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Monday, June 4, 2007 11:03 PM

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Blueh!
My mistake?
You invaded my privacy saying its my mistake.
Real funny.
You can point the gun back to me.
Without any apologies huh?
You're elder so?
Tht doesn't make you the Queen tht you need not apologize for a mistake you made!
I talk to my friend so wht's the big problem?
All you can say is - if you dwn ppl to read you can sign out.
WTH?
Its a total different story here i am signed in or out you still read my friends message.
Although it is an automated message but it makes no difference.
Its not like you can't find me to ask if you can read then close it.
You juz read it and begone wif.
Not forgetting to mention you closed the dam window.
My messenger was on this WHOLE afternoon.
I don't see my other sis reading my messages.
Dadi reads it but he doesn't close dwn my messages.
Yea so wht if it blinks n irritates?
I stood dere right infront of you.
You can AT LEAST ASK.
You feel the guilt didn't you.
The stare in your eyes shows.
You just dwn to give in coz i'm younger.
I left is not because i can't win you,no matter how you wanna say or twist it, you are still the culprit. YOU ARE WRONG!
Admit the fact tht you are!
By pulling out all the old stuff won't even help.Nothing can relate.
Yea i talk abt lovey dovey stuffs so?
Does tht means you can invade MY PRIVACY?
owh let me think NO!
By verbally fighting with you it sorta degrades me.

*pist*

Ryte not forgetting to mention.
You threathened me after the mistake that YOU did.
HER - If i say a word i can even take away your phone.
Take larh you think i seriously care?
I don't give a dam about anything now.
Delete my messenger larh!
You think i can't redownload?
Don't let me use com larh!
i care?
School reopens you see if i wanna come home anot larh.
You seriously think i don't dare izit?
You think you can scare me now?
I am 16 not 6.
Ghost stories don't even move me a single muscle now.
Nowonder the suicidal rate for teens these days are increasing in a terrible rate.
Like i said weeks before i feel the pleasure in seeing blood oozing out from my wrist.
Maybe someday its really gonna happen.
Seeing myself smile while writing this post even crept myself.

I would wanna have a visit to my dear caunselling teacher soon.
Anyway i meet her daily at skewl.
I am sure to have a chance to speak to her.

*Being metally tortured*