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Sunday, August 12, 2007 1:28 AM

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Time flies.
This year seem to go so fast.
It creeps me.
When i was talking to YH the other day, it still seemed like we've just met.
Still remembering the time when he was telling me SPM is comin.
Comin on9 awhile and tell me he had to run off to study.
Soon SPM was over.
& he had chosen to go to KDU.
Worryin abt his results day n nite.
Until the day SPM results came out and tht he got flying colours.
Now he is a scholarship holder in KDU.
His A'lvls trials is abt to come.
3 of my form 4's exams too are already over.
All you knoe my end year exam is just 2 months away.
Time does fly doesn't it.
My community of friends going wider by the days.
I do miss all those old times when we were together.
It still seem like yesterday to me.
I wonder when we'll all meet again.
Catching up wif each other.
People really do change don't they?
*sigh*
I miss dat gal dam lot. She is at sng buloh. I hope that she will not regret the decision she made.
I miss going to tuition, missed being disturbed by friends. I miss so much messing around with them. It all just seem like a blink of an eye.
I am not ready for SPM.
It is long away, but all you knoe it might just be tommorow.
Everyone is so dissappointed abt their recent results.
Everyone is gonna strive so freaking hard for their end terms exam.
I am scared, scared of failure.
I can nolonger bear to see a 9G on my sheet of paper.
I'm afraid that i couln't handle next year. Just pure afraid.
I'm tired seeing everyone walking towards wad they want and i am the only one aimlessly doing nothing. Remaining there letting everyone pass me.
Somehow my fighting spirit just isn't there like it used to.
its just a plain August test and i can still do so badly.
haih........................................................
Everyone lays high hopes on me even my friends.
I still remembered, the early of the year someone asked me
"Evelyn wad happened to you this year?" why are u like so different from last time?
Different as in disiplin wise she was saying.
Seriously speaking i am so not organized this year. I don't even knoe why.
I think even teacher noticed my changes sigh*
I am changing back to my old self now ^^
to all of u that cared. i love u all so much~ i can nvr thank you, with all those supports that you all had given me. The encouragings, teachings and scoldings. Especially to all of you that have been beside me when i needed you all most. Telling me not to let go of my future just because of stupid things other ppl did to me. When i cried i can see how much u all cared. haha!! Just to let ya all knoe you have my shoulders whenever u want it x)
Love u all LoTz~