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Wednesday, June 27, 2007 2:40 PM

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Right, i still can't find a tear.
Today I pushed "it".
It seems dat the names hv already been faxed over.
My heart sank.
The feeling of crying rushed.
But, not even a drop dat ran out...
~Em0pwincezz~ this name suits me in any aspect.
I am half dead at skewl today.
Feel sick-ish & groggy.
Still felt much like crying.
Looked for keerths chicken soup instead n asked her any nice stories dat can make me cry.
HAHA!! the answer was no.
I juz went like awww.. sweeet.
My fake smile went on da whole day.
I feel numb.
It is as if i no longer hv feelings.
Nothing is fair in this world is it?
I can't even cry when i'm listening to emo songs.
I can't even cry when i'm thinking abt all those sad stuffs
Something is way wrong with me.
I feel so weak.

Tmr i'm gonna skip class for raptai n get my body sliced into peices coz Pn.Leow will start again.
She blew today coz Keerth n Charl hv to go practice their Moral Drama.
Juz note to all SA teachers : It is not dat we all wanna SKIP ur class but it dat we hv NO CHOICE but to do it. Since we are a "cluster skewl" many events are held in our skewl if students don't do nobody will. The skewl won't fall without me but it will fall without EVERYONE of us.

Gawd did you knoe the new trainee teacher actually cried coz of this? LIKE WTF? Lucky its not in my class or not it will be another time i see a teacher cry in class. Had a bad experience before few years back.

Friday will be my pay off day! yipee!!!
Hari KoKo =)

Will he be lying?
I really dwn to knoe.
Its time to move on n forget him like last time.
It wun be easy. I hv known him so deep, so much..
Although he keeps himself most of da time but i still knoe him very well.

Haih...........................
I saw dat paper.
Felt like burning it.
Trip to lagoon is not planned AT ALL.
SHIT!
I fixed it to July 6th.

AS if i will hv enuf time to get it all done by then >.<
Better get my arse moving tmr.
When i'm busy i won't remember things fm da past.
I won't hv time to recall those memories.
Even if its a fake smile i will still pull thru.

Its not him dat is BAd.
Is me.