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Tuesday, October 2, 2007 11:31 PM

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exam. exam. exam. it is all that i have on my head from time to time.
I can't concentrate at all. i don't know why. All i want is this freaking exam to be over as soon as possible. Having this exam over meant, having to get those horrible results home. Which i so don't want! My new class teacher haven't even given us our august result slips yet & end years is already here. She probably wants to keep it till our SPM's are over. =.=

This is so crappy~ i need to study! i need to study! for some reason i can't wait till SPM is over. I want Christmas to come, i want New Year to be here. I want ang pao's!! i want my birthday to be here too. I want to get my driving lisence. I wanna drive. I want everything!!!!!!! i want to know how life's gonna be after high school. Fun? Hard? i don't care i just wanna get out of high school. I wanna go to college, at least at colleges, the classes are with a build in aircond. I wanna go overseas to study. Which is of a timid chance. I wanna get a scholarship. which is harder than ever. Even if its hard i still wanna try.

I still don't know what course i'm going to take after highschool. I'm afraid that i picked something i dislike or something without future. *sigh* Why is life always full with decisions to make. Most of the times we are burried with too many, we don't even know if we'd actualy made a wise choice. After all i think i made a lot of wise choices throughout this year. This and last. I do regret certain decisions but after all i'm happy with most of it.

Not forgetting, caveman is not sitting for SAT which means he is giving up NUS. Its really a very big decision for him to take. He is so afraid that he will regret this choice, but because of SAT exams he is doing badly for his A lvl's trials. Just hope he doesn't regret giving up NUS because its already the last intake. Unless like he say he's gonna study masters there.

Okay i've got to stop crapping now & go study~~~