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Friday, November 23, 2007 5:35 PM

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From how we met to how we fall in love, until it all fall apart. I just don't get it how come we can treat each other like a stranger yet we've known each other that deep. I sometimes put the blame on you. To admit to one thing you are the first guy that turned me down. Turned me down not because you don't love me. I asked myself almost one million times what is so goo about you that i will love you this deep. Till now, i still can't find the answer because you aren't good in anyway.

I am always stupid, so stupid that i'll never treasure those that loved me to death yet i will love those i know i can never be together with. I guess wht my friend say its correct. My eyesight is definitely having some sort of problem.

I am as cold as an ice sculpture to you. Every time you try melting me down it'll just make me solidify more. I really really want you out of my life. Although you are out of my heart but you are still in my memory, that is something i really wanted to discard all this while. Scream and yell forever saying you don't want... but i want.

"i thought you said you wanted me out of your life?"
"*laughed* yar, you are out of my life"

(i clearly said this, i guess you know my meaning now.)

You won't let me leave that time so i left without even telling you. Why we can't be friends? 2 loved ones can never be friends. Because we'd get jealous at each anothers halves. So just break this so we can all live happily with our own lives. Stop being such a bugger and bug me. Because i won't even bug you anymore. Not anymore...... Forever i won't bug you anymore... I don't even want to let you know my phone number it was an accident when i told you.

Oh Lord, thank you for showing me a path, a path to move away from someone i know i can never have. Someone that made my life such a pain. I onced asked if i should leave him, You told me no not yet because he won't let me leave. So i had to pretend. And now it is all over. I am happy that it is.