Sunday, October 10, 2010 5:47 PM

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You asked again,

"Eve.. can you be my girlfriend"

I smiled..., kissed you..

and asked you, did you have my answer now?

The video was really touching and sweet... Thanks for doing all this for me...

Because i never thought that anyone would do it for me especially until 4am in the morning.. all the more when you're sick...

Many people think that its your method of courtship... and whatsoever... but what i see in you was the determination. You knew that 30 rounds was almost impossible... After the 6th round I see that you still pushed yourself... and after every round you run.. you'll look at me and still give me the smiling face no matter how hard it was...

I saw your determination.. and i know not many other out there would do the same...

I know how hard you've fought over your true feelings..... before everything happened...

You've tried really really hard.

I know...

You hated yourself for making me cry, You tried forcing me to say "give up on me"

But i couldn't manage to even bring that word out from my mouth... because somehow deep down in my heart i know you are so important to me....

You might not agree with everything i do... but in the end you would try your best to compromise with every decision i make...

When you make me angry, you know the reason why I was....

What is the most important was, I saw from your eyes that... I am more important than money; or any other thing you have....

Because no matter how you couldn't afford, you wouldn't miss a chance to come down to see me..

& you would still... no matter what i tell you..

You took into heart what i told you...

The ring was what i wanted most =)

Because to me, a ring signifies a lot of things..

It signifies the bond and relationship the two person have... and by wearing it all the time makes you feel one another...

On the first date, when you bought me the ring.. I already believed that you're the one...

When you lost the ring, i could see your gan cheong face...

If losing the ring was already such an impact to you; then what about losing me huh?

*silly boy*

:)

I love the way you hold me when i was so afraid of the cockroach... I felt protected...

Thats why i say you are very "man"

Since young, reallly really young... I've seen my parents eat beef noodles at hor cheng yuen...

and i told myself... one day when i get a bf i would want to bring him there...

and we'd go there for date's until we got married... and till we bring our children there... and maybe grandchildren..

Never had the chance in the past....

But yesterday was just like dream come true...

Thanks Mou Mou.. for everything.

I believe everything comes by faith...

who would have thought you would find my beef noodles store with me? when i haven't been there in like 10 years?

who would have thought, i'd be locked out of home yesterday?

who would have thought, we could actually be.... in-love?

If i told anyone... "hey we're in-love" like 9 months back... everyone would just laugh :)

Now, its official.. and reality.

Months back, i made a promise to somebody..

I said i wouldn't couple in another 2 years time not until i graduate

Because then, i lost trust in all d guys...

I thought every guy was like you..

Although i know you were being selfish..

I still agreed, because i was still giving you chances..

But in the end, i think Joe deserves those chances way more than you did because he is everything you're not..

Saying things like that shows how big of a sore loser you are...

And i'm proud to say that every decision I made was correct.. & i'm so proud of myself..

Joe Kan,

I Love You, so damn much.

Thanks for everything~