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As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.
Karen Clodfelder-

Yesterday was Datin's retirement. No tears were shed because she'll be back ^^. GooD - O 31 years.

Tommorow is a school day, and my last merentas desa... i can't believe my own eyes looking at myself run 5km for the last time. It'll be my last time dragging myself walk tht same route over the 5 years. Last week as i walked to CF block E past 4SB class and so many sweet memories of last year flow back... I really can't believe its going to be my very last year being in this school. My very last. No matter how much i say abt hating that stupid school, but its actually equivalent to how much i love it. How i just wish to go back to Form1 and start everything over again. Treasure the people beside me rather than fight with them...

I still remember how i used to get lost in my school at the very first week, how i get to meet new friends during orientation. How we used to make a fool out of ourselves by actually care about merit and demerit points. And now we've all grown out of it... thourghout this 5 years i've really grown alot. I used to be such a bitch last time... seriously i was. *sigh* i wonder wht will it be like next year this time round to not see all of my schoolmates faces everyday anymore. It will be such a pain. The laughing outside corridor, bad mouthing every teacher we dislike, gossips, hugs, tears everything was there all these 5 years... and this will be our very last... our very last 261 days...

"No Matter how far we live apart or how far we've been sperated, all of you will always be in my heart forever.. Highschool will be one of our best times together" - i promise -

Today 22nd,

Hishammudin ( Education ministry -if u derno whu is he) came to our school to launch the CIMB career talk thingy. There were so many hu-ha's. ~.~"
Lazy to blog about this part dam sienz~ i was sleeping at the hall.. i swear i was.

Then CF, so fun i got my angel and guess whu it is! GUESS.. come on u can guess who it is. WHOPS! i'm not suppose to tell it out =D

After CF was the worst nitemare ever. We didn't get to run the merentas desa route because our HSE HEAD pn wtf is her name dun let us. WHT NOT, she scolded the whole world. *TOOT* so they ran the feild i sat down XD i ran one round too k~ i have my new shoes on so BUG OFF. runnning at the feild is = to sprain ur leg and die on sat ^^
Yes my school field with a thousand of holes on it. And the half of the field is GRASSLESS making it only mud. Exactly that!

After that, i went tuition as usual stupid darsh will SKIP it. ~.~" yes the teacher is going to Australia. "sex woman" is going aussie. Such a bugger lar he. NOW ONI WANA TELL US. BUGGER! although i only know him for 2 mths but i will miss him. I'm like one of his fav students. T.T.. gosh he started crying in class. Honestly he cried few times he went out of the classroom to wipe his tears. I SO HATE HIM!!! he's going next tues. argh~ bugger. I'll buy him something. T.T"

weeeeeeekeeeeeeenddddsssssssss~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!

School is a living hell!
This week felt like one freaking month!
Those hmwsssssssssss are given non-stop to the poor us. Even when there isn't that particular subject on that day we still need to hand in those hmw's. Screw it man! i handed my EST hmw late so i don't care. Its only EST anyway. FYI, i hate pn C. So pushy hate her. Ask us to predict weather and write essay sumore. *TOOOT* wtf lar. I'm not a meterologist kay! i crapped the whole thing and just jammed it to her table, dun give a fcking dam anymore.

Yes~ i'll see how long i can last handing in all my hmw's on time. ~.~ i doubt it'll last me half a year. The hmw list just goes ON and ON! This week have been PEKA PEKA PEKA!! screw tht fckuing peka. 8 PEKA for chem only 3 is selected. CRAZY i tell you!

My class deco finaly looked GOOD. ~.~


TKD, 1st lesson was torture. LOLS@! the commands i still dun really get it. Coz the insturctor mumbles. At 1st he said lower block, but i heard SLOWER block. LOLS! yes he mumblesssssss.

St.John, crapz!! i derno wan take exam anot. T.T

CF, next week

Batminton, we sit dere and ROT.

Okay last Sunday i went to church, it was communion day. After church i went royal rangers with charl. We had present exchange and i got the most expensive present. The present is this badge lar which only have like 200 in the whole world. ^^ so yar kinda cool. After that, went futsal got lost LOLs reach dere play awhile and i fell down ~.~ scratched my knee. After that my dad fetch charl, collin, and renee back. Alot of happenings dere lar i lazy wan type ald. LOLS

okay shud blog till here. =P till then~

Weekends!!!!

Yes! the weekends have finally arrived! i can't believe it that i survived school for 1 whole week! Form 5 is honestly terrible. You have to trust me with that. Terrible, terriedfying, horried, stress, pressure, toone's of works! everything bad that you can name is in it!

Form 5 is like taking HUGEEEEE responsibilities on your own shoulders. 2008 makes me feel when the heck is it gonna end! BECAUSE i can't wait to take that freaking exam Named "SPM" and get it over with. Thank God people around me are taking A'lvls! xD Yes i go to them everyday and start whinning like some big annoying baby~ =P Because it is only them that know how stressful it feels.....

Yesterday was like my worst day in 2008! On tuesday teacher gave us alot of physics hmw so as usual i spent sometime to finish it dring that ONE DAY hols. And the next morning i can't find that effing book. I took one whole morning to look for it but no avail. So i went to school late. And guess wht! teacher's having meeting. Thank God. I took out a new book scratching my head trying to remember those workings because half the class wasn't done with it and mine was COMPLETE but lost. FCUK. So yes i managed to get that whole thing DONE and HANDED in. Corrected my graph after asking teacher. SO my PEKA was done to. What a big relief!

What not i found out that............ Pn Komathi was such a BAD teacher. Because she can't teach math at ALL! NOT AT ALL! half the class can't understand wht she says and that includes me. Yes, lucky me.. knowing how to use the calculator thanks to that "Ham Sap" teacher. I managed to answer her questions! Yes i bet she still hates me. This year i'm going to show her i am not only better than her in science but also better than her in MATH! I HAVE TO. I'm just really anti her. She came in and scolded us for putting 3 chairs to keep our bags in the middle like *tooooooooot*. We have so many extra chairs so wtf is wrong? A teacher who asks ppl to take her SHOES for her does not need any respect from me. *TOOOOT* "trying to act like a disp teacher? save it thanks!"

*sighS* i have toones of hmw once again... really hate this.~ why am i ALWAYS in a class that have TOOOOOONES of hmws. But i once again really need to Thank God that i almost have the best teachers in my class. How much i don't like the class name i think i love being in it now. One is because i have some of my old friends in it. Second is because the teachers are really motivated to teach us. Third is my only choice i have to love it no matter wht. Fourth, it is my last year is either i'd be happy or sad. I choose to be happy =). 5th~ is SPM year i need to study.

OH MY~~~~~ i finally have time to sit down and post!

So here goes,
Few announcements...

1st of is.....

SCHOOL IS BACK TO NORMAL!!!!!!!!!!!! not really normal still longer but shorter den now.. okay dun make sense ryte? Our school was suppose to end at 3.50pm and after many and many of complaints they changed it to 2pm!!! 1 hour diff!!!!! so happy!~

2nd of is......
I met danielCOW in tuition. Not a very happy thing! i wasn't looking forward to see him lar k~ my old readers wil definetly know who the hECK he is. YES! he was bad enuf to BRUSH himself on me smiled and not say a word!!!!!!!! WTF! ughhhh~~ worst of all, he was giggling with his friends which coincidentaly (NOT) kept starrringgggggggggggggggggggggggg at me. RaWr.

3rd of is.....
I JOINED TKD@!!! ^^
Yes, my darlie is really anti this martial art. xD but i have not much choice~ after i get my black maybe i will go learn akido(not very sure of the spelling O.O) with my friend~~~~ IFFFFFFFFFFF i do 3 gradings in a year! IF i can survive the torture. IF. it all comes with an IF. =P

4th of is.....
THURSDAY HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!! *SCREEEEEEAAAAAAAAAMSSSSSSSSS*
Okay you all will get YOUR holidays i will have MINE dating *tooot* hmw's & with *toot* assignments!

5th of is.....
I CAN FINAALLY SEE THE WHITE BOARD CLEEEEEEEAAAARRRRRLLLLLYYYYY!!!!!!!!!
i was so blind last year lar! seriously~! could barely see properly, how to study? =.= AND MY SISTER SAID 200 power doesn't affect much. YEAHHHH RYTEEEE. on a black board it doesn't on a blardy white one it does especially when teacher uses something called a RED MARKER with the light REFLECTION! humpft~

6th of is.....
I gained weight!!! SOBXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX@ DIET

7th of is....
I want a new pencil box!! maybe will go get it tmr ! YAY~@@@@!!!@@!!@@@

8th of is....
SYTEEEEEEEEEE i need study. Yes i am a geek now so shuddup! I HAVE to be ONE. I MUSSSSSSSSSTTTTTT acheive wht i aim for. T.T

9th of is....
I AM SOOOOOOOOOO sorry if i don't have time for any of you guys~! especially in maple and all, honestly i am real real busy... i go in like barely 10min now. SOrrY~! wayne especially sobs.

10th of is....
i want go sleep now, so worn out and tired~~!!

PS: can't wait to get my WHITE BELT (omg malu nya.........)

The start of torture.... Day 1.

I walked into school greeted by the OH-SO-MAROON prefect. Shoved her my hands and showed her the fugliest combination ever (white socks wif black shoes ). Crammed myself into the very pack situation then suddenly realized it was ONE session. =.=" after a few failed attempts to look for an empty slot to put my bag i just dumped it into the pile along with other bags.

Hugged Charl. Got shoo-ed by her into the hall.

Walked in. Looked up. FUHYOH. STAMPEEEED! Everyone was scattered around. I found Mad walked beside and sat. Not soon after, Jo yen Taapped my shoulder "why yr acc got banned" a very nice greeting i got from her reminding about tht ridiculous ban! Answered her then Diane tapped me, hugged her. Resume listening to stupid speeches for a few hours. Then got called to be some freaking slave. ~.~ SNEAKED myself back to class and realized i got AJK SPBT.

*screams non stop* tell teacher i don't want it. AND she changed it for me. I jus loved her. Oh btw my class teacher is Pn. Siti Zainab =D

During Add Math teacher practically forced me to be her AJK. No choice but to accept it. T.T
AJK add math it is. Grats to class 5SC~ we got the most amazing math teacher Pn Komathi. Ling shin nearly cried when she heard the news. Laughs like HELL.

To be continued....
Continued ^^

Not forgetting my dad laughed at my horrible BLACK shoes and WHITE socks. T.T

We finally got all of our text books except for the pearl they said tht the book haven't arrived YET. All my books were new except for History, who cares planning to get tht book on my own.
After that during recess i sneaked into the ko-op took the shortest route to get my tie! Went in looking for my darling (miss Lingshin) Gives her a GREAT big HUG~ den tell her.. shin i want tie ^^ HAHAHAHA!! while others................ queue up of course. xD

At 1pm you can see me looking at my watch consistently coz i wanna go home. =.="
We was supplied by Add Math HMW on the FIRST DAY! be reminded FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! and phy PEKA to do. I finished my add math in school coz tehre were so many free periods =.=" and finished half my phycis today lar.. dam good ryte. xP

Reached home eat & bath. Chatted with mister hao, wayne, and erm i forgot who.... den rushed to tuition right up till nite~ Wanted to drag dad to book shop he tells me that he's broke need to go home take money. After paying my tuition fees. ~.~ so i told him nvm we'll go another day. Reached hom GULPED dinner because i am starvinnnnggg~ All thanks to school my timings for food is all hay-wired! i don't even know when to be hungry an when not to. Did bit of physics, go in maple 10min, chatted 10min ++ den POOFF i fainted on my comfy bed right till next morning.... T.T

An indeed pathetic 1st Day of SCHOOL.

2008 Resolution xD

1) Score Straight A1's for SPM
2) Make up my mind to take which course after SPM
3) Lose weight (fyi, i am fat)
4) Organize my things properly
5) study hard
6) Finish up my hmw, assignment, presentation etc etc ON TIME.
7) Find my prince?

There goes 2007 and here come 2008~

Hereby, i wish all of you have a wonderful year.

I can't believe i'm calling myself a 17 yr old soon.It was just last year i laughed at daryl saying that he's an old folk~ and here i am myself. =X hmmm, i forgot to tease mister hao that he's gonna be 20 in another years time. xP

Well, i'm pretty sure everyone have a great start of the year. Unfortunately i don't have one. I end up crying on the 1st day of 2008.(FYI i was crying while i was chatting wif u guys T.T) Sad huh? Oh don't even ask why. Of course it has something to do with my sister.The eldest one this time =.=. She made a whole lot of fuss over my NEW SPIRAL NOTEBOOK which she SAID it was expensive. Something i buy to use for one whole freaking year. One RM7 note book which doesn't even hurt her. In addition my coloured reminders which cost me rm3. She owns a few too, i wonder why she's not saying it to herself. Gah~ i don't even want to rant about it. Such a stupid thing. The next time i'll probably ask her STFU and show her middle finger. She calls me rude when she herself throw my things. A pot calling a kettle black? save it! She went to complain it to my mum AND my mum of course believed everything she says. WOW~ amazing all arrows pointing at me. A spiral book to write my notes is so freaking wrong. FOC is also considered expensive huh? i totally love her common sense which comes up to a 0%? A notebook to use for one whole freaking year is expensive. I just wanted a larger pencil case to fit all my junks inside is also wrong. A pencil case cost about less than rm 20 & my calculator cost rm 50 ++. Sometimes i think she doesn't use her brains to count. The amount of times i drop that baby of mine (my calculator) because i can't fit it in my aready FULL pencilcase will result it to be unfunctional someday or rather. So she'd rather get me a new one than just fcking get me a pencilcase. YAY~ i'm so proud of the smart alec that turns out to be stupid after all.

She assumes that i don't know the value of money. Laugh Out Loud. Is a stupid hard cover book cheaper or my spiral notebook? She really doesn't use her brains. Oh and my parents believes everything she says *claps?*

You see, this is always the reason i became like how i was a few years back. When it happens just a little too much it will end up to be the same. Something to really THANK GOD about is that she's working in malacca. I hardly see her so why care.

Something to be happy about. Maple replied me ^^ hopefully i can convince them~

So far, my new year really suck. I have just finished my schedule. I let daryl take a look at it. HAHA~ boi was he shocked. I just won't care about any of those fcking family nonsense next year it'll just be me and my studies. If my sis wanna say anything about my bad results i'll just ask her to SHUT THE FUCK UP. I'll paste it right on her face. Slap me all she wants i don't fucking give a damn. Oh yes she is smart, i'm not stupid either so don't give me those idiotic comments that i already know. LOVES!

Hmmm, i found out sk plays maple... noob lai de lvl 20 archer. EQ sucks. ~.~ my lvl 14 sin ald can ks him till die. =D Wayne he so lame sia. ~.~ he lvl 20 and he say maple sian. PLS LAR!

Daryl your msn title is super sarcastic :
What is so happy about a new year? You're only 1 extra year closer to Death.
Be happy lar my goodness~ New year = new start =D

P/s : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST AUNT (SHERYN). The clock has striked 12 and you are a year older =X or shud i say a year younger. xP