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Monday, May 24, 2010 5:30 PM

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I didn't blog this few days because of
a) this
b) that
c) this & that
d) that and this.

Okay to summarize all those this & thats.. i've been busy and sick literally... i just regained my energy to crawl up from bed and be a little more energetic! :)
Even when i'm half dying i still have to CRAWL to UNI. FML.

Can you believe it that MAY is coming to an end?! WTF. half of 2010 is gone?! After SPM, my life is moving on a bullet train speed... everything seem so fast and ACCELERATED! i feel damn scared now.

a) i have an accelerated course after SPM ( Foundation )
b) now i have an accelerated DEGREE course (ending my year one SOON)
c) i even have an acccelerated WORK.

Therefore the last and longest break i had was - 2weeks PLUS after my foundation in transmission to degree. Latest holiday was my mid term break 1 week. Great! My life is hard as a blardy stone. -_- (lifeless) if you are looking for a word to call it!

Crap, i'm 20 year old next year. No longer a teenager & i am SO NOT ready.
Somewhat i feel my physcological body is growing faster den my mentality could coupe!
At this top rate of life speed, i think i'll be working in no time. FML.
I need to go for a holiday!! SOBSOB.

Urgh, i am so not going to care what mum says about "no you're not going to redang blablabla"
i'm gonna say " SHH, i just need an escape just 1-2days OFF my hectic life"
Else i'll probably die and end up not seeing my own country fully even. How pathetic is that?!
Sat - ur - day is not a BREAK/HOLIDAY for me -__- walking malls is not an escape off city life izit?! if for you it is a yes den you're a weirdo ~

OMG. i long for this scenary. T__________T

And i wanna go to HONG KONG AGAIN... kowloon hotel. *comfyyyyyy*

The need to travel with my beloved Baby E is there because i am overloaded with work and i just need a break from everything. =( I'm sure both of us needs a break.
Him with his final exams
Me with my assignments, researchs, exams. HAIHS. Life.

Still, i'm always grateful to God, because he sent me an angel (Baby E) to look after and take care of me and be with me whenever i needed him. Going through my ups and downs in life with him was pure blessings. I love you Lord. & in the meantime, i also love you Baby E. Study hard. 3 more to go! i'll do the count down for you ^^

3days in trade of 3 months baby! i know you can do it!!! JIAYOUs

Hmm, today i don't hope to catch you reading this "tau-lan-ing" ; maybe tmr you can! because you are lacking of time!! hugs*

Save money mode : Active. HOLIDAY HERE I COME. for now; WORK HARDER!!!

I'll look forward to this and i hope you'll look forward to it too :) hugs. BTW, where is yr nike band wrist? dah lama nvr see you wear it O.O"

Okay Signing off~