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Wednesday, October 17, 2007 8:10 PM

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As i listen to this song..... i swim back to the past...

I remembered how i met all of them.. May Chin, Kein Yi, Zhen Jie, Li Guan, Kah Jin, Boo Chong, Hong Sang, Hui Wen, Chee Hau, Chee Sing, Calvin, Kah Chun, Chong Lin, Sai B aka Mun Loong, Daniel, Wei Kean, Charan, Chan Yee, Melissa, Aaron, and many more. I still remembered when i first step into edu smart.. so lost, i met Mel and Charan. We became close friends. So freaking close that we'd share anything together. I miss her... i miss Charan so damn much. How i met her cousin Cash.

How she used to complain about school. How we sit together, how i defend her from daniel. How i met daniel... how i fought with him since the day we've met... & how i fell in love with him... How the courtship went. How i find out about his background. The background that he had been hiding from me. I still remember how he used to piggy back me when i jump on him... how i used to pull his hair when he tries to tickle me... how he used to carry my bag and can clearly see his tummy bulging out. I still remembered when my chair accidentally ran over his legs. He didn't scold me.. he just smiled and say its okay. How he used to help me in answering questions. How he used to compare my science marks... Having his huge hands over mine, always complaining how cold my hands are... His strong shoulders for me... Meeting him 3 times a week, was reduced to 2, soon it was only once.... we started to drift... He'd still call during the hols, i'd be too occupied with other ppl that i'd forget him. Its been a year now since we've met. Exactly one year, and i do miss him.

Sometimes i wished time can just stop there. Those happy times i had together with him. Wating for his presence... waiting for the door to open and see his face there. I remembered how we used to get teased being together. He'd always ask for sweets. He always try to sit with me. Always annoys me, but everything just seeemed empty when he isn't there anymore... i miss him annoying me.. i want him back. But its all not going to happen anymore. Not anymore. I miss ky. Miss him so much. I like those lame jokes he tells me... those late nite sms-es. I miss zj, miss him playing pranks on me. I miss lg, miss him being there for me when i need him. I miss kj, as my best friends bf. I miss mc, i miss her talkings... i miss mun loong telling me he love me. I miss boo boo bear. I miss calvin.

I never regretted meeting them. The time that i most enjoy is being with all of them. Those really happy memories. Until all of them fell apart & i went away to persue my dreams. It all just drop apart. All of us leaving in a different ways. I wonder when it'll be the time for us all to get back together and talk like last time. Laugh together and be together.

Till then i will always miss all of you.

"I'll pray for all of you to be in a pink of health, and cherrished with lotsa loves.. & never be sad about anything. I'll be there as long as you want me too. My cell is always on."