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Monday, June 29, 2009 10:20 PM

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I don't have the mood-drive to blog lately,
all thanks to blogger's LINK! every time i click on NEW POST everything just goes EMPTY.
Urgh, must be my stupid horrid internet connection =.=
OR maybe virus on my lappy??!?!!

SIGH, i so need to give my acer baby a clean-up. Scanning the PC now takes sooooo long compared to the usual 30min T_T
Pictures is the cause of it.

I finally handed in my Software Apps(joyce's business computing) assignment. WHICH COST ME A BOMB. Rm 16!!! nearly took my life away when i heard the price *heart beat just stopped*..........................

I'm feeling so emotional lately, practically due to all the undone work -.-
Sometimes i just feel like i don't fit in with the group of friends i have.
At a certain time i just feel that they are so laid back with that carefree attitude they have.
Sigh, i just feel so different from them. Maybe i have an aim, a goal to achieve.. or maybe i'm just not as rich as them?
But most of the time i think i'm a paranoia, worrying about every little things. I always aim for the best and put great pressure on myself, but isn't that what Life is all about? achieving the impossibles to make our lives better?
Maybe its just the way i was brought up.......

Oh i don't know.
I guess part of me is just so sick of them doing things last minute.
I hate group works....
Another part i hate about them is - G.I.R.L.s
their desperation to girls are just sickening...
Are all boys like that? you know sometimes mixing with them too much, makes me doubt my own bf ; that is how bad they are.

Many of you might say.
"aiyor... find a diff group la"
Not easy. First of.... i don't speak mandarin. I can't mix with the majority of the girls.
The other group ; i just know i won't fit in. Trust me.

I miss highschool. I miss my girlfriends.
If you envy me hanging out with all the boys. Don't.
Ain't as fun as you think it is.
Though there are many fun moments with them... but sometimes when everything comes together, it is just plain depressing.

Darling 76th day soon.
& once again, i love you!
-sorry darling if i havent been in much of a good mood lately.... & might have stressed you up abit.i'm so sorry... i just feel that i'm slacking too much in work wise....

Thanks for giving me 75days and 23hours of happiness baby...

Signing off.