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As we grow older together, As we continue to change with age, There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.
Karen Clodfelder-

I'm sucking a loli like a baby now =). what?!? whu says a 16 year old can't suck lolipops. Although i'm old in da outside but i'm still young inda inside x). Yes i am busy, but i am still her blogging coz "some" ppl calls me a lazy bum for giving short blog posts -.-
Not only dat i also heard loadsa complains from my blogreaders coz my post is much less compared to last time =O

So, today in school was ambang merdeka day =) i derno wad it meant but yea wtv lar they call it dat way so i'll just follow. I sat wif ah ling, sab, diane, Hems, & Chan. We all went little nuts. I started poking ah ling wif my merdeka flag haha *poke* *poke* hema got bored wif the speech n she too poked her. =P Ah ling, ur back got holes dy leh very 'leng' liao =) See i so gud give u free tattoo haha!

We sang dat erm.. song okay dat new merdeka song wtv the name is. So ah ling like dam yeng liddat sing dam loud but all wrong! haha!! she said "OPS i shall wait for the next round" how pathetic can she get? The funniest thing was, i was so tired so i lie my head on hema's shoulders n i saw the hair on her legs very cute looking... therefore my itchy hand stretched out to reach for it n *pull* . HAHA! you shud see the way she nearly jump up from da floor! it was darn funny! The Malaysia flag was just so pathetic when they pulled it up, it didn't reach the top it was 3/4 up oni. We were all paying attention to Mrs. Loo, she was actually so semangated tht she waved the flag throughout da occasion! Gratz Jill your speech was gud =) at least u didn't get stuck half way like the rest did xP. Did i forget to mention we all paid 30sens to RENT the flag for 3 hours like. SAD! even primary schools get free flags. & we paid to rent. sad.. sad.. case

Charl was so gud she helped me do my class duty during recess hehe =) Seriously i am not really used to going to recess same with the prefect, but it is kinda fun after all. LoL the other day i saw Pn. M which nearly scolded 2 Form 4 gals who was eating during recess. How pathetic can dat lady go? She thought they were Form 3 & shasha said it OUT LOUD "omg! did i see wrongly? for once she was nice" haha! Seems like not only "WE" students dislike her. Even those that are suppose to be helping her disliked her too! xP

When i twist my neck now, it can give out loud craking noises u knoe like its about to drop off ?
Yea n the reason is because THE LACK OF SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP! & the hours spent STARING AT BOOKS! finishing crappy useless peices of shits! The name for it is Homework. Damn! Mrs.PLUM just announced to us another folio to do. u think we too free lar now? not enuf to do? Seems like my 5 hours need to be extended to 7 hours soon. Grr! unfair! how come other classes have so many FREE periods dat they can sit dwn n gossip,talk etc etc.
& here we are begging like idiot to only get 30min n not to talk or gossip but to sit dere n do HMWS. See how sad is our lives?Seriously i love my class but the hmw is just... a lil overly too much! yh, told me "OMG wad sorta chem folio u nee to do, y the quest damn stupid one? wad chemical makes the gas acidic. Its acidic itself lar!" LoL mr genius boi actually said dat =O anyway thnks for helping me =) You need to hang on yh xD i still have plenty help to ask from you especially ADD math project haha! you are dat experienced person =X

hmm.. yes i'm not talking to you. Maybe its abit too much. I think you shud try putting yrself in my shoes and treat me like you. & you'll knoe how it felt. Consider me gud for being wif you dat 2 weeks, helping you get back on your feet before i leave. Seems like you have your new grp of friends now. Needless for me to be there anymore. & like i say just becareful to whom you tell it to. The ppl beside you may not be as pure as they seem. Sigh* but no matter how many times i remind you, you'll still not listen n do the same thing. Same thing, same mistake, all over again. I think you shud start reading back abt your past life n see how many times you said u wanted a new life.. yet, you are still same.. nuthing changed. Just one more thing, don't make anymore trouble especially wif them because this time.. i won't help you anymore and you will be in trouble because most of them hated you. & you knoe whu i mean. Just take care of urself from now on. bye.

okay pictures from my grannies burfday will be up soon. Sry lar slow, its all cause of my dad putting it all in raw file. -.- crap! i need to change one by one T.T OMG lazy lar can i just skip dat pile of pictures? plssssssss.... i'll take nicer ones to put up. x) i betul-betul LAZY kakaka~~
DAMN! i wan new stuffs!!!!!!! i wan a new pencil box (billabong or roxy) the huge one =) coz mine is too small cannot fit in anything at all. Anyone nice enuf to get me? Besides i wan get a ring for myself, new earings, & i want new phone accesories. I want furrrry balls too wan hang on my phone,bag n pencilbox =) wakaka~~ shit! i need to find a bf soon! i wan him get me all the abv n dump him =X haha! jk i'm not dat bad.. =P but maybe *some* people will do it. *wink*

I miss cleopatra & pompeii x) they are just so cute n so huggable! I just realize how sissy dat Melvin was. Seriously like girl oni. Must get him perfume for his burfday next time haha OPS cologne i mean wakaka~~ i just have to tease you. SORRY! it was just so fun doing it. I can't resists. Forgive me =P

Okay~ i shall stop here. & blogreaders especially those who L.O.V.E to complain alot i hope this blogpost satisfy you. It is the best i can write when my eyes is falling down every single minute!
AND it is also SUPER lengthy edy~ If gush reads my blog, i'm so sorry for your lost. I knoe how it felt losing a person that is so close to you. Just keep looking for the future. They will always be in yr heart.

~off to bed! hey! i'm not a pig,& not some lazy bum, not piggy, not cute pig! not any pig. i'm tired. I ONLY HAVE 6 HOURS of sleep daily which is short of 2 hours i nid to replenish it x) kaka~ loads of lurves~ bwaihz~

Someone pls take a knife and STAB ME! argh! hmw's can nvr be done. & all thankx to Miss Ling, i did so many unecessary works -.-

HOMEWORK is really flooding my pen finished! in abt a weeks time. From wad i heard, if you say this year is bad next year is hell. Okay~ i dun even wanna think wad will i end up to be like next year, probably died.

Somethings that i would love to share wif all of you. But its just not fit to write it around here. Some knoe and some don't. My advices weren't taken, not once yet not twice but all the time. Lets just hope, what i predict is wrong for once.

Conflicts and many many conflicts. sigh* It all starts from jealousy. You are not who i knoe anymore. Not anymore.

okay~ i'm blogging after a loong time xD
School just started! like ohmygod! Seriously i was still looking forward to this news yesterday nite, BUT my after my 1st class. which was physics. I WISHED MYSELF BACK HOME! My BM teacher wasn't around so Mrs Loo took over da class & & & & & & TAUGHT physics!!!!!! how crappy is dat! cracking your head over half math half laws is CRAZY! anyway i made it through the day running UPS & DWNS non-stop. Coz got firedrill bla bla bla those kinda stuffs lar.. skipped my recess-.- not exactly skipped managed to drink milo oni T.T. Nearly died squishing my way to get a cup of milo~ Then last class was bio.. i am dying to keep my eyes OPEN. Seriously i am so freaking tired edy, summore when ling shin tell me today Mon school ends at 1:55pm i was like O.O yes my eyes was this huge GLARING at her. Anyway we went to Mrs. Leow's tuition after dat =) It was nice to see her again~ to Ling it seems like some ppl dun want us there.... =.= anyway mrs.leow's dogs are HUGE and CUTE!!! =) they are so obedient compared to my crazy lil fellar~ She was planning to buy a square table just for us O_O and get a white board..

I feel so much better now xD i finally rejected him~ sigh* i just heard from a friend he was damn freaking sad.. but well, life moves on even without me there by your side. Like i have told you before we are just not a match~ being friends with you is perfect but being together with you blows my nerves. I mean seriously nobody can make me so pist off in such a short period of time. & FYI i have never shouted over a phone and you are the 1st person dat made me do it. Yes you made me laugh & Yes those happy times together. AS friends. I'm sorry. Like i said i wanted to concentrate on my studies~ so yeah just not right now. If you wanna wait thats your choice but just not disturb me. Okay i shall stop crapping you won't even read my blog wads the use.

Exam is so near!!!!!! i mean not really but i feel the pressure~ like daily~ and i mean it i'm not gonna do that well. I can just feel dun ask why. its basically like 200 pages for each subject to stuff in your brains~ so yea~ tell me how gud will i get? 0 perhaps. I'm aiming to not fail!!!! CROSSS MY FINGERRRRRRSSSSS I DUN WANNA FAIL!!!!! GOD SAVE ME!
right.... dat was a lil too dramatic haha! but yeah~ i still dun wanna fail and at least have my math n sciences reaching A's which is like IMPOSSIBLE! sigh*

How can we study when we are burried by hmws? they say formative will remain as 25 and will be shrinked dwn to 20. LIKE WTF! siao man~ SPM no formatives lar.. dun understand this izit? Need us to speak in wad sorta language~ plus SPM ain't and WON'T be abolished on OUR year coz its too early to speak to us ABOUT the future plan. That won't happen in years to come.
Brainless ppl.

~ I HaTe y0U~

Lets celebrate my 100th post =) & the returning of me posting once again! haha!
Hols was great, burrying wif hmw's -.-
DAMN! i'm oni done wif like 80% of it. My projects are oni half done haha! anyway long more time. I shall leave tht poor thing alone till my hands get itchy den i'll finish it xP
Ppl change don't they? sigh*
So i went back to KL for 4 days then went Malacca.
I'm Dark now! lets celebrate whee~~~
-.-
Okay hv nuthing much to say abt~~~ abit lazy to blog haha!! till next time~

:::.. I'll Be Waiting By Your Side ..:::

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Say Gudbye to my holidays! here is my list of hmw ;

1)Bm Komsas
2) Add Math Project
3) Chemistry Folio
4) PjK Project
5) Sejarah notes Chapter 7 & 8
6) Revise Add Math
7) History & Chem PATS
8) Cik Thana's WORK -.-
9) Physics corrections
10) English literature
11) LP3K class Schedule

Joyce dun complain so much abt your work mine is way more.
How happy can my life be? how less stress can i be?
I have been feeling sickish lately, having headaches, slight coughs and even the feel of throwing-up all da time. *sigh* i'm gonna be whacked if i dun take care of myself. I AM SCARED! LoL
I can imagine myself fall sick this week then when school start i'll probably DIE! hurray i love it man!

Memories of the year ^^

Holidays had finally arrived ^^
*sigh*
its not a happy holiday though~
its gonna be hmw flood holiday. SoBs*

To all da gals out there, especially my friends that have been hurt by freaking jerks.
Don't hurt yourself or try do anything stupid!
It is never your fault that the jerk don't love you.
Its HIS instead.
He is stupid enough to not knoe how to treasure you!
I knoe how it feels when you step into someone's life, thinking that he'd be with you for the rest of your life. But somehow something just went wrong~~ it just didn't come out the way its suppose to be.
I was once there, emo-ing abt it.
Blaming myself for making it all end this way.
After awhile i realised how stupid i was.
I am nothing to him, without me he can still live happily and go look for another gal yet me?
I am still crying over wad had happened.
Now and then flashing back those memorise i do knoe how stupid i was.
Without him, i am still so happy now. I am still living, most of all living WITHOUT him.
Afterall he is not my everything.
My everything is myself, my future, my family, and my friends. Yet not a jerk that will ditch me!
Maybe you think hurting yourself will make him come back to you, but coming back might mean going away again.
Or he might just laugh at how stupid you are to hurt yourself just because of him.
Knowing that how important he is for you, he might just threathen you with it all the time.
This is not only for a da gals dat i knoe its also for all those superb guys dat had been ditched before~
Its never your fault that they don't treasure you. Your perfect! If they don't love you then get another person that will. They are not the only gal/boy in da whole wide world. There are so many more maybe some is much better.
*sigh*

"Love may be blind, but please don't blind yourself when you really need to see wad is the truth"

Ugh! is there an end to freaking hmws??????????? is dere is dere? can anyone tell me PLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!
everyday they flung u 7 of em'
FUCK!
My add math project had reached da door step.
great holidays i will be having!

i need help now! i am flooded wif hmw is very fucking tiring doing them all.
Sitting for 4 hours ain't fun.

I missed milo *sighh*

I don't wanna see my bio paper anyone care to burn it for me?
i can seriously make the stupidest mistake ever.
For example not starting from scratch for smartly putting DOUGH instead of flour + water.
FUCK!
And for not relating it to time therefore in conclusion my whole section B oni got 3 marks.
i am fucking speechless.
Although teacher congratulated us doing well for section A but still our results suck like MAD!
*SCREAMS*
Inilah padahnya for half reading n half sleeping when i am studying.
SHIT!

On the other hand, congratulations YH for scoring 40/51 for your test!
*sigh* see mine n his marks punya difference?
Not only that but you shud see the paper's difficulty level. From there, conclude whu is stupid.
ME!
yay.
=.=

Today,
I don't even have peace while i am eating.
Coz we need to hand in Moral work. Mine was complete ler budden like abit missing here n dere onie.
Still my recess time i sit dwn n finished it ^^
Anyway after dat, Hema haven't finish hers n it was close to 1pm.
Can see her so kelam-kabut ready, still i helped her finish up her work.
You might say all. Coz by the time she write 1 essay, my writing speed has already finished 1 essays n 2 structured. Thank me babeh! LOL
That make me unable to finish up my stupid math LOL!
Stupid gal -.-

Ugh! my math notes hilang again FUCK! whoever da book stealer is u dam fucker!!!!
This year so many of my books missing dam fuck!
Finished, and passed up book also missing.
Finish not yet pass up also missing.
DAM FUCK!
all finished work also can go missing one. DAM FUCK!
Besides that all my stationaries ppl like borrow, borrow, borrow then take home forget give me or put everywhere! -.- gonna LOCK my pencil case soon.

ARGH!!!! after exam also so many hmw dam shit larh!!!!!!!
YH told me at my age he had given up hmw's.
Seriously, if i can i would have given it up.
I did in da early of the year. ENDED kena marah kay. NO way i wanna try tht again.
LOL! and i can still remember how much others COMPLAINT abt the amount of the hmw last year. To all the form 3's be glad, coz form 4's hmw's are double/triple yours.

I once heard this "hmw's are meant to be copied" O.O
LOL! its not always that you have free time at school to copy & especially i am sitting right at da FRONT of da class.

I'm proud of myself. I actually didn't miss him at all. I was too busy to anyway.
OMG talking abt busy i forgot to meet Pn.Yong TODAY! OMG NO! HELP!
she'll twist my head offfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELP NEEDED *SOS*
Okay stop being a drama Queen.
Yeah he definetly missed me. =)

Time flies.
This year seem to go so fast.
It creeps me.
When i was talking to YH the other day, it still seemed like we've just met.
Still remembering the time when he was telling me SPM is comin.
Comin on9 awhile and tell me he had to run off to study.
Soon SPM was over.
& he had chosen to go to KDU.
Worryin abt his results day n nite.
Until the day SPM results came out and tht he got flying colours.
Now he is a scholarship holder in KDU.
His A'lvls trials is abt to come.
3 of my form 4's exams too are already over.
All you knoe my end year exam is just 2 months away.
Time does fly doesn't it.
My community of friends going wider by the days.
I do miss all those old times when we were together.
It still seem like yesterday to me.
I wonder when we'll all meet again.
Catching up wif each other.
People really do change don't they?
*sigh*
I miss dat gal dam lot. She is at sng buloh. I hope that she will not regret the decision she made.
I miss going to tuition, missed being disturbed by friends. I miss so much messing around with them. It all just seem like a blink of an eye.
I am not ready for SPM.
It is long away, but all you knoe it might just be tommorow.
Everyone is so dissappointed abt their recent results.
Everyone is gonna strive so freaking hard for their end terms exam.
I am scared, scared of failure.
I can nolonger bear to see a 9G on my sheet of paper.
I'm afraid that i couln't handle next year. Just pure afraid.
I'm tired seeing everyone walking towards wad they want and i am the only one aimlessly doing nothing. Remaining there letting everyone pass me.
Somehow my fighting spirit just isn't there like it used to.
its just a plain August test and i can still do so badly.
haih........................................................
Everyone lays high hopes on me even my friends.
I still remembered, the early of the year someone asked me
"Evelyn wad happened to you this year?" why are u like so different from last time?
Different as in disiplin wise she was saying.
Seriously speaking i am so not organized this year. I don't even knoe why.
I think even teacher noticed my changes sigh*
I am changing back to my old self now ^^
to all of u that cared. i love u all so much~ i can nvr thank you, with all those supports that you all had given me. The encouragings, teachings and scoldings. Especially to all of you that have been beside me when i needed you all most. Telling me not to let go of my future just because of stupid things other ppl did to me. When i cried i can see how much u all cared. haha!! Just to let ya all knoe you have my shoulders whenever u want it x)
Love u all LoTz~

My results sucked.
Shuddup and don't ask why.
Everyone say i improved. Yes i agree wif dat but its still much lower than i have expected.
It is anyhow still my fault for making blardy stupid mistakes.
did u knoe wad i put for 6 x 1 ?
equals 1.
I am speechless about myself when i see it i nearly tear my exam sheet.
Owh and i happily confused myself wif my opposite and adjacent therefore.
From cosine i put it as sine.
Making everything wrong from part 1.
FUCK!
my add math from an A become B dam bugger.
78 became 66. SHIT!

I was suprised! =O my "angry teacher" nvr scold me but said i met his target haha! xO
Thanks for Congratulating me newayz. ^^

Sigh* looking at my math paper is a total vomitblood case. Was expecting it to be 90. Now the max also 85. SHIT! all those countless blardy hellness mistakes i made. FOR EXAMPLE LEAVING OUT THE NEGATIVE SIGN WHICH I DO IN EVERY FREAKING TEST!
Note to self : DIDn't ANYONE TELL U TO LEARN FROM UR MISTAKE HUH?
My math paper is so fucking retardedly easy if i dun get 100 i can just fucking die off~ which is wad i am suppose to do right now -.- UGH! wads wif them, can't they just give 30 min extra or something. BUGGER SHITZ!

I FEEL LIKE SUICIDING.
Chem was another annoying paper. I got my facts all jumbled up therefore wif da right theory i switch all of their places. Such as Acid rain i put air pollution FUCK! plus, Its futher n i put nearer! *all the vulgars* i forgot to put sandpaper! n i forgot to clean my stuffs before doing electroplating! DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kill me right now. I MEAN IT.

fukfukfukfukfukfukfuk! i am just so tensed up.
my results satisfies everyone but myself. And of course my very sister. She has superb high expectations on me -.- coz she is da *cough* smart one.. i nvr had ur brains so dun complain too much.

LoL~ seriously i can see da diff way my add math teacher looks at me! =P totally different LOL! In the early of the year i was just too busy to understand nor finish her hmw. So i nvr hand in all her works oni abt 2/5 times haha!! she basically hated me way lot. Then my results suck like syte hahahaa!! as in like very low type. So now my handing in book is like 10/10 whoo hoo. Plus my results also okay. She also abit shock wakakakkaa~~ hit her right on da face. Revenge for not marking my book just coz its ONE freaking DAY late. too over don't u think? Its also revenge to the ppl dat i wanna take revenge from. FULLSTOP he-she shall not be named THANKX.
Still it isn't satisfying. Gawd. For all you knoe. In a clip of an eye
end year exam is around.
I actually shud let this term exam sucked along. It will seriously make me stand up for my finals.
But owh no i just can't coz the guilt pressurizes me daily. Its Pure torture having ur brains telling you go study n having ur heart saying no..

*sigh*
Me n him is turning 360 degrees. I wanna let go, yet i dun wanna. Still we are friends. But it just felt like something more than friends. Something abit more than dat. Both too afraid to say. Both too ego to admit. As usual u all knoe me well. I will not fall for such things~ if he wants me he'd have to get me. I will never go for a guy dat is this selfish and still keep his ego infront of da gal he loves. Maybe i'm looking for something more than love. Someone dat can actually deal wif me someone dat will let me bully until very badly xO someone i can depend on someone dat remembers all the special days in my life someone that wants to be with me all the time. But that someone just ain't you. I still live on without you. I am never dependant on anyone. That includes you. I learnt from my mistake last year. I fell deep, very deep. Yet i told myself all the time, i live on without anyone! I have broken a friendship as deep as years yet not feel the pain why feel the pain when its just only a guy that you can find anywhere. Simply grab one by da roadside n u have a guy ryte?

*sigh* thinking back the past, flashing back to those old days.
If you say i dun miss daniel i am lying.
Our love is just something weird.
Special u might say.
I miss his huge hands on mine. The sloppy-ish way he eats. The way he plays wit my hair and i'd get so irritated dat i'll pull his after that. The way he snatches my bag and dig out everything he can find in it. The way he carries my bag. The way he pleads for me to give him sweets<<< no kissy stuffs. =.= sweeets as in solid hard sweets -.-. The him. Lastly is the way we argued since the day we've met yet became friends n somehow lovers~
News comes and go.
someone : "He got new gf ready".
Seriously i didn't care abt the news. Before he had a new gf i edy had a new bf. *sigh* ( i did not do it on purpose. actually it was an idea to fling that guy far away.. since he is stubborn. okay i finally i did it hurray n i made someone angry at me. I am such a freak! )
Still he called. Still there are sms-es. But somewht, once its over it can nvr be turned around again. Like the poem road not taken. Once a decision is made you will have to live on with it forever. regret yet not. ONCE made. Too Bad.
~sweet memories~
I will miss all the sweet memories together~

Flashing back, i dun wan anymore of it happening again. 1 word for myself. Nvr step ur feet inside someone else's life its hard to get back out.

Knowing so much abt him yet not much. its just unexplainable. The way i wanted him to appear on the door step. They way he thought i nvr come coz i was late. The way we played like crazies~ then when i changed class he too wanna follow. Ended up all of our classes were different. thinking of each other. We found a way to meet. The way to met became the last of us somehow. A start yet an end. It hurt. Yet i can't feel it. Something is wrong. I did not ask for a reason yet did i refuse to. I just made a decision to mmake everything an end. Somewht i regretted but sometimes it might be the right choice.

~deep in thoughtS~

Continued...
Okay when i was happily taking my looooooooooooong sleep *suppose to be ler*
Then *bang* door open
blurr blurr look whu izit saw my sis... "whu used my computer??????"
LOL i too blur in mind say out answer ready but mouth dwn open haha!!
nyway yea so she started calling her *cough* *cough* bf *cough*
and talking so freaking LOUD even louder than some microphone.
And woke me up RAWR...
So ask me if wanna go pasar malam.
den i was like erm okay ^^

No idea y but i jus have a sixth sense dat i will eventually meet someone dere.
Yups as usual my sixth sense nvr failed me.
I saw Calvin.. i started staring kinda long at him lar.. but i am not sure coz he walk like dam faz.
So i turned back n look if i see any of his clans around. TADA. Kein yi LOL definetly no mistake.
He walked pass me, den i tapped his shoulder when he was infront of me LMAO!
He was like "eyh O.O"
All of them seriously freaky blind semua kenal i also cannot see =,=
Then i had this feeling dat someone more will be at the back, just curious i turned n saw.
Chee Hau. Shock man! LOL

He didn't manage to see me n past me. PHEW'
but as usual lar tht ky dam big mouth, tell everybody... " I SAW EVELYN"
So when he was walking up, kein yi was pointing to calvin where am i haha!
and then chee hau like came bck dwn melambai tgn at me.
so i had to ler melambai balik kan. -.-

LOL n guess wad they did before goin to psr malam they suffled O.O
SHOCKED ky dropped his martial arts arh? didn't knoe wei.

anyway i saw nicholas later
and this guy. Joyce if u still remember, our old Eng tuition dat guy we all tease u n him together one Yup not him but his friend haha! i forgot his name O.O
Right after dat i saw.............
wei ling.
like wtf right.
Anyway she stared at me , so i also give her cock eye stare haha << Melvin's teachings =X LOL jkjk

Seriously speaking dun judge a book by its cover.
Having piercings don't mean bad.
HAHA! but seriously dat uncle look lala =X
Damn! i like kein yi's peirce so freaking chun~ juz imagine him wwearing cap wif suffle pants suffling~ all gals will faint haha! But anyway with him suffling also everyone scared ready LOL coz i heard was when ky suffle he takes up ALL the space LMAO! uncle shuffle? i laugh till nearly fall dwn chair.

LoL my sis meeting them is like shocking enuf, she'd probably faint when she see melvin haha! as in after he tell me he wan his lips pierced =P
(skinny, curly haired, 2 peircing on his right ear i think, like to wear cap, look dam lala)
The next thing i knoe dat freak will probably get his tongue peirced too =.= darn speechless.
Ghey arse. OMG! cannot call him dat still nid him to play basketball wif me wakaka~ i nid him teach me jum till reach the rim. xP
Melvin haha ur turn to suffer for ur exam after ur semester break! mine is officially over xP
Btw, assignments aint killing u yet, i still see u super free, coz u lazy -.-

Exam is finally over~
Argh screw exam >.<
i was shivering while doing math when t'cher shouted 5 more minutes!
My graph ain't complete yet. I still have 2 questions over da front part pluz for paper 2 i still have one last question after da blardy graph!
i just whacked all of those. *all the bad words*
Only 1 hour wad u expect us to calculate? shit ar? at least give lar 1 and a half hour. Counting the ungrouped data ready eat up 30 minutes. STUPID shit.
Pray dat i counted those 60 fuck-ed up datas correctly.
Physics was totally shit. I nearly left out the diagram! thanks to me to seeing a diagram on someone's paper den i did it last minute.LOL i did not copy -.- when i take up my head i juz saw it infront of me wad u expect me to do?. Corrected da stupid freaking micrometer screw-gauge calculation too. DAMN! gradient!!! argh i am so stupid to not have read tht part damn damn damn!
Seriously everything sucked! even EST!! it was some stupid report, suppose to be something like a proposal but no i didn't do it that way. i nvr write conclusion and lalalalalaa all those proposal liked stuffs. ARGH! I DON"T GIVE A DAM ANYMORE!
Chem was total disaster imagine when u have everything on ur brains then when u sit there abt to get the correct answer, doubted your answers abit and u got confused! total shit!
Add Math, 10 marks said gd bye! thanks to me to have studied parallel lines for math but haven't really read how to form an eqn for a straight line i went empty dat last part. The answer i write there was more than wrong! hopefully i get itsy bitsy 1 mark for y=mx + c *cross fingers*
Don't even mention history. It sucked so freaking badly! My facts went all wrong WTF! From emmanuel something i put da fellars name as John Crawford *CURSE*
ugh! i was so freaking close to the answer! damn! i will consider myself smart even if i score 1 mark for history. When i was sitting for the exam i just have the photogenic memory of the page and the freaking diagram on my head but when i wanna enlarge the page on my memory to read out the words it just have to either get blurred out or the whole page disappear. I hit my head countless times during History. I wonder how many brain cells died =O
HAHA! BM was worst, oni the other Friday teacher thought something abt the same n i juz can't recall any of the peribahasa she said. All i knoe is juz that she said SOMETHING abt it. FUCK!
there goes 6 marks!

To Marks on my papers : seriously little numbers, although i love u damn lot that i wan you score you guys, but..... its just fate that i can't SOBS i will lurve you though~

I got this superb news from my add math teacher.
"YOU ALL ARH DUN PLAN TO SKIP SCHOOL TMR AR!"
all of us: huh??? why??
T'cher : coz i wanna give u back ur papers.
all of us: OMG TEACHER! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!

she just can't leave us some peacefull weeekends can she?

Haha! throughout my exams i gotta thank my, pretend to be feirce teacher "YH" for teaching me add maths and chem ^^
Haha! gotta thank him for SHOOOOOIIINNNGGGGG me to study whenever he see me chatting too much -.-
If you are reading this Yh jus wanna let u knoe, omg log in da paper was freaky shitty easy.
I think the ones i ask you to do is like 10X harder haha!
I still remembered the digit we got -12975473587 okay lar maybe not so many digits but near there hahaha!! ~dun worry i will maple wif you later~ (if i still remember which are my keys =O)

to be continued~ too tire to blog wannna sleep!

Who would actually thought of Chap 1 experiment to be coming out on Bio paper!
Call me one lucky gurl.
2 days ago while i was studying for exam i actually went through all of the experiment from chapter 1 up to chapter 6.
Still there are some usable informations on my brains that i remembered.
So i managed to crap out dat whole experiment.
One mistake that i am sure to make is my technique and precautions.
Seriously what da hell to put for technique??? O.O
& precautions? i said use fresh yeast. LMAO but it need to be at least 3. So yeah 2 marks gdbye~
Pluz after the exam i though abit abt my graph... i think its incomplete too O.O
OMG!!!
anyway that was the section B.
Section A was this experiment abt the effects of pH value on the enzymatic reaction.
The breaking dwn of protein(albumen). Managed to crap thru it correct or wron HELL KNOES =O
Moral was disaster! PURE disaster. When everyone got the paper, they all went like WAD THA HELLL????????????
all of them started staring blankly at each other LOL!
Somehow memorizing juz aint enuf. You must memorize and vomit out wad you memorized during exam. Which i can't. FUCK! my definations gawd knoes where it flew. seriously oni half of it ccame out. My whole moral paper is pure disaster. The objective of Dasar Wanita Negara. Whu da fuck knoes abt it? As if i will take the moral book to flip it. =.= BUGGER!
English was another pathetic case. Animal Testing. I crapped. I don't have a single general knowledge abt animal testing how do you expect me to write it??? O.O anywa i wrote kinda long (full wif bullshits) haha all my OWN facts. Essays are meant for us to create our own facts so whu cares xP

~chiao~ off to chem,addmath, history, and BM x)
~loads of lurves~

ARGH! screw dat fcuking august test!
No matter how hard i freaking tried i can never master Log.
I am suppose to be jamming 28 Nilais & Definations into my head right now, but guess wad my brains is a lil reluctant to follow my instructions therefore giving me headaches.
I can remember nut shell abt all those fcukin nilai's!
What is da god dam use of moral in my future anyway? as if i'm gonna be more morality when i grow up JUST because i memorized all those fcuking nilai's, it just doesn't make sense at all!
I may be gud at crapping out experiments but wait a minute, my confidence just ain't there this time. Here goes another paper to be counted at da "koyak" site (bio). *applause*
The percentage of me surviving this test will be exactly 0.0000000000001% see how timid it is?
On Wednesday i'm gonna have history.
& guess wad i can't even remember all those khalifah's names yet! How am i gonna past this test? Great question! i am wondering myself too =.= reading the history book over and over again on da same page, i still don't understand a word of it. Those freaking alien words is just freaky hard to understand & to be remembered! ppl at my age reading da same freaking arse syte book will indeed understand how frustrated it is trying to memorize it.
HUrr@y!! dere goes my history paper aight'
Chemistry.. seriously speaking. I am so not ready for this i haven't read a word yet abt it. IN conclusion OMG the paper is certified DEAD =O
Add math! & who says practice is useful? no its not my log still suck like shit!
Bm, way to go komsas???? by counting those question marks lets you see how ready i am to face dat paper ^^

On Thursday,
Math --->>> i am still a retard at math.
EST ------>> will common sense help? well, it depends =O
Physics ------>> trust me i'd fail it another time. I juz cannot understand wad those experiments mean!

I lost 1kg & gained back 1kg.
So ppl wads the use of losing da 1 kg? O.O

L.O.V.E

Can anyone ever understand this four letter word throughly?
For me it will definitely be a no.
90% of the population of guys goes for the looks.
Anyone dare to say no?
Bet not!
Especially teens.
When a guy see this cute girl, he will immediately say oh my god! i love her.
What's with that? Just because she is cute;pretty;sexy doesn't mean that you love her.
Loving someone is actually a commitment.
A commitment for life.
Telling a girl infinity time how much you love her, don't mean love.
Love is deep.

To Love a Girl.
Love is to really care about a girl, understand a girls feelings, knowing how fragile they are.
To love her you need to have the responsibility to protect them.
Be there for them when they need you.
Don't ditch them just because your friend asks you out.
Show them how important they are in your life.
Give them respect.
Tell them your problems, let them tell you theirs.
Let her cry on your shoulders.
Hold her tight and tell her you won't live for another day without her.
Eventough most of the girls don't say it out, but hell yeah! we all love to know how important we are to a guy dat we love.
Guys, drop your ego when you are infront of the girl you truly love.
Seriously speaking they actually do~! ^^
Remember don't just say but mean what you said.
Those promises you made, be sure to keep it.
Most importantly, when you really do love her, tell her & ask her to be yours.
*without trying is a failure itself*

-random-

Milo is gone.
They sent milo away when i was sleeping.
How cruel.
I didn't even get to hug it.
My sisters were all nort around when they sent milo off~
nobody get to see the last of Milo~
I still remembered hugging Milo yesterday,having it sleeping wif me, playing wif his favourite teddy bear (which Milo stole from me when it 1st arrived at my hse)
Walking into my room seeing dat little bed with a bone in there reminds me of Milo.
*sigh*
My sis kept on saying "y ar? y rushing to give ppl??" "Let us say gdbye also cannot izit?"

~Milo we all miss you~

Due to this, due to exam stress, due to me unable to master log, due to dad juz got angry at me for helping him do his stuff while chatting wif melvin. I got pist~

haih~ i was still calm like minutes ago. But.. i blow when Melvin like somehow got angry at me.
Coz i was jokingly playing wif him dat i dwn on webcam, den he said nvm i dun like to force ppl.
and like....
I blew.
On him of course, and having him taking all of the blames.
&
He got like kinda angry also
&
I realize, i shouldn't have simply blowed at him~. *sigh*
i apologized~

Here goes another one ;

MELVIN I AM SO SORRY FOR WHAT I SAID. ~lurves~

FYI : today, your not the oni one dat i blew on. I even blew it on my bestfriend. sobs ~ something is so wrong wif me. HELP needed SOS!

OMG! headache.
Log drives me a lil nutz.

Hm, lets see wad to talk about today.
I got selected for Ketua Kelas =.=
LOL!
During AGM, Pn Lili asked who can work wif Pn.Yong??
Everyone* EVELYYNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!
As usual larr i got da post.
So Ketua Kelas it is.

Who is KP 3k, PKP 3k 1 & PKP 3k 2 still unknown. t'cher will announce it next week.
LOL!

Examm, exam, exam is the only thing that is flowin on my head.

Here's something random.
The pokok jambu located at our school is blossoming fruits ^^
Jambu fruits =)
but my love life still isn't blossoming yet, seems more like dying to me =O
well, i shall juz let it die. I am over it.

~lurves~

Pn *cough* *cough* is trying to dominate the school =O
I wonder wad will happen if all the prefects and students go against her, i bet it'll be as exciting as a 5 star rated movie!xP
I used to like her so much dat i smile when i see her, but after dat incident NO WAY!
she almost made me pay RM 1 for some freaking hair pin. Pluz she shouted at me. WTF?
Thanks to me greeting her in da morning & she gave me a suprising reply =.=
So from dat day onwards no more GREETINGS to her. THANK YOU!

I did add math the whole day in school.
LOL! its english class! you don't expect me to pay attention do you?
When Pn. Hamimah is nolonger the teacher & with those SHEEETSSSSSSSSSS of paper she gives.
4SC is so lucky dat they got the other trainee teacher dat is WAY nicer than ours.
Right i had Bm after dat, which i copied some notes n stuffs, then history =.=
Its useless paying attention in da class she is not teaching anyway >.<
GAWD!! add math is driving me to the wall!
I nearly went bald doing it, you get wad i mean.

Mrs.Loo say dat i went out to see the lori man =.=
WOOTZ!
my taste not dat bad!
HAHA!! and then she also said Ling Shin went to chase after da lori man -.-
We all backed her up x)

Counting dwn till exam!!
its oni 3 days WAD THA.......................