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Friday, May 28, 2010 12:27 AM

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Happy Wesak Day everyone.
Since the clock has already striked twelve =)
♥

The past is really haunting me.
Read things i never wished to read.
Itchy hands wouldn't stop.
Maybe its a good thing yea?

I grew up, i had a proper life, i tried hard to erase everything I never wished to remember. I gave myself a few years. I pushed the restart button. I never want to connect back!
I don't want to be back where i was before.
I don't want to change and fit myself to somewhere i don't belong.
I don't want to hear lies, fakes, and stupid rubbish anymore.
I just want to make use of my time to do something useful.
I made it.
I changed.
I became different.
I do consider myself successful.
I have friends.
I have the best bf on earth.
I have the best-est friends i could ever ask for.
Luck is always on my way. [for now]
I love everything I have, & I am contented with what I have.
I don't wish to have it all reversed.
Why do people like stalking me?

Is my blog so nice to read huh?
Or does it make you feel happy to see that i'm suffering???
Karma goes around. Serious.
If i meet you on the street i wouldn't recognize you.
Even if i do... i won't know where to start.
I knew you. Past Tense.
Now i don't. FULLSTOP.

Okay crapping all this shit shows how stressed up i am. Assignment is killing me inch by inch. Exams is drawing nearer. My brain should not be thinking of the past, it is best left where it is.
Really. Why? WHY am i thinking of things i'm not supposed to? I've learnt that in life you will meet people with all kinds of weird personalities. I've met the worst of all ( at least i thought i have ) Those experiences really haunt me a lifetime. But in the end, i learnt how to deal with people like this.... good or bad? I'll leave it for you to decide!

Back to happy storiessss... here are the week's happenings

I hit my car side when i was turning; caused me this. Painful shit. I know the plaster very cute sani said it looked like a tatooo... O_O

My week's new favourtism. :) time to go get it from fridge YIPEE. *gives a 3 yr old face*

Bak kut teh with the gang. JJ, Uncle Joe & Zhi. This is to show how big eater uncle Zhi is. Half bowl of my rice not enuf, tambah lagi satu. D:

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The one thing that baby left for me to keep me sane for his last week of exam...
I ♥ You Bi.

And ALOT more happenings which
a) i couldn't remember
b) lazy to think
c) shall go back to work ASAP with my ice cream
d) *hint* *hint* 31st is on Monday. *HINT*

darling daisy misses you. & i missed you even more. Sunday........ and 3 months all mine. Promise? ♥

Study hard, last paper! i believe in you.

Signing Off- Eve. Mood : Slightly emotional, slightly happy, slightly lovable, slightly PMS... GAH i don't know! ♥