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Monday, December 31, 2007 1:19 AM

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Okay~ i'm back blogging have been super lazy to blog because i wanted to chiong my maple char the priest to lvl 80. Then i got banned because i spam Holy Symbol skill by putting heavy things on my keyboard. So yeah. Abit speechless about that stupid ban. Anyways 2 more lvls till target so forget it. Stopping maple soon anyways. ^^ there goes my 50 million. Great luck tht i used my black sack the day before~ SHIOK~

Mister han offered me his Ranger woohoo~ =D
Hao claims that he won't maple anymore till 1mth later ^^ LoLs << his target 60 ~.~

Wayne if you are reading this yes i got ban. =.=" shitty ryte. Never hack also tio ban. Hack time nothing happpen. This is damn retarded.

This afternoon hao nearly burn himself LOLS his stove was problematic so when he on there was an explosion so it burnt his hands hair. =.= somthing i've seen before.
*note to kids : dun play wif stove's its dangerous.

So yerp~ FLASH BACK TIME

Christmas ::

On christmas EVE i went out wif my family usual, go centerpoint bernards there to celebrate ^^
The food sucks as usual. We tried to go as late as possible anyways we are still early so we had to wait few hours before count dwn. We all chatted, then got so bored everyone took out phones to play. Mum,sis and aunt with their own phone, i'm with mine making fun with mister hao ; wayne ; and lee. Dad with his cam. Dammmmmmmmmnnn bored i tell you. Nearly slpt dere. ~.~ (this emoticon learned from hao wakakaka). There was this live band there, so we got too bored till we requested a bunch of songs ( 5 oni ar ) asking the band to sing. They ignored the request. =.=""

Anyways, i kept sending out messages to buddiessss~~ i sent him also lar k~ i-am-not-a-bad-person. You all know who he is so dun ask. =.= Then i kept messaging hao and wayne during tht few hours coz i too bored. Hanney, god knows how he got my number sms-ed me too. Must be from JJ~ ==

During Count DOwn~ DAM FUN siaaaa~~ we all got party packs!!~~ den there was this thingy i derno wht u call it but its so cute. Some extendable stuff when u swing it. So i kept swinging it on my aunt since she sitting in front of me, den kept hitting on my sec sis head. WAKAKAK~~ so fun~~!!! xP anyways it was fun during the count down. Few minutes after that auntie kristy came. She miss it by FEW MINUTESS~~ she still made it there anyway~ so we talked awhile and they gossiped about some "ham chong" at the pub dere. ~.~ while i called ling shin wish her and hao~ LOLS~ his ear nearly explode i oni hear him say HEEEEELOOOO????? wakakaka~~ wished him doubt he can hear and off-ed the phone because it was darrrrrrrn noisy. YES i didn't call someone that I SHOULD HAVE. He didn't reply my msg nor call even so who gives a damn. Him testing on my patience = nvr getting victory. ^^

Around 1.30am we all went homie and fall dead on bed. LOLs~ poor mister hao is at home -.- coz he lazy move his arse out the hse.

THE END

TODaY ::

Today went 1U celebrate Uncle's birthday. My 25 yr old uncle LOLSS~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM~~~ He didn't make it to movies with us. A vs P 2. THE MOVIE IS DAMMMMMMMMM SHIOOOOOOOOKKK~~ seriously i was screaming at the cinema -.- eyh dam nice sia~~ syiooookkkk~~ quite unpredictable entrances. ^^ mwahaha~ a must to watch. After movies we went to met up with sam & his mum ( my grandaunt ) bring them to chilis and had dinner there. GAve him a suprise birthday by calling them to sing wakaka~ he was blur until he looked everywhere to see who they singing for. ~.~

After that we went window shopping. Only my eldest sis didn't. She went buy buy buy buy~ LOLs. After shopping we bid sam & grandaunt GdBye den left~

And of course reached home.

OUT OF TOPIC ::

4 days after christmas

Mel : hey, sry i didn't reply your message that day.
Mel : hehe

So much for it. i replied hi. he went offline which i doubt he was. Such a good pretender. * claps *
Mel you've done so well making me cry like an arse when i miss you. You've done so good and tried so hard to not call me. You've done perfect to avoid me. You've done the best thing to not even greet me on msn. You've popped the last hope i have on you. Hope you're happy over wht you have done. Thanks.

Case 2
See the stupidest conversation ever ;

(11:28 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
helo
(11:29 PM) ♠~♥~☠ ~ ChWiSMas:
hi
(11:30 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
^^]
(11:30 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
wheeeeeee
(11:30 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
celebrate today rite?
(11:32 PM) ♠~♥~☠ ~ ChWiSMas:
yeah
(11:32 PM) ♠~♥~☠ ~ ChWiSMas:
this morning lar
(11:32 PM) ♠~♥~☠ ~ ChWiSMas:
o.O
(11:32 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
lol
(11:32 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
how u celebrate?
(11:32 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
i mean how christian celebrate/
(11:32 PM) ♠~♥~☠ ~ ChWiSMas:
church
(11:33 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
i tak faham
(11:33 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
hehe
(11:33 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
nvm
(11:33 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
so now u consider as christian now?
(11:33 PM) ♠~♥~☠ ~ ChWiSMas:
no
(11:33 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
oh okko
(11:33 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
mean have to wait until u do new IC?
(11:35 PM) ♠~♥~☠ ~ ChWiSMas:
err no
(11:35 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
tak faham
(11:35 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
>,
(11:35 PM) -!v@n-santa..i w:
><

(answer : i am not baptized like duuuurrhh )

WAYNE , you dared me so here it is. Seriously darn stupid =.= in addition his post. I totally dun understand wht he was trying to say. ~.~
BTW, i just scolded him like currently. =D
p/s : wayne i am not bad nor cruel. These days he's really getting on to my nerves. ^^ i had fun scolding him =X

He's trying to hard to make things work but it just dont asking stupid idiotic things really gets on my nerves. ~.~

Q & A ::

Do you miss him?
Yes i do really really missed him alot.

Was it the right choice leaving him?
Yes, definetly. But if i can find a reset button i will do it all over again with him because i still love him. The only guy that made me cry when i left.

Do you think things can be mended?
No. not possible. When i left him the heart must have left along.

What will you do when you meet him?
Pretend that i don't know him at all.

What if he says Hi?
Ask him "who are you?"

Do you think he still feels the way like you did now?
Yes, he just don't want to admit it and he wants to continue the battle showing he won when i tell him i still love him. No way i'm going to do that! The part when we both confessed he made the choice. It is like wht the say at the mall "once broken considered sold" ; "once made forever there"

Whts so good about him that made you love him this deep?
Nothing at all. I still can't find any. Really none. Is stubborn a good thing? ego? O.O"

If another guy come along will you accept him?
Depends how much he impress me. And if i really love him i will, but before that i have to warn him i have a past that i can't forget so it'll be his job to make me forget him.

Why ppl calls you play girl?
Because they think i change bf's very fast. But the fact is that they don't know the reason behind. Or maybe i'm just unlucky to find every guy tht is not suitable for me O.O so i'd rather ditch ASAP then hurting them deeper. Its the right thing to do. Probabaly best.

If time returns will you pick to meet Him or not?
Even if i will die, i won't wanna meet him.

If you meet him, he comes to you hug you and say that he was sorry wht are you gonna do?
Its never gonna happen why bother. When it does... i'll not forgive him and tell him TOO LATE shoo off~ maybe grab a guy from the street and say oh see he's my bf.

Do you have crushes on any other guys now?
yes.

who?
don't ask. Not planning to tell out.

(okay enough of questions) -.-

Welcomes ::

WELCOME darlieeee back to sg. You must have loved your stay here xP despite those dirty streets u see =X *gulped*

Welcome to new year~~!!!! its tmr~ !!! woots so fast.

Welcome to school. NOT~~~~~ pffffffffttt. i havent go get tht fugly tie. who cares!

END : off to bed.