple phone~ We were actually looking for some cheaper phone as it works as our secondary phone. Well, we bought a "okay" price range Sony Ericson's mobile phone. I took Blue and Bi Bi took the pink one. The phones are so cute when we place them together! Just like when we're together :P

Our first movie~ I still feel guilty for bringing Bi Bi to watch this movie. Its a 18PL romance and comedy show.. Basically 18PL includes sexual explicit content.. erhem I laughed all the way since the beginning until d end of the movie.. or even after the movie, we still laughing at each other ><>

My first pressie to Bi Bi~ It is a bookmark with cartoon drawn on it. The cartoon tells the stories about us during the day and night ^^ I made a bookmark for Bi Bi because I knew she loves reading and when she does it, the bookmark will always with her just like I'll always be with her =]

Bi Bi first pressie to me~ Birthday present! Bi Bi got me a small tissue paper D: was surprised and shocked when i look at it, because I need tissue paper badly because i sweat easily..haha Actually the present was scientific calculator, with cute stickers pasted with it.. cute! I brings me luck and i passed my re-exam TQ Bibi >.<

Our first pair of glasses~ We went to time square and bought our glass at Optical88. Bi Bi pulled me to make a pair of glasses because she worried It'll be dangerous if i drive home with a low power glasses. The most interesting part about buying spectacles is Bi Bi helped me to put on contact lenses. It took her about one hour just to place 2 ultra thin plastic lens onto my eyes. We almost break the sink as we're ovrer aggressive @.@ It was my first time to wear contacts..a\haha

Baskin Robbins~ I'll stick to what I've promised! Wednesday is BR day! :D

Bi Bi.. I had a lot of fun for the past few weeks and months.

You gave me what I've always wanted to.

You're like a genie who grant my wish

A clown who cheers me up

A teddy that i can hug tenderly

A pillow that i can lean against when i'm tired

A nurse who take care of me when i'm sick

A person who i can talk heart to heart

A person who i can entrust to

A person who really touched my heart

A person who can read my mind

A person who motives me when i;m down

A person who shares my happiness

A person who shares my burdens

A person who understand my needs

A person who misses me when i'm not around

A person who gives me a warmest hug and sweetest kiss

A person who doesn't shy to tell me everything

A person who shares thoughts and dreams with me

A person who believes in me and gave me time

and Lastly a person who really really loves me :)

Bi Bi, I really really love you, I've started to blog again.. its not by force but its by love. You didn't change me to blog, but love changes me.. I didn't find love, love found me.. No other word can better describe the 3 magic word which i always tell and whispering across your ears.. Bi Bi, I LOVE YOU ♥

nitezz & sweet dreams,

~Mou Mou Joe~