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As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.
Karen Clodfelder-

Guess wht! today the solar taxi finally came to our school! its so freaking cool! although the car is very worn out, but hell, its good k! he told us how was the structure's and all, amazing man!! so sad i forgot to bring my camera !!!!! ARGHHHH!!! but i sat in it, so yar absolutely cool, but i would say it isn't the solar car i really expected it to be although i already checked out the website earlier. & i guess it is only slight difference from a hybrid~

Still awesome! :D TVIQ astro came to our school too, & not forgetting 3 miserable Sri Permata-ians! hahaha

Argh, my cold is driving me insane!! i kept sneezing non-stop, yesh i just ssneezed! on my bowl of rice mind you ( don't look at me in the disgusting way i can't stop sneezes k!)

Just so, that u all wanna knoe more abt the solar car/ taxi click here

I didn't have a peaceful sleep yesterday AGAIN! oh sick i love u very very much. nothing much today lar, except for hmw hmw hmw. I only knew i was a piece of cloud during add math aka blur. stupid linear programming lar, dam confusing dah lar i missed so many classe so x'tra cloud~ *sigh* EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~

Bye Ya'll

March is ending, April is coming...

Sigh~ March has come to an end.. so fast!!!
8 more months till SPM around 8 & 1 half months till everything is over...
8 more months High School is considered a memory rather than a routine.
8 more freaking months & i won't see my beloved friends daily..... teachers... tuition teachers...
8 more months till i am old enough to drive
8 more months till i have to find my route for the future..

I'm seriously scared, scared to face the world outside because things won't be as same as it used to be in those schooling years~

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I don't want to leave you,
I wanted to tell you how much i missed you,
I wanted to tell you i love you,
I just wanted you.

I never knew love could grow this way,
But it did, it somehow did.
I don't know if you'd realize.
I'm just so confused now.

I don't know if you felt the same way,
Thus i dare not let out my feelings.
Maybe this time you won't be telling me the answers anymore,
No matter what happens i really want us to remain like this.

I'M EMO, very very very EMO.. i have no idea what my mind is thinking of lately. Something reassured me about everything, but somehow it deepens the whole thing... and i have never thought of it as being possible. *sigh* i just realized how much i depended on you.. how much i can't live without you, how much i can't even sleep without thinking about you.. how much value you really have in my heart... but.. *SIGH* EMOO LAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am sick sick sick! (not heart sick lar) real sick. Flu & cold + cough + abit soar throat how does that sound? I wonder how many thousand more letters i have to write to send in to my class teacher for being absent!

EMO + SICK = NO CURE.

My mind is full with crap seriously, how many months more until Sri Aman days are over? i somehow can't wait, but when i think about leaving my friends i will just breakdown right there. I know it i will cry like an idiot during the last day of school, especially i'm really going to miss all those teachers that loved me so much in school nor tuition. I really really can't see the future being apart from them. Its like being so closed after all this year, and you know you will never ever see them as much anymore & maybe even when u meet at the streets you won't even know each other anymore... EMO!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm still so confused, i havent plan any shits for my future when i see others is already working towards it, have everything planned even searched for a college! and i havent done ONE thing yet! & i'm emo about something else tht caught along in the way.. tht stupid irritating feeling!! UGH! i'm really no other different than her am i?

EMO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, lets see i havent been blogging for quite awhile...






DAMN, i'm emo~

Instructions: Remove one question from those below, add in one of your own (personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 8 people in your list at the end of this post. Notify them.

1. At what age do you wish to be married?
You know what? i don't know yet! havent really thought of it, but i guess it'll be 25 & abv well, i still want to enjoy in not making such an important commitment yet =P
2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
Blog buddies? well, not so, but blog readers hell yeah! 1st of all it'll be ling shin! well, she can cook & joke! who else will you bring? secondly it'll be Yi Hao i guess, he'll be smart enough to have those survival skills and more importantly he is a guy! can protect me haha! Lastly, it'll be Joyce i guess, she can be our maid! hahaha just kidding =P
3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Erm.. around the world? kekekeke~
4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Straight A1 for SPM! woohoo~
5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
No, if i'm in the city, yes if i am at some deserted island O.O" ( coz you will feed on grass whts the need of money dere?)
6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
Well, i'm afraid to lose out! haha okay basically i'm not sure how to put an answer to this question xP
7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Donate to the needies, do soemthing for my family, keep in bank and try to make the million grow and help others more. =D
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Depends on the situation... but i'd say no, because i don't want to blow the friendship.
9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Sara, funny, good at drawing, will make a very gud writer, friendly and alot more! okay i've named more den 3 =P
10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Well, mature ( i don;t mean real serious kind, but the ones tht can click wif me ), can support my very spendrift nature? haha!!, he doesn't really need to be gud looking just alright will do, have a kind heart, & loves me many many many!
11. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Backstabbers~
12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
Yess, i would want to in certain things~ but i will not make a difference in all those friends that i have met because they are the greatest!
13. If you could have a superpower, what would it be and why?
I would want to read minds~ i don't know.. just wanna know how others feel about me =D
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family & Friends!
15. If you could be a real character on a TV show for just one episode, which show would it be?
welllllll......................., i have no idea! never thought of it!
16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Laziness aka the procrastination in me.
17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
not all, but right till now i guess there are only a few ppl who knows me most. Hao, Daryl and Shin
18. What's your weakest point?
emotional at times.
19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
who i am today! :D
20. Who do you love most?
Nobody in particular. Maybe him. -mix feelings-

I tag: Wei Han, Wayne, Joycelyn, Daryl, Jillian, Laksh, Chan

I'm back from HK!!! Yea i knoe you all can't wait for me to blog aout evrything! so here it is...

LOLS! altough my eyes is closed but i look so "lam" LOL!!

After that, we walked to the symphony of lights!

While walking dere~~ we saw kam,muk,sui,fua,tou :D this picture is horrid, soemthing must be wrong with the settings~

Alright, so when we reached the symphony of lights we are early then some china tourist came lte they STOOD right infront of us , until we cant see properly WTH? even when soemone asked them to move they still stayed dere~ no manners sia~

Hao~ here it is the one u wanted to see~ nice ya?This is the symphony of lights on the wall~~ dam chun~ can change der~an indeed very beautiful concrete jungle~! i would say it is like shanghai~

Its just beautiful~~~

After that, we went to UCC to celebrate my birthday~ western f00D~ th food taste gud leh! LOL i ate beef omelette~

Later it was dessert at sweet dynasty! =D

330th Post!

My last post before i leave to HongKong! I'm officially 17 now. Yes OLD~! =D
Thank You everyone for all the wishes! Love you guys many many many! so late still sms & call me!

To my dear Ling Shin! Do well in ur acara padang! you can do it just think of me! and you lembing will fly! hahaaha

To JJ, & Wei Han hope u guys wni your basketball match! put all you have in it okay? i'm sure you will get to sem finals!

To those tht have hurts all over the place AKA wayne, care for your wound k! dun make it get infection!

To those that are having exams Good Luck!

To the rest take care!!! =D

BUBYE! I'm Leaving to Hong Kong Tmr MorninG!~~~ Till next week!
-Eve-

Okay! so few more hours later it'll be my sweet 17 ( i wish it will be sweet lar =P). & its few more hours till my flight to Hong Kong! Guess wht i haven't even really packed my luggage yet xP

LOLS! she came in to teachers house and tell me. NAH! my 1st impression was, "whts this lady doing?!?! bringing wine to teacher's hse and give me?" HAHA! it turned out to be sparkling juice x)

So cool ryte? haha. No matter wht you give me its the thought that counts! ^^ thank Q you! haha xP (BTW, ling i bought it back home ! haha lucky ryte? or not you'll need to carry it home again hahahahaa!! jk-)

Alright i'll start this little game about describing all my besties and you all guess who you are k! ^^ it will be really obvious!

1) This girl.. i've known her since form 1 dy! the time when everyone left me, she's still sticking around me! touching i tell you! we used to do all sorts of nonsense during form1! we started school sitting together during exam, and now we're gonna end the school sitting together in exam again! =P totally awesome! without her my world will definetly end! she has helped me through so many obstacles! Its really great to have a friend like you darling! & Thank Q you once again! hehe! i will remember to msg you before i leave my hse aight! loads of luvsss! Enjoy yourslf when i'm not around k! I will miss hugging you & whacking ur butt, not forgetting to mention giving you very very very sarcastic laughters! =P "You better remember wht t'cher said earlier!" hahahahaahahahaha!! (identify yourself!)

2) This particular guy is always stuck with the troublesome me. A lil piggy that loves to sleep! with mata sepet(JK!) =P but Whenever i feel like the world is falling on me he is always there for me. He teaches me add math & chem! everything needs him in the future! plastics,detergent, etc etc! Potential leader too! A prone worrier. Oh! he likes bangging the wall & MILO xP. We have so many in common! I've known him for quite a long time dy, around 3yrs dy!! He's even happier on my birthday rather than his own! honestly! & he is attempting an act to wish me happy birthday for a hundred times i think! haha (you-know-who-u-are) ^^

3) Okay this guy! very annoying one! always trying to steal my doggieeeee!! haha =P & when he very free he'll start disturbing me non-stop! although i know him not for a very long time but i can see that deep down he is a nice fellar! although annoying at times, but when times you need him, he will always be there. His loyalty to love is seriously unbeatable.. ! I am sure one day your "love" will realize this good in you. It ain't about looks all the time.. because the heart is what meant the most! =D Study hard k! don't go getting every alphabet you can find its not nice! =P (It is so obvious who you are! ) p/s : i'm not buying u ALI! but i dun mind if u buy me kekekee!! i like the wallet.... fyi, i lost mine few weeks ago *hint *hint i want birthday present! xP

4) Oh, this guy, i guess he has totally forgotten about me dy! SOBS i don't think he'll even know i'm going to HK! reason being, coz he is crazying with his new found friend "Cabal" ! Anyways! keep chionging!! reach the maximum level and during my hols i will rob your character from you! =P & pls don't train yourself till you sprain here and dere! take care of yourself lar! haiyoooo.. and if anything happened remember to apply medicine!!(NOT EXPIRED ONES) Miss me too! ( You know yourself! )

5) AHA! this idiot... always calls me piggy jie! wht nonsense! LOLS! we always hve late nite webcam conversations! always spinnning around the chair & laugh like a bunch of maniacs! I will remember that swim suit throughout my life! hahahaaha... Take care of yourself k! loads of luv fm your jie- (if u dunno yourself you can jump fm building now)

6) This lady, i've known her since primary! LOLS we had HUGE HUGE arguments when we were young ! but guess wht we are still back to point A. That is we are still friends now! haha~ although in the outside she seem to like to bitch about others but in the inside she is really nice~ So yar! i'm sure you know this is you! haha =P ~enjoy school! stop stressing about with every little problem~ & gud luck in debate! plus~! hit tht arsehole in yr add math tuition! I support you! hehe

7) This girl! she is my deskmate this year! Yes lady i will misssssssssssss you!!!!!!! hahaha, and i'll give you souvenior when u come with my present in excahnge hahahaa!! jkjk! I feel safe whenever i'm with her! especially she's really responsible when it comes to taking my HMW's down for me! xP Loads of luv ~ Eve~ miss me to! ^^

8) AHA! another lady is this girl... I NEVER SEE HER FOR AGES! "it is as long as the desk covered in hundred inches of dust!!" haha! anyways i am still missing her every bits of tiny seconds! We still remain as best friends eventhough far apart and we havent met in soooo many yrs! =P Take Care of yourself & thank you for your early wish! -Luv u many-

9)This boy ah, i know him from so many human beings der! our 1st meet was at Hari K last year LOLS. Although i;ve heard many many many bad things ppl say about him but... as i know him deeper he is a very nice guy... you can say he is sweet at times haha! Hey, you know who i mean ryte? Remember to join the maple gang during the hols! We all missed those days ! =P

10) hmm, this one sits behind me ! & we share the same class for 3 yrs dy! LOLS we had little arguments when we were young but it didn't stop our friendship to grow! She in particular loves to draw!& her drawing is ah-ma-zingly NICE! Enjoy school tmr! -

To who-ever i forgot to write about truly sorry le...! & pls tell me k! i will write about it when i come back! I think this post is long enuf to keep you all occupied when i'm not around! Oh just incase that you are that REALLLY BLURRR kind so here are the answers who i'm describing earlier! =D

credits,

1)Teh Ling Shin

2) Chow Yi Hao

3) Lo Wei Han (sry!!! =P)

4)Daryl Chong Yi Rong

5)Joseph Low Qi Xian

6) Jillian Ng Ming Zhu (OKAY i checked nothing wrong with yr name! =P)

7) Lakshmishree Menon (if i spell wrongly truly sorry! correct me k!)

8)Joycelyn Lee Shu En

9) Wayne

10) Sara

Today went to church in da morning. Then we had royal rangers after that. Did some meaning-less debate. LOL! why?coz ended up the thing is still very unsolved! =P

Oh look! i finally bought my T-shirt! guess wht my mum thought this was RM 90! LOLS *laughing hysterically*

Nice view huh?

& we saw monkeys along the way! (sry for the blurness was waking while i was snapping!)

I didn't manage to take the doggy hiking picture coz the owners look quite unfriendly. =P

ARGH! i still have tuition stuffs to blog about! but lets save that for another day k? coz i am so lazy to arrange and upload the pictures !!

You guess wht! i am so freaking stressed up!

Just look at the amount of things i need to hand in on monday because i am taking a little of 3 days OFF from school!

~♀ ☠ ♠~♥~'pOp' SicLe? ™~♀ ☠ ♠~♥~ᇅ - I want you to be the shadow of my life... says:
siao man i have chem peka,& worksheet to hand in, EST worksheet,TKD grading form,PJK notes, English Lit worksheet and book, Absent letter, Physics labreport & exercise, moral workbook ALL need to hand in before i leave! my moral, EST and chem worksheet havent finish!!

SEE! CRAZY i tell you!

Okay i won't be posting for this whole week (tmr maybe got one last post =P) i guess, will be taking a trip to Hong Kong, so you won't see me online or in school for a week! So take care of yourselves kay! especially those *cough* *cough* tht always let me scold one ler!! hehe

-loads of luv Eve-

& before i forget!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Yi Hao's Sister! ^^ (17/03/08)

58 words

Speed test

Okay i was considered slow lar... 58 words per minute compared to those "PRO" out dere *cough* *cough* you know who i mean lar !

My phoney is finally back!! yay! screams! argh i have so many pictures but i'm so lazy to load it ler. Aiyah basically nothing to talk about this few days, normal never go anywhere days haha! so lazy to blog too.

so till tmr!
-enjoy the last of hols!-

Oh & before i forget,

Happy 19th Birthday to Melvin Lai Zhimin.(14/03/08)
*Although it is printed on his age. (OLD) He still plays miss calls. =.="

SOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My phone is bedridden!!!!!!!!!!
The keypad button came out.
*criessssssssssssssssssssssssssssss*

Yes it happened yesterday while i was happily deleting my picture's on my phone suddenly POOF it came off............. SOB*

Anyway, you all still can contact me. But i might just ask, who izit coz my numbers is in that phone..

Gosh, its already 12th march today. I'm turning 17 in a few days time.. i don't even think i am ready to take up that age.. Being 17 means everything to me when i was young, but now being 17 is merely taking up every single responsibility that is around.

1st of being 17 you need to be ready to sit for the most horriedfying exam ever.. SPM (Sijil Penilaian Menengah.)
2nd of being 17 you're the eldest in school. Those lil kids look up to you.
3rd of being 17 you can nolonger enjoy being a lil kid, because you are overaged?
4th of being 17 is all those responsibility, meaning all work no play.
5th of being 17 means going to college soon.
6th of being 17 High school days are almost over.
7th of being 17 you are gonna be seperated with the same faces you've seen since Form 1
8th of being 17 ain't as sweet as i seems
9th of being 17 OLD. duh~
10th of being 17......... because of all the abv's being 17 just makes you sad?

well, i guess i shudn't be such a pessimist in facing this. From 16 to 17 well hope it won't be THAT bad, even with all those i will still be able to enjoy my very last year with my dear friends wont i? Oh well, i'm just being a paranoid arent i? haha, i think i should drop this topic.

Anyways for a very late Birthay greeting.. yes i forgot to post this anyway here it is.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to JAYA
wishing you a happy lovely 17th!
(11th March 2008)
*presenting your fav colour PINK =D

Signing Off~ till l'ter

ARGHHH!! i'm sooo freaking tired man! I spent a few hours to tidy up my study table~

The topmost is add math..

Oh, there you have my squeeeeeeking clean table =D (okay lar, exaggarated abit too much i would put it as less messy =P)

Oh incase you are wondering wht sticking onthe wall, its those important dates so that i wont forget anything inportant ^^ & yes my bottle is dented... TADA! all my books is in place~~!! (you really don't wanna know wht happened BEFORE this xP)Here you have, everything CLEANED. ^^

ARHHH!! sob, i finally finished both my manga's! SO SAD, they havent have the ending of the manga.. *SCREAMS* anyway the manga is absolutely amazing! Hmm, i'm not planning to start a new one because i'd get addicted real fast and i should avoid this addictive things!!! and yes school is about to start! how sad?

This is the one i'm recently reading, mxO. I'd rate it 4.5/5. It has around 90 chaptes till now.. more to come because this manga hasn't ended yet. Highly addictive i would say. =D

After few hours of room cleaning, i went to tuition. Today is English class, the teacher was superb! and boy did he missed me since i didn't go to his class for 2 weeks, he asked me why.. suprisingly every teacher that teaches me gives me some sorta special treatment. He accidentally scolded me and kept saying sorry... to other students he barely does it.. Anyways i had fun in class! ^^

Oh, i'm still very tired... the fatigue gets even worst when i think about "HOMEWORKS". This word is worst than seeing ghost. Honestly... touch wood, but i'd rather wanna see ghost than homework.... *sobs* anyone wanna offer a hand to help finish "my" hmw?

~thats all for today~

Saturday, we all stayed up late to check out the election results. Indeed it was quite shocking!