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Thursday, June 7, 2007 12:32 AM

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Harsh truth,
When you hv no value or when they hv won you as their prize you are worthless.
I'm not crying my way out again, i'm gonna walk out gracefully!
Do you think i can manage to do this?
I've already lost you although i am not ready at all.
Yup i find faults with you, why can't you be more understanding?
Do you hv to do this to me.
Making everything a no return path.
Sometimes i think if you are doing this on purpose.
Yes, you knoe me very well.
Are you trying to do this?
If yes go on, let me get over it and never tell me.
Something tht i like yet hate about you is yr egoistic self.
Yesterday i had the prettiest dream ever.
I dreamt about you on a white christmas night.
You were so different, you were on a coat with 99 red rosses on your hands and a huge teddy.
The car tht you were in was huge and nice.
You were so successful.
Dream remains as dream.
This dream will nvr come to reality i am sure.
We will nvr remain close anymore.
It hurts me most is that if anything happens i can nolonger turn to you.
I yet lost another friend tht i can trust for everything.
I feel that you were moving a distance away from me.
A very wide distance that when i call you, you can nolonger hear me.
Just some last words to you.
I Loved you Before.
I still love you now.
But if you choose to leave,you are more thn welcome.
I won't stop you, you might have yr own reasons.
I won't ask.
Lets keep it a misery until the day we die.
You hv been in my heart, you hv completed me all this while.
Now its time for my guardian angel to move away.
I will shiver at night without you reminding me to cover myself with my bedsheets.
I will get scolded, for forgetting to finish my work without you shoo-ing me to finish it.
I will be moody without you cheering me up, making me laugh everytime.
I will cry until unstoppable, without you dere comforting me.
When i use vulgar words i will miss someone scolding me.
When i refuse to go to bed over my bed-time i missed you making me go off9
When i'm sick i miss you caring for me.
I miss you telling me to not care abt other ppl but myself.
I will miss you telling me tht i am great!
My energy source is leaving me.

~there are no reasons left to try~
~you grab the fight and walk away~
~now that you are gone~
~reasons for me to cry~