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Wednesday, March 5, 2008 2:48 AM

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Its near 3am now, and i am wide awake... ugh~ exam is really driving me towards being crazy..
Just yesterday, i nearl cried during chem paper out of stress. It took me so freaking hard to memorize stupid chapter on salt and i it just can't come out during test. I remembered the brown ring but i forgot wht causes it tell me whts the use?

Today is going to be bio, i am so sick of it already, i have actually revised it but i have no confidence to score... *sigh* add math is going to suck, i'll probably fail again i havent revise much of it yet... moral is dead paper i have only managed to memorized until kerajinan and i am proud of tht achievement! Honestly till now i still wonder why walk down the path to be a pure science student, it really is killing me.

Teachers have already sets high hills of homeworks even when its during test! this is going too much.. i am worrying about hmw's because it is so undone. More to come, my kerja amal is only half finished, i havent even printed out my pictures what more about writing it?

All i wished for is SPM to come as fast as possible and i don't care if i am ready or not, i just want to get it done and over with.... i am close to my breaking down point. I already broke down last year at school once, i seriously don't feel like breaking down another time...

My math paper was a crappy, i left a 5m question because i don't have the freaking time.. even if i have i don't think i can manage to do tht question. I suck at tht chapter.. i mean it is math! how can i possibly leave a 5m question? Chem was disasterous! i don't know wht the heck i was doing, seriously the paper wasn't hard i've read it all but it just won't pop the answer out... i so hate it! Bm was another piece of crap, the paper LOOKS so easy but when u do it, you know tht the hope is gone.. English was so far the best papr, but hey! guess wht i gave the name wrongly making 2 questions down the drain! yay! History paper was nonsense! i remembered only "some" part of the answer abt the book tht adjeng kartini wrote... so eff-ed up!

I seriously won't care less anymore.. i'm going to screw my very last march test! i DON'T CARE ANYMORE...........................................................