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Tuesday, November 13, 2007 11:31 PM

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Oh great in another few hours time it'll be open day. Guess i took a short cut into telling mum my marks. I seriously can't face her and tell her because i myself can't really believe my own eyes. Last minute studies SIGH. Yep, you must be guessing how i told her my rows of D's & C's yes in one message.... =X what?!?! i honestly don't know how to explain edy okay..
Yes i know its bad, just don't make any remarks on it. I know what to do next.

I have been shouting and screaming about the news i already know yesterday. But what i didn't guess was school's gonna start at 7.30am And only ends at fucking 2.50. I don't care what the heck the teachers are gonna say but i'm just gonna SLEEP in that damn class.

For me next year tuesdays are going to be horror day because i'd have to be school from 7.30am till 6pm.
And yes we are bundled with hmw's already. Form 5 Projects are already out. Yes screw it. I am starting to shake now all those toones of works awaiting. My whole calender is filled with stuffs which means BUSY. Yes BUSY. Thank God i took out a week to maple if not i won't even get to touch that icon especially now!!

I will not get back into SB. Sigh. How badly i wished i know i won't. Welcome Sc and Sd.

Oh yes. The dearest person that i didn't wanted to see at msn. Him of course. Yes M. He tried chill-ing me down but no avail so he gave up and left me alone. Woo Hoo. So yar the long awaited yh came online yes he made me smile in no time. =D he's just good at it making jokes without even knowing. haha!

I'm suppose to be sleeping now but after talking to ah ling on phone she made me hyper and i couldn't sleep so i decided to blog. WOOTS. =.=

to m :

You know you used to be my everything. The feel of your hands still deep in my memory. The hug you gave me that sparkled something between us. And i did all sorts of embarrassing things in front of you. What not you tried so hard not to notice. Me sitting on your lap then everyone else followed... is just something i'll remember forever... But i just wanted to tell you that you're just like a normal stranger to me now. From the day i said i wanted you out of my life i really want to do it. I succeeded and i will not think of falling back down again. You picked your own choice i did the same. Like i say i won't wait not now and not ever... i'm so sorry maybe we are just not destined together. Even the blind can see you love me yet you denied. You are just another stingy guy you wanted the world. What i need is someone that will only have me in their heart yet not another girl sharing it. If one day she'll be back for you and you think you're gonna move away from me i guess we'd better not have anything to do with each other. We have clear statements about what we want our partner to be. I can't stand a guy that smokes. Not ever. Even if you say you're gonna stop.. its not easy i know. We know each other too deep.. too freaking deep. Now you can space out how many spaces you want to let me enter your locked heart, but all i'll do is move away. Only when you clearly know you can't get her you come back to me. Which means i'm your second choice i don't want such a guy. Although i loved you deep.
I lov"ed" you. You us"ed" to mean everything to me. But you are no longer important in my life.

"baby i want you but i can't have you" >>>> i'll use this right back on you now.

Why am i still blogging about him? Thats because this'll be the last post about him. His name will never appear in my blog anymore.