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Thursday, October 4, 2007 1:00 PM

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crap if i fail my history paper tommorow i'll knoe its because i'm lazy! I'm suppose to wake up at 4am this morning to read history n continue memorizing nilai's tht can never GET INTO MY GOD DAMN HEAD! So yea i was having a bad haeadache my body refuse to listen to my brains n get my butt up. So i continue... not really sleeping... thinking of HOW WILL EXAM BE! =.= till dad came in n all me up. HECK! morning 6am = school = EXAM TIME!

Dadi call me up a few times n i was like all drowsy coz i didn't have a gud nite sleep... all i have was fucking nitemares like owh i'm gonna drop class next year... n owh i can't answer my sejarah paper... and owh i'm gonna screw my moral... and physics and chem!! Then dadi gave me essence chicken to drink... imagine early in the morning i edy took up my nilai n started memorizing it. ugh! its so horrible....

Today's paper was okay lar~ but i'm surely gonna screw it up~ especially eng... my essay was........ horrible... i'm stupid enuf to pick dreams! almost the hardest question! UGH! stupid me!!!!!!!!!! i'm gonna die... imagine i get B for english or A2 crappppp... great! now only my class teacher wanna give us the slip.. the slip of course contains my horrible August results in it. Do u knoe how nice it is to see an 8E dere? yup thats how =.= stupid formative marks! stupid!! stupid!!!!!! stupid!!! its just plain stupid!

I drank livita just now, so that i can study for history later... thank god smart ppl invented drinks like that!! vitamin B1!! =) helps to give me energy by carbohydrates! yay!!! but i still wanna nap~ haha i didn't sleep last night okay~ i was having nitemaressssssssssss. i bought pocky form 7/11 O.O LOL i felt like eating. shuddup! i knoe i AM FAT. AND I DON'T CARE. when my brains work it eats up alort of energy okay~ mitochondrion takes up protein~ gives energy~ so i need foooooooooooDDD hahahhahaahah!! food food food food food. Fooodddd releases stress!! mwahahahahahaha! whu cares if i'm fat =P

Gosh~ me n ling was crazy at tuition yest~ seriously i nearly died when i can't do solutions of triangles coz i forgot the formula. phuck it! circular measures tooooooo!!!! n i'm freaaking sucky at sketching graphs. UGH~so ended we both drove Pn leow crazy hahaha!! by using calculator we all made all sorts of mistakes~ LURVES~

wanna nap~ bwaihs all~ wish me luck for history i need plenty coz without luck its like 0% chances in passing my paper. I'm just gonna screw moral~ i can't memorize nilai'sssss!!