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Thursday, September 13, 2007 3:22 PM

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pffffttt.. dat idiot freak guard called me a malay gurl! wtf is wrong with her eyesight? which freaking part of me look like a MALAY GURL? like helllooooo look at my skin colour!! this is like da blardy 1st time ppl had actually mistakken about me being a malay. Gawd dat guard talk dam freaking lot. So hate her! call me a malay gurl~ wanted to shoo me outa the canteen summore. *stares at her*

Haha! when she was talking Tarsha gave the damn irritated look. We all just went like arr.. arr ya! tau! ya!!! stupidfreak.=.= Pn . Norinda n the whole class was just gossiping about her in da morning. &during recess here she comes.

Of all people someone just have to come shouting my full name. Gawd i hate it okay~ hardly anyone calls me by my full name. All except some annoying brat (Melvin). He always does that to annoy me, it seems so fun to him just to make me irritated. Stamp da L on his forehead *irritated look* hmm.. back to story. Owh she shouted out loud just to tell me she stopped yoga class for a month coz of exam. O.O erm, seriously she don't need to report it to me. It seems like she's a lil desperation for a friend or something? Its not that i'm against her or anything~ i do pity her. But she just freaks me out! For example suddenly popping out a Question "how are you & Melvin" o.O the looks on her face is like telling me dat i have something to do wif him, or i've coupled wif him n stuff. Plus she sorta drags you to talk wif her... then she started telling me she haven't got a bf before, although most of her friends like brag about it. Then she said she doesn't want to have one n all.. O.O *thinks* i'm not that close to you why u suddenly telling me all this? me n Mel are just very close friends. Plus hello? those jakoons from kjg high just like to play~ ( coz their jakoons of course) plus when you get close to them their just gonna be real close friends to you. Why do you treat them as if they wanna couple wif you or something. Its such childish thoughts. Deleting them from ur msn list just coz they send forwarded emails? I think you better not add me then. Plus wad are emails for if they don't get sent out? just so when she talks i don't think she quite uses her brains. Yes she is smart and all! But she BRAGS about it. Hate that!
*her* : what did jan get for bio?
me : erm 25 i think.
*her* : owh..
me : you got back your marks yet?
*her* : nope not yet, who's highest for bio in yr class?
me : erm kathijah i think..
*her* : owh wads her marks???
me : 31
*her* : whoa, over 40 ryte?
me : erm no. 50.
*her* : har? 50..? don't you think its like kinda low??
me : smiles n WALK OFF~

FYI , i got 29 if you say the highest marks is low, indirectly you are telling me too. Plus is like telling dat my class is some stupid class or something. Yes jan is smart but she don't go bragging abt it. Yes she ask for other ppl's marks but she don't go saying its low and all. You so smart wad YOU get? bet not any higher or probably same. Coz in the whole form 4 oni shugi n aiman got the experiment part correct!!

LP3k work is driving me crazy. I got to STAND out of the class coz i went to physics class late thanks to freaking ppl dat need me to run after to get me report. Phuck them i tell you. Promised me to send it to my class i didn't even see her shadow walking past. Having me running after them like some idiot! telling me tmr cannot izit. Phuck! *one thight slap on their faces* Mrs Loo is just so freaking evil~ she knoe i had a reason but she won't let me enter class. Even when copying notes she don't let. Tsk! i told her i had a reason then she was like.... look at me, purposely made me go out get Pn Yong's signature. Tsk! so i had to run to get Pn Yong to write me a permission slip for her. =.= then when i gave her the paper. She was like YOU SURE this is Pn Yong's signature. pfffttt, i told her t'cher! you can go staff room ask her NOW! she's there! =.= then Pn. Yong heard, and from outside she shouted! AIYA! you let her go in lar!!!! Haha!! yipeeeee! XD she was like OMG! is tht Pn Yong? lucky i nvr say anything bad abt her =P
See! she knew its true~ she just purposely wanna make fun of me. =.= always liddat~ like to play play play.. sometimes teacher when a student is tensed up don't play, coz that time it'll nolonger be fun. Trust me.

I nearly broke down i tell you. thank god t'cher said my add mth project was gud, just a few changes. Like wad Melvin say, yar everything seems to fall on me at one time. Its so hard to handle. & phuck i nearly forgot abt Pn . C's work. Crap she wants it done by FRIDAY! which is tmr. Pn. C i am busy okay~ always ask me do this do tht =.= ugh..

i fucking wanna cry, i wanna break down on someone's shoulder. I want to, but i knoe i can't. I just knoe i have to stand strong and handle things myself. It has always been this way, and its still gonna stick this way. I'm not gonna be like the early of the year, breaking down when i can't handle my work. It can't help. Besides it will not solve my problem.

My add math project is finally done. Only left one page, got to ask my 2nd sis about that. =)
& special thanks to all that have helped me in doing my add math project ;
Angeline (my sis) - scolding me for not asking her on the graphs earlier =X & helped me do it. Thank You very much *muakx*
Wun - Thanks for sending me yours so i have a refference. It makes my work way faster ~lurves~
Melvin - Giving me plenty moral support & thanks for offering your help =D ~HuggZz~
Hema - Telling me wad i left out x) ~allowing you to ask folskap paper from me~ =P
Shireen - For letting me browse thru yours so i'd have a rough idea how to do mine ~ <3 ~
Love you all lots~ thank you so much for helping ^^ Without you all i'd probably still be on the 1st page of my project =D