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Saturday, September 1, 2007 2:51 PM

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The friendship tie had just broken. Yet i'm glad it did.

It didn't just broke off like this, but i cut it off. If its so hard for me to try my best hangging there so why not just cut if off? it makes me & you feel better. You still won't understand it. Do you? still you, still as stupid as ever. I sometimes wonder whats on your brains? Is there really brains or is it grass? You nvr knoe how to think of the consequences in doing anything. Thats because you are mainly stupid even since the day i've met you. I'm sorry if this sounded like an insult but it is the truth! Maybe till the day you die you wouldn't realize why i don't speak to you anymore. To knoe the answer just ask yourself. Altough many say my openes doesn't have a limit, but sometimes just don't go overboard. Having not to hit you right on your face you're lucky, & you still in one big peice do be glad, you still standing yet talking please thank god. Not even a word of thank you came out from your mouth. Those lies you told, yet i still helped you. I helped you many but in silence yet you don't realize. Till this moment, this path that i have to take it is actually doing one thing for myself yet not for you. For once. With you still blaming me of being childish. What sorta person are you? please look in the mirror and find yourself. You don't say it out doesn't mean i'm stupid enough to not knoe. I am not you!

Okay, Happy 50th Birthday to Malaysia! We love Our country! =)
Hmm.. so here it is my merdeka days special. Same with Mr Yh haha! the difference is he needa revise for his trials n mine is end term!
Menu-merdeka day special: Set A- homework, Set B- project, Set C- revision
Idiot Melvin teased me saying dat i picked Set D - online! damit! DID not okay i finished like 1 project n 1 hmw so far haha! which is erm kinda true also lar =P n i did some research on chem folio too! comeon i need to merdeka too ryte? xP
See how i procrastinate now? LOL its very clear n obvious -.-

To everyone out there that is guessing who is my bf, pls wake up. I don't have one. When i say it i mean it. Owh yea~ i forgot i actually have one which is Seph! haha he had been my bf since wad? 1 year ago arh? 1 or 2 arh?? lupa dy! he's dat bf tht i can tease around with, scold him, and bully him all the time! He will remain as my bf forever =) Haha! so now u understand me n his relationship? Even when i have a real bf he's still mine any gals dat wnt him can shoo off~~ haha!! he is pure mine! WAKAKAKAKA~~ jkjk - Sei Fei Chai! WHOPZ!

Yesterday i went Raku-Zen. Hmm.. the deco's n all looked nice n cozy but.... but... as i sat...
Suddenly! a cockroach run out. Scary ryte! thank god it didn't fly on me. *creeeeppppzzz* The food was okay~ okay~ larhz. The most amuzing thing is! there is alot of japanese dining dere! n i saw this kinda cute guy xD *screamsss* Leng Chai okay!! haha!!

Emo cases still non-stop! lol my ears is almost bursting edy! lending it for ppl to talk n talk abt those love love emo emo cases. Sigh* i do pity them x) ERHM! i was emo-ing yest too.. i saw something tht bring me back to the past. The holding memories. Something that i have long thrown n forgotten. I Hate thinking back! i just hate it. I nolonger pay the visit back to my oldself. My other blog. As i locked it. I've nvr went back to see the past. The past of me and him. Me and another him. Another link yet to another. Its just a pity how fast those happy times past & how long it take for the sadness to presist till to date. Till now, this minute, this second. Wait for another guy to have you forget them all! another guy? another guy that is a jerk? a fool? a person that will inturn brk me into pieces once again? no thankx! i'd rather survive with myself!
I can't sympathize ppl so much. Sympathizin them all hurt myself and hurt others. I'll not be like her. I hate ppl that cheat. In order to not hate myself i won't do it.

Have she ever thought the impact that she will give to others? especially when she say that she loves him? love? did she ever understand wad it meant? I don't think she did. All she did is mixing up crushing & loving. To crush doesn't mean to love. Loving has alot of aspects to be looked upon. She doesn't think about it at all. Now... maybe i do realize how come they all left you. Your used to be clan. I do understand why they spread rumours. Although i won't. Telling it i will but its only to the ppl i'm very sure can keep it. You do think its a grand thing to do don't you? it does makes you famous doesn't it? Isn't falling once enough? how many times do you have to fall a hundred? You know... i didn't know where you left your brains. Maybe you are just too stupid to think or something.
Regret? *laughs* its useless isn't it?
The thoughts of suiciding. Great! you can go do it now nobody's stopping you.Don't you have self control? does desperation pulled you that far?

Jealousy kills people. <<< i agree wif this x)